Chapter 15
Psychological research proves that early life experiences, especially the family of origin, play a crucial role in an individual's personality and can have a long-term and far-reaching impact on an individual's life, and even determine a person's lifelong happiness.
These effects are deep-rooted and deep in the bone marrow,
Wang Jian, the environment in which he lived since he was a child has created his violent life.
Wang Jian was born in a small town in the south of the Yangtze River, where the residents have lived for generations and are inextricably linked.
Wang Jian's father was a primary school teacher, and his mother was a housewife who was not good at words.
Wang Jian also has a sister who is three years older than him, such a family of four, in the eyes of the people in the town, is a very happy and beautiful family, and it is the five good families that the town will choose every year.
seems to be a beautiful family, but the inside is actually rotten for a long time.
On the surface, my father looks like a Sven elementary school teacher, and he looks like a humble gentleman in front of him, but in fact, his personality is twisted and perverted, and he has a short temper.
The mother has a cowardly personality and is submissive. But he has one thing in common with his father, that is, he wants to save face.
My father had to drink a little wine every night, and the night after the drink would be the beginning of the family's torment.
First, he looked at a pair of children who were not pleasing to the eye, and any little thing could provoke him, and then he took a long plastic ruler and spanked him.
The family bought a bunch of long plastic rulers, and the rulers were broken and replaced with another one.
Fathers spank their children, usually on the buttocks, never in the face, or on the skin that can be exposed.
Don't talk about it, it's not allowed to cry yet, but if the two sisters and brothers snort twice, they will have to be beaten more ruthlessly.
In order to be less beaten, the two sisters and brothers have always gritted their teeth and endured.
Later, I became numb, and the plastic ruler was pumped on my body, which was as normal as eating.
After a meal, the two siblings can still go to write the day's homework as if nothing happened.
It was enough to torture a pair of children, and the father began to switch positions, and the women in the family had to clean up before they could be happy.
In the middle of the night, through the hidden bedroom door, my mother cowered in the corner of the wall, and the long leather belt in my father's hand was his tool.
He waved the belt in his hand and pumped it on the woman's body. Every time he twitched, Xiao Wang Jian's heart outside also twitched violently.
And after my mother was beaten by my father the night before, she was able to go out to buy groceries and talk and laugh with the neighbors the next morning with a smile on her face.
When my mother often played idle notes with the neighbors, she often praised my father for being a good man, taking care of the family, and not messing around outside. A pair of children in the family are also very well-behaved, and no one has to worry about studying.
Every time she said this, the sisters around her cast envious eyes, saying that she didn't know how many good things she had done in her previous life, so she could live so happily in this life.
Wang Jian couldn't listen to his mother's lies, every time his mother began to talk to Xianglin's sister-in-law about how good his father was, Wang Jian and his sister would always find an excuse to run away, and that kind of unrealistic lie really couldn't listen to.
The two siblings are under the high pressure of their father, and their studies are not bad.
Wang Jian went to high school and began to live in school, and his sister went to college in other places, and the two sisters and brothers could finally get rid of the torture from their father.
But in the year when Wang Jian was in his second year of high school, his mother fell ill and went overnight, and the two siblings didn't even see their mother for the last time.
In fact, when the two siblings saw the scars on their mother's body, they knew that the cause of her death must not be simple.
But in that town, no one cared how the woman died, anyway, my father said that she had gone to the country with a sudden illness.
After handling her mother's funeral, her sister left with her suitcase, and before leaving, she told Wang Jian that she would never come back to this home.
She was a man of her word, and she never went back to that home after that.
Even if she is married now and has children, she has not informed Wang Jian, she hates every member of this family.
And Wang Jian, after his mother went to another world and his sister left, what did he still do in that house?
He felt disgusted to even look at the man more.
He said that he would not go to school anymore and that he would go out to work.
Of course the father was unwilling, and as soon as the father and son were tense, the father took out his plastic ruler and began to wave it arrogantly, saying that he would teach the disobedient son a hard lesson.
Wang Jian resisted for the first time, and easily snatched the ruler from his father's hand.
put out cruel words, "Come on, come on, let's see who of us can beat who today?" ”
The father looked at his son, who was a head taller than him, and roared in the room for a long time, and finally did not do it again.
The father and son had a heated argument, during which they talked about the cause of their mother's death.
Wang Jian just tried it, and his angry father told the truth.
The reason is very simple, just because my mother chatted with her former male classmates on the street for a while, and was seen by my father.
That night, my mother was tormented for such a pure conversation.
When the father realized that something was wrong, the mother cowered in the corner and her body was cold.
The next day, Wang Jian packed his luggage and came to Chunyang City, where he knew that he would never go back.
His father should have paid the price for his actions, but Wang Jian did not report his father.
He wants to let that man stay in that home without temperature, and he will live in the torment of conscience for the rest of his life.
The character of the original family to people is generally manifested in two ways: the same and the opposite. For example, if the parents are reticent people, the children either speak very little or are particularly good at verbal expression. Parents have a strong tendency to be violent, and their children are either more violent or cowardly and incompetent. These influences are deeply rooted in the subconscious, and sometimes they are not directly revealed, and only in special cases are exposed.
And the image of his father, which Wang Jian hated very much, has long been deeply rooted in his consciousness.
He became just like his father, if not more than ever.
His upbringing made him dislike women, especially women with docile temperaments and women with the same temperament as their mothers.
It made him more violent than his father.
In that room on the sixth floor of Luohai Village, every time the belt in his hand was pumped on the girl's body, his mind would appear as his mother being whipped by his father.
And he will get untold happiness from it.
And the reason why he killed those girls is very simple, it comes from Tong Yan's betrayal, and he can't tolerate anyone betraying him.
In the interrogation room, he has no regrets about what he said he did, and he said that he still has regrets, that is, he failed to let Bai Mei, whom Tong Yan likes, report to another world.
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