Sigh comfortably.

Qiao Xiaomeng hurriedly asked, "An Xinyue, what is on your mind?" Just tell me about it! ”

An Xinyue glanced at her lazily and said, "What else can I think about?" Since I broke up with him, do you think my life has been better? Ah, I'm wrong, I'm actually having a good time, it's just that I'm not as happy as I used to be. ”

Qiao Xiaomeng hurriedly got closer, "Tell me honestly, are you still thinking about Fu Shenhan now?" ”

"Do you think I've forgotten him? It's just that I don't want to forget now, what's the use? You don't know how happy I am today, I thought he was still in love with me, especially after seeing his eyes, my heart immediately ignited hope, I almost walked towards him, you know? ”

"But what happened? It turned out to be just a joke, and instead of wanting to be with me again, he didn't even explain why he broke up with me, he changed the locks in the house, you know? ”

"It was the home of me and him, where we promised each other that we would be together for the rest of our lives and never be separated from each other, but what was the result?"

"After he broke up with me, he didn't hesitate to change the door lock, he was in case of me, you know? He didn't want to see me again, and he didn't want me to go back to that house, so he just changed the locks in the house just in case of trouble, and in that case, I would never go back. ”

After she finished speaking, she drank all the bottles of wine in one go, and then smiled bitterly, "I originally thought I was the happiest woman in the world, but in the end it was just a joke, and the happy past between me and him was just a dream of Nanke." ”

"Now that the dream is over, it's time for me to wake up, the previous things were beautiful, but after all, it was just the past, I will try to get out of this matter, and I will no longer have any hope for him in the future, and let go of him completely."

She rolled over and lay down in a more comfortable position, but tears flowed down her cheeks.

She hated herself for not fighting and reached out to wipe away her tears, and didn't forget to complain about herself, "I'm really useless, I was still here to laugh at you, but now after it happened to me, I was the most vulnerable moment, obviously it was just a breakup, but I cried to death, what do you mean by this?" ”

"Even though I know it's boring, I still can't let go of him, do you know how much I love him? I love him more than I love myself, and I can't let go of him! ”

An Xinyue smashed the empty jar in her hand, and then sat up and smiled stupidly at Qiao Xiaomeng.

Qiao Xiaomeng looked at her a little nervously, and asked cautiously, "An Xinyue, shouldn't you drink too much after two bottles?" ”

An Xinyue's face was full of disdain, "What kind of international jokes?" Not to mention two bottles of beer, even if it is two bottles of liquor, I may not be able to get drunk, you must be underestimating me, right? Don't you want to know what I'm thinking? I'm telling you now, why don't you speak again? ”

Qiao Xiaomeng's mood was very complicated, she was really curious about what An Xinyue was thinking, but after this moment, she suddenly regretted it a little.

If she hadn't forced An Xinyue to tell her about her past just now, maybe An Xinyue wouldn't have become so miserable now.

She was crying and laughing, she must have been very broken, right?

She opened her mouth, wanting An Xinyue not to be sad anymore, but her words were stuck in her throat, and she couldn't say anything.

"An Xinyue, don't be like this, your appearance makes me feel very strange, very scary, we can't be too negative, this is what you told me at the beginning, and now you should also use it on yourself." Love you eBook

"I always knew that you were much more optimistic than me, and you were much better than me, unlike me who has always been stupid, I don't even know what I'm doing, you at least know what you want and like, but I just blindly only do stupid things."

"Actually, sometimes I regret it, especially when I let go of our enemy, I just saw him pitiful, but I didn't expect to hurt myself, if that happened that time, I think I could still live a very happy life."

"I'm already satisfied that I can get out of what I did before, and you will work with me in the future to become better and better, understand?"

Qiao Xiaomeng patted An Xinyue's shoulder with a little comfort.

An Xinyue nodded vigorously, in fact, she didn't understand what Qiao Xiaomeng was saying at all now, her mind was full of Fu Shenhan's ruthless appearance.

She especially couldn't understand one thing, Yuan Bai obviously said that Fu Shenhan was still thinking about himself when he was dreaming, so why didn't Fu Shenhan admit it?

Not only did he refuse to admit it, but he also directly reprimanded Yuan Bai, as if Yuan Bai said something that should not be said.

Is it because of Xiaohong and Xiaobai?

In order not to hurt himself, he took the initiative to break up with her, is this really the case?

It's really possible.

Because Fu Shenhan looked at her today, full of attachment and admiration, as well as longing.

So he should still like her, but for various reasons, he can't choose to be with her.

She was in a much better mood suddenly, she even woke up from drinking, and looked at Qiao Xiaomeng with burning eyes, "I don't think what you just said is wrong, I really shouldn't give up on me." ”

Then he looked at her a little confused, and was stunned by her sudden change.

Weakly said, "I just ...... What did you say? ”

An Xinyue walked over and took her hand, and said very gratefully: "Thank you for being willing to listen to me about my heart, and thank you for helping me with ideas, I have already decided, I will live a good life in the future, I will never give up hope." ”

Qiao Xiaomeng nodded ignorantly, although she didn't know why An Xinyue suddenly cheered up, but she was still very happy that she could become like this.

At the very least, she already saw the hope of living, and it was better than being decadent all the time.

"It's really good that you can think like that, let's do our best together! Don't admit defeat, we can live better, don't give up hope to live, and don't give up on yourself. ”

An Xinyue nodded very hard, "It turns out that sharing my heart with others is really useful, I will never hide things in my heart in the future, if I knew this, I should have said it earlier, and let you help me think of a way." ”