In the garden of the hospital, many patients bask in the sun comfortably, and the warm sunlight favors this side of the land, and even the grass is stained with the smell of sunshine.

Shang Lu held Xu Jingmo's hand with one hand, and pinned the hair on her white cheeks behind her ears with the other.

These days, when the nurse is around, he goes to work, but most of the time, he is by her side, watching her slowly change from a restless sleepy beast to an occasional whimpering little beast, and he feels that his efforts have not been in vain.

At least she won't want him to die anymore, the corner of Shang Lu's mouth hooked up a gentle smile, as if he was with Xu Jingmo, his expression was never cold.

Holding people to sit on the bench, watching the patients exercise with confidence, he was also very touched in his heart, Xu Jingmo must also want to get better, they have to keep cheering.

Looking at Xu Jingmo's stunned expression, Shang Lu's heart moved, and he asked softly, "How do you feel today?" Has anyone spoken to you? ”

The hospital where he works is also a big hospital, there are doctors in almost any department, he has asked a psychiatric doctor, Xu Jingmo's situation is a little special, but if you insist on taking medicine for rehabilitation, it will always be better.

The beautiful and sluggish woman in front of him looked at him and said slowly, "Yes." ”

Unable to eat hot tofu in a hurry, Shang Lu just smiled lightly, "Do you know who you are?" ”

"Hmm." Xu Jingmo nodded, lowered her head, and when she looked at him again, her eyes were a little clearer, and she said word by word: "I know, I know everything, I am Chinese New Year's Eve years old today." ”

How to say that Xu Jingmo can be regarded as a blessing in disguise, her mind has completely recovered, somehow, Shang Lu still wants her to stay eighteen years old, she is so happy and carefree at that age.

The people around him suddenly stopped talking, Xu Jingmo stretched out his hand, gently pinched his little finger, tilted his head and looked at him suspiciously, as if waiting for him to speak.

Shang Lu smiled, he didn't expect that no matter how she was, as long as it was her, he would find it very cute.

"I ......" she said a word, her brows suddenly frowned, and it took a while to calm down, and she said seriously: "I have a lot of voices in my head, they say I'm not good, they let me hurt you." ”

"What about you, do you want to hurt me?" Shang Lu asked intentionally, thinking that just now when she wanted to say this, those voices appeared in her head, so she paused.

He had never experienced this feeling, but psychiatrists had said that if the patient was not strong-willed, they would take what they had imagined as real, and they would be confused and become abnormal.

He didn't want Xu Jingmo to be like him at all, so he had to remind her all the time that he was real, and everything in his mind was fake.

"I don't want to." Xu Jingmo frowned and thought for a while, then lightly opened his red lips and spit out two words. After she said it, the people in her mind sarcastically said that Shang Lu was not good, and her voice became louder and louder.

"He lied to you, you look closely, he's laughing at you, hahahaha......"

"Didn't you see the knife in his pocket! If you don't kill him, he will kill you! Look! Look! ”

Xu Jingmo closed her eyes and felt dizzy, she shook her head, but those voices lingered, and the ghost did not disperse.

"What do you know!" She swung her arm into the air and retorted loudly, "Get out! Get out of here! ”

"They're fake." Shang Lu knew that those voices were interfering with Xu Jingmo, he reached out and held her warm hand, put his chin on the top of her soft head, and said softly: "Jingmo, they are fake, what you feel is real." ”

Feeling that the person in his arms was no longer struggling, he relieved himself to send her away, held her head, let her look at him, and said affectionately: "Jingmo, I don't care what you look like now, I will always accompany you." ”

"You will never change in my heart."

The patients around them had already seen Xu Jingmo's abnormal behavior, and while they were retreating, they were still regretting why someone as good as Dr. Shang Lu would be planted in her.

Shang Lu didn't care about other people's eyes, he only had Xu Jingmo in his eyes, and when he saw her nodding ignorantly, he was very happy in his heart, just being with her.

The two sat for a while, the wind suddenly rose, and there was a little cold, afraid that Xu Jingmo would catch a cold, he helped her get up, and before she could stand firmly, a nurse pushed the car and walked over from the side, she didn't stand still and fell to the ground.

"Oops, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." The nurse was very sorry, quickly apologized, and wanted to help Xu Jingmo up, but when she saw her expression, she suddenly didn't dare to reach out.

Shang Lu didn't give her a chance, he hugged Xu Jingmo horizontally, put it on the bench, and went to check her ankles.

"Does it hurt?" He moved slightly, for fear of hurting her, but she didn't say it hurt, but her ankle was already swollen.

"They just did it on purpose, they didn't want you to have a good time, you look at that old man, he opened his mouth wide and laughed at you! Go kill him! A vicious voice began to sound, and Xu Jingmo was too frightened to open his eyes.

