The east is slightly bright, Yulian is habitual, and she woke up early.

She turned over and got up, ready to go to Nuanqing Pavilion after freshening up, and when she was combing her hair in a bun, she suddenly saved, and the emperor may not go again today, because he is going to accompany the queen.

After a night's rest, Yulian's mood calmed down a lot, and then she remembered that she didn't say congratulations to the queen yesterday, but it seemed that she was too childish.

Simply, freshen up quickly, and go to the queen to say goodbye later.

Inside Fanghua Palace.

After Yulian said hello to the queen, the queen took her hand affectionately: "Alas, now my body can't take care of the emperor, so please ask the princess to take care of it on her behalf!" ”

The queen seems to be chatting casually, but in fact, she is pointed, it seems that she knows the relationship between the emperor and the princess.

Yulian lowered her head in embarrassment, not knowing how to answer for a while.

"Don't get me wrong, princess, I'm telling the truth, not jealousy of you." Seeing that Yulian had misunderstood, the queen hurriedly explained.

"Niangniang, the emperor is with me, don't you care at all?" Yulian didn't understand why the queen could be so generous.

The queen smiled bitterly: "Do you care about being useful?" Even if there is no you, there will be other women, then I would rather be you, princess. ”

The queen held Yulian's hand, although she was helpless, but at least she was honest with her.

Yulian was very moved to see that the queen was so generous and reasonable, and she trusted herself very much, at least at this moment, she put down a lot of burdens in her heart and was ready to accept Xuanyuan Xuanling.

Just as he was thinking about Xuanyuan Xuanling, he walked in.

Yulian stood up and saluted him, Xuanyuan Xuanling held her up with his big hand, and looked at her deeply, with a little regret in his eyes.

Yulian didn't look at her either, and flashed aside.

Xuanyuan Xuanling retracted his gaze abruptly, sat down beside the queen, and reached out to naturally hold the queen's hand.

Yulian and the palace maids retreated and stood guard outside the door.

Yulian stood quietly in the garden, savoring the words that the queen had just said.

Yes, he is the emperor, how can he only stay with the same woman? Since he can't let go of him, he also has affection for himself, so why bother to embarrass himself?

Speaking of which, she is just an ordinary little woman.

Moreover, according to the current situation, it seems difficult to wear back to modern times, so you can only live in this world, and of course I hope that someone can stay with me.

And Xuanyuan Xuanling seems to be his best choice.

After all, Lang is affectionate, the concubine is intentional, and he loves himself so much.

It's just that he must be wronged and change his concept, and he must allow his heart to contain multiple women at the same time.

However, Yulian can't guarantee that she will be as tolerant and generous as the queen! At that time, how should I deal with myself?

"Trouble sisters, help me pass it through, our beauty is uncomfortable, and I want the emperor to go over and take a look."

Yulian was thinking about it, and at some point, a palace maid came, and she was whispering and begging to Jade.

"Didn't you see the emperor talking to the queen? If you don't have the eyesight to see it, wait. Jade opened her mouth and rebuked the palace maid.

The palace maid waited for a while, as if she was in a hurry, but looking at Jade and another palace maid standing at the door like a door god, she didn't dare to break in, and looked up in a panic.

She saw Yulian standing in the garden at a glance, so she hurriedly rushed forward, and after saluting Yuli: "Can you bother the princess to help me pass it on, our beauty is really sick, I'm afraid that something big will happen if it's late." ”

"Who is your beauty?" Yulian saw that she was born and did not look like a palace maid who was gentle and beautiful, so she asked puzzledly.

"It's Chun Meiren, Mei'er begged the princess, just help me spread the word!" Mei'er said and knelt down, it seemed that she was also in a hurry.

Yulian remembered the Chun Meiren she had met on the road yesterday, and saw Mei'er crying in a hurry, thinking that this was not a joke, in case she was really in a hurry, so she ignored Jade's obstruction, pushed the door and walked in.

"Your Majesty, the palace maid of Chun Meiren is asking to see her outside, saying that Chun Meiren is sick, and I want you to go over and see her."

"Then the emperor should go and take a look! I'm fine here. Without waiting for the emperor to speak, the queen immediately urged the emperor to come up.

The emperor patted the queen's hand with his hand, signaled her not to be nervous, then stood up and strode out.

As soon as the emperor left, the queen looked at Yulian with gentle and approving eyes: "The princess has done a good job, and the first thing to learn to be the emperor's woman is to be generous." ”

"I, am I generous!?"

Yulian didn't expect this move to become a generous move in the eyes of the queen.

I just broke in to spread the word, first, I saw that Mei'er was crying pitifully and anxiously, and she really had something important to see; The second is that they can't get used to the jadeite, they bully others, regardless of the priority of the matter, and block them all.

That's why I was afraid of delaying the matter, so I broke in and told the emperor, which was completely out of righteousness, not the generosity that the queen said.

Yulian knew very well in her heart that she didn't have the slightest bit of generosity praised by the queen, let alone ask the emperor to see other women in the first place.

I will never be able to do it myself, and I will be as calm and generous as a queen.

A man and a woman, two people with white heads, this deep-rooted concept can not be changed overnight.

Yulian was interested, said goodbye to the queen, and walked to the palace.

She didn't know what she was going to do. Maybe I just want to see Xuanyuan Xuanling, and how he treats Chun Meiren gently.

To put it bluntly, I just want to go and see again, in addition to the queen, no matter how good the emperor is to other women, can he get used to it and accept it safely?

To put it more bluntly, it is just to give yourself a preventive shot in advance.

Yulian slowly walked to the gate of Xishi Palace, the gate was hidden, and there was no one to guard it, so it was estimated that they were busy taking care of Chun Meiren inside.

Yulian walked in lightly, and the garden was empty, it seemed that Chunmei did have something, and everyone in the palace was in a hurry, so they were negligent in their duties.

Yulian didn't have the courage to go in, so she stood by the window, wandering, hesitating......

"Congratulations to the emperor, Chun Meiren is happy."

Just as Yulian was hesitating whether to go in, there was a congratulatory sound from the imperial doctor inside, which almost stunned Yulian.

Then there were bursts of congratulations in the room, and Yulian only felt as if she had been pointed, and she couldn't move at all.

At this time, two palace maids came out of the back room, the first one was the palace maid named Mei'er.

Their faces were full of joy, and after standing outside the door, another little palace maid whispered: "Sister Mei'er, our Chunmei and the queen are happy at the same time, do you say that the emperor will spend more time with Chunmei in the future?" Or does the queen have more time? ”

"Of course it's our beautiful people! You don't know, the emperor has known beauties since he was a child, and his feelings are naturally different from others. Mei'er replied arrogantly.

"The queen and the emperor have also known each other since childhood." The little palace maid asked innocently again.

"The queen was chosen by the emperor for the emperor, and our beauties were personally selected by the emperor. Yue'er, don't you know, our emperor went to Xia Houjia Ranch for the first time when he was a child, and he took a fancy to our beauty at first sight, when she was veiled and riding on a horse, heroic, bright and moving, the emperor was stunned. Therefore, after Chun Meiren entered the palace, the emperor specially allowed her to wear hometown clothes and cover her face with plain yarn, which is enough to show that the emperor will always remember the situation when he was a child and saw Chun Meiren for the first time. ”

After Mei'er finished speaking, she went to work with the little palace maid.

However, Yulian, who was standing by the window, listened to her words word by word, word by word.

I first heard that Chun Meiren was happy, and Yulian couldn't move as if she had been pointed; Now I heard Xuanyuan Xuanling's feelings for Chun Meiren since she was a child, as if she had been struck by lightning, trembling all over, and her heart and liver hurt.

Yulian understood, Xuanyuan Xuanling wanted to keep himself because he remembered the feelings of his childhood in his heart, and remembered the young girl who covered her face with a plain veil, not because he admired and admired his courage; Even now, if he has a little affection for himself, it is just his normal desire to conquer as an emperor.

How can it be compared to his unique affection for Chun Meiren since he was a child?

And he tried so hard to convince himself to accept him and accept everything he had, even if it was contrary to his beliefs.

However, his deep affection was wrong after all.

Yulian tried to hold back the tears that were about to gush out, slowly walked to the door, and ran towards Gufangyuan like crazy.

As soon as Yulian left, Mei'er's figure flashed by the door, with a sneer on her face.

Yulian ran back to Gufangyuan, without saying a word, even ignoring the stream that came to pick her up, and fell asleep with her head bored.

However, the night was deep, the moon had sunk, and the stars were hidden, and Yulian still had no way to sleep peacefully.

She hated, but she couldn't hate, because from beginning to end, Xuanyuan Xuanling was not a loser to herself.

He has never sworn to himself, nor has he ever said that he will be devoted to himself.

Yulian hates herself: she hates that the person she falls in love with is the emperor; hated himself for being stupid and thought that he was different from him, and he was deeply in love; I hate myself even more for him, I actually abandoned my original intention, and would rather wronged myself to accept everything from him.

Therefore, Yulian hated herself to death.

However, hatred and depression are two different things, and Yulian sat up straight again.

That's it, for the sake of a man, as for the sorrow to this point?

Besides, you haven't married him yet? Forget about him! If you don't have love, can't you live?

On the contrary, it is better to live more freely and naturally.

But how can we forget him? The best way is to start a new relationship, but this is obviously unrealistic.

There is also the ability to concentrate on one's career, fulfillment and busyness are the most able to make people forget about emotional troubles, and they can also get a great sense of accomplishment from a successful career. However, this is obviously not realistic.

Because a woman, in ancient times, was in a deep palace with layers of palace doors and locked doors, what career could she do?

This can't be done, that can't be done, do you really want to be suffocated, bored to death, uncomfortable to death?

No, how could Tang Yulian be stumped by these small questions?

Starting tomorrow, I will go to see the queen every day, and I will walk around the palace to see, the countless pavilions and towering buildings in this palace are enough to paint for a year and a half.

Also, Xiao Yuanzi has already done a good job of the wooden sword, and from tomorrow morning, the sword dance will also be practiced.

If we have no career to do, let's find fun and spiritual sustenance by ourselves.

No matter what, I must live a chic and fulfilling life, and my heart and my lord will not be in vain in this life.