444. Accompany you through the wind and rain
said childlike angry words in his mouth, but there was a heart-rending expression on his face, and he cried heart-wrenching and moving.
Emperor Qianling kissed away the tears on Ye Jingjing's face and gently hugged her into his arms, "I'm sorry, this is the stupidest decision I've ever made in my life."
"When Ye Cheng discussed this plan with me, I also hesitated, but in order to find out who was behind the scenes, I still agreed, but I didn't expect that the queen mother would let you know the news, and I had to give up the idea of explaining to you for the sake of the plan......"
In fact, on the day Ye Jingjing woke up, Emperor Qianling wanted to confess to her, but was interrupted by Zhaoyu many times.
Thinking about it now, Emperor Qianling is very suspicious that Zhaoyu deliberately used the loopholes in his words to separate himself and Ye Jingjing.
But there's no point in talking about it now, Emperor Qianling just hates himself for making a wrong choice.
Before Mingming, he kept saying that he wanted to protect her and be good to her, but he turned his head and made Ye Jingjing suffer for so long for a plan that had not yet succeeded.
If he gave himself another chance, Emperor Qianling would definitely choose another way, at least, it was a method that would not hurt Ye Jingjing.
He didn't want her to cry anymore, not in this life.
"I'm not...... It's not that I hate you for lying to me......"
Ye Jingjing lay on the shoulder of Emperor Qianling and choked up.
"I don't blame you for not doing anything to your father, but why didn't you tell me when you knew something was wrong with your body? I'm really scared, I'm afraid you'll leave suddenly......"
Her tears wet Emperor Qianling's clothes, but her words made Emperor Qianling stunned and relieved.
Unexpectedly, Ye Jingjing was actually angry with her own body......
But thinking of this, Emperor Qianling felt even more guilty, after all, Ye Jingjing could love herself even in this situation, but he hurt her.
In the past, Emperor Qianling also felt that it was a bit stupid to give up the king for the sake of beauty, but now, Emperor Qianling really moved the idea of exchanging the country for a smile for a beauty.
Carrying Ye Jingjing, who was crying into tears, to the bed, Emperor Qianling patiently wiped her tears for her, and said in a gentle tone, "I'm fine, that illness is nothing." ”
"But ......"
"I've put that piece of jade away, as long as I don't take it with me, it won't continue to deteriorate."
Ye Jingjing shook her head desperately, "To put it lightly, do you know what that thing is?" I don't know exactly what jade is made of, but I speculate that it should be a radioactive mineral. ”
Seeing that Emperor Qianling was confused, Ye Jingjing cried and expressed the worry in her heart, "Radiation...... Worse than toxins. ”
She had watched a documentary and knew how miserable it would be for a normal person to be exposed to nuclear radiation.
Although the Emperor Qianling is certainly not exposed to nuclear radiation, if it can make normal people infected with diseases, the ore must also be very dangerous.
Now she hates the emperor a little, and takes the unknown jade as a treasure, which not only harms herself, but also harms future generations.
Emperor Qianling nodded, but did not show fear or panic.
He just pinched Ye Jingjing's nose and smiled, "Oh, then do you think I should tell you about this?" Let you worry about me after listening to it, and wash your face with tears all day long? ”
Ye Jingjing was stunned for a moment, and said stubbornly, "...... At least we can figure it out together! ”
She knew that Ye Zewei kept mentioning the former emperor just now, and she must have felt that Emperor Qianling would die under the effect of ore just like the previous emperor.
She also knew that if the jade really had radioactive elements, then even if Hua Tuo was alive, she might not be able to return to the sky.
But Ye Jingjing just doesn't believe in evil, even if Emperor Qianling has begun to vomit blood now, no matter how you look at it, she is in a state where the limit is approaching, and she refuses to accept this fact.
Just after she deduced that the Emperor Qianling was irradiated, she had already made up her mind to find a way to help the Emperor Qianling heal, and even, even if she could continue her life, if she could delay until the ball woke up, it would be better.
Looking at Ye Jingjing's stubborn expression, Emperor Qianling chuckled lightly and kissed her on the lips.
It should have been a moment of affection, but Ye Jingjing pushed away the Emperor Qianling and said anxiously, "Talking about business, can you be serious?" ”
"I'm serious." Emperor Qianling said with an innocent face. "For me, living every day seriously is the most important thing to do now."
Ye Jingjing was stunned.
She always felt that the situation was not good, how could this Emperor Qianling speak with the smell of chicken soup for the soul?
Before she could figure out the other party's intentions, Di Qianling said, "As you said, you can think of a way, but I don't want to let myself be depressed all day long because of this matter, on the contrary, I hope that I can live harder and not miss the days when I have you by my side......"
Before the words fell, Ye Jingjing immediately blocked his mouth, "Don't talk nonsense!" It's like you're going to die! ”
Emperor Qianling smiled and took her hand away, and rubbed her little hand on her face.
Very thin, but very warm.
"I'm afraid of death."
Emperor Qianling suddenly said.
"Because I'm afraid that when I die, I'll be separated from you."
He added, in a very serious tone.
Immediately, Emperor Qianling raised his head, looked at Ye Jingjing's eyes and said, "However, it is precisely because of this sudden illness that I realize how happy I am to have you by my side." So, I cherish it all now.
"Because of cherishing, I don't want to be depressed and tearful like others, on the contrary, I hope that I can open up a path full of sunshine in the dark."
It was only at this time that Ye Jingjing understood the meaning of Emperor Qianling.
In the past, she thought that the other party felt that she was hopeless and planned to give up on herself, but it turned out that Emperor Qianling was more active than she imagined.
Such a big thing, let alone putting it on others, even if Ye Jingjing experienced it herself, she would panic, even panic.
But Emperor Qianling not only calmed down and reconciled with his heart, but also did not even give up hope, which moved Ye Jingjing.
"So- I don't want you to keep crying, otherwise, it's a drag on me."
Emperor Qianling wiped away Ye Jingjing's tears and stepped forward to quip.
Ye Jingjing burst into tears and laughed, "Hmph, now that you are sick, it is clear that you are dragging me back!" ”
Emperor Qianling agreed with a smile, pillowed Ye Jingjing's knees and closed his eyes, "Let me take a rest, I've been quite tired when I came to eavesdrop today." ”
Ye Jingjing nodded, and thought that Emperor Qianling couldn't see it now, and just wanted to say "good", but found that he was now like a baby sleeping in swaddling clothes.
The only thing that makes people feel discordant is the faint sadness between his eyebrows.
Ye Jingjing stared at it for a while, smoothed it with her hand, and said softly, "I will accompany you through all the wind and rain, and I am willing to accompany you to welcome the bright sunshine." ”