Her lips trembled, she shook her head and said, "No, no, no, you guys are fake, fake, fake!" ”

The old man suddenly appeared in her mind, he laughed, stood up from the wheelchair, and spit flying, "If you don't run, I'll eat you hahahaha......"

"Go away! Go away! Xu Jingmo covered his head in pain and kept repeating: "Fake, you are all fake......"

The old man and the nurse were frightened by her expression, and they didn't know what to do for a while, Shang Lu glanced at them and said coldly: "If you don't help, you can leave." ”

After the two of them heard this, they smeared oil on the soles of their feet and left, for fear that Xu Jingmo would go crazy.

Shang Lu broke her hand pulling her hair in distress, the two of them entered their arms, and denied with her: "Yes, they are all fake, don't believe it, Jingmo." ”

The corners of her unfamiliar mouth kept laughing at Xu Jingmo, asking her to take revenge on the old man, and when she was about to believe it, a gentle and firm voice rescued her.

"Jingmo, don't believe it, they're fake." Shang Lu kept repeating this sentence.

They kept this position for an unknown amount of time, and slowly Xu Jingmo stopped being crazy, her eyes were red, she looked at Shang Lu with guilt, and said aggrievedly: "They are very noisy, I can't help it, I really can't ...... it"

She started crying as she said that, but fortunately Shang Lu didn't give up on her.

It was another period of rehabilitation, Xu Jingmo, accompanied by Shang Lu, took medicine every day, his mental condition had improved, and the whole person was a lot gentler.

She sat on the ward, looking at Shang Lu who peeled apples for him, and only felt that he was very handsome, gentle and serious, and her heart was sweet.

"Enough of it?" Shang Lu smiled, "Is there anything you want to say?" He was happy that Xu Jingmo had recovered so quickly.

Xu Jingmo nodded embarrassedly, took the apple he had peeled, and whispered, "I want to be discharged from the hospital." ”

Shang Lu had also thought about this matter, but in order to consider Xu Jingmo's condition, he never mentioned it, and now she said it herself, ask the doctor to know if she can go out.

He took her to a psychiatrist, who gave her another test, and the results were satisfactory and she could be discharged.

Since she can be discharged from the hospital, Xu Jingmo is happy after all, she doesn't talk much, but there is always a little smile on the corner of her mouth.

After packing up her things, Shang Lu took her home after finding the doctor and taking the medicine, and arranged for her to live next door to her.

When the tough conditions were spoken, Xu Jingmo nodded obediently, and occasionally a discordant voice popped up in his head, which was immediately denied by her.

"That's good." Shang Lu rubbed her hair in general.

Xu Jingmo was neither noisy nor noisy, let him mess with his hair, and then smiled sweetly, "I like to be with you very much, what they say is false, you are the real one." ”

Suddenly, Shang Lu felt a pang of distress, how firm she was, which made those evil voices suppressed in the depths of her mind, so that she could smile at him so innocently.

Knowing that Xu Jingmo was in a special situation, he didn't worry about others taking her, so he took her with him personally, and he also took her to work in the hospital.

"Will it be okay to take me?" Xu Jingmo also wanted to be with Shang Lu all the time, but Shang Lu had to go to work, so in order to prevent her from having an accident, he kept her by his side.

Shang Lu probably knew what she thought, and comforted: "No, you can help me do some small things." ”

When he said this, she didn't think much of it, and just followed him. However, because of the drug, her movements are a little sluggish, and she does everything slowly, which looks unnatural.

"Look at her, like a turtle, she is dying slowly, and Dr. Shang is waiting for her." A yellow-haired nurse glanced at Xu Jingmo and whispered to the people around her.

People who are sick are always sensitive, Xu Jingmo noticed the unkind gaze for the first time, she looked over slowly, and a phantom appeared in her mind again.

"Don't look at it, they're talking about you, you should let them speak forever!"

"No, no, you're fake." Xu Jingmo whispered a negative voice, glanced at Shang Lu, and did the work assigned to her by Shang Lu with confidence.

The yellow-haired nurse had always wanted to get closer to Shang Lu, and when she saw a stunned woman so close to him today, she was naturally very jealous, and jealousy made her unrecognizable.

She happened to hear Xu Jingmo whispering, she was shocked, and immediately pointed it out to the person next to her, "She just talked to herself, did you see it?" ”

Now that they are sorting out the recent medical information together, many people have gathered together, and listening to her reminder, everyone has begun to pay attention to Xu Jingmo's every move.

"Really, she's moving so slowly, not at all at the speed of an adult."

"What's more, look at her expression, she is a little dumbfounded, and she looks very infiltrating." As he spoke, the man shivered cooperatively.

From the deliberate act at the beginning, to the last uncontrollable scene, the people in the hospital had to point fingers at Xu Jingmo when they saw her, as if she had some time bomb or biological weapon on her.