Chapter 687: Encountering Chu Xiaoxiao
Chu Xiaoxiao knew that Jiang Li was estranged from him because of the chip. However, no matter how she thought about it, she couldn't feel happy.
So, after a little hesitation, she turned her head and walked away.
"Hey, Chu Xiaoxiao." But who knows, Jiang Li saw her and stopped him.
At this time, Chu Xiaoxiao had to stop.
She looked back at Jiang Li with a faint smile: "Hello, Jiang Li." ”
This detached attitude made Jiang Li's heart all kinds of diaphragms, and then his face was not quite right.
Chu Xiaoxiao saw it, but she didn't say it.
Jiang Li first opened his mobile phone and looked at the time, and saw that there was still enough time, so he took Chu Xiaoxiao's hand and pointed to a good café next to him: "I have something to say to you, let's go there and talk." ”
Chu Xiaoxiao didn't know what Jiang Li meant, and he couldn't see anything at all from Jiang Li's expression, so he thought about it slightly in his heart and nodded.
So, they came.
In order not to disturb them, Aunt Liu chose to be outside.
Jiang Li ordered coffee, and Chu Xiaoxiao ordered pure milk.
Soon, coffee and milk came up, and the two men were silent with each other, neither of them taking the lead to speak.
Jiang Li stirred the coffee in the cup, his eyes were long. It's not that she doesn't know what to say, she doesn't know how to express it, but she is worried that after she speaks, she will say something that makes Chu Xiaoxiao unhappy, so she didn't speak.
Chu Xiaoxiao was waiting for Jiang Li to speak.
However, after waiting for a while and still didn't hear Jiang Li speak, she was a little impatient, so she broke the silence: "Don't you have something to say to me?" Why is there silence here? Li Li, I don't understand you right now. ”
"I'm sorry." Jiang Li thought about what he was going to say after meeting Chu Xiaoxiao, but he didn't expect that the first thing he said was an apology.
Only then did Chu Xiaoxiao quiet.
She was surprised, in fact, Li Li didn't have anything to be sorry for herself, it was all in her own heart, some random calculations that shouldn't be taken care of.
"You...... Why do you want to apologize to me? Chu Xiaoxiao asked a little hesitantly, mainly because of Jiang Li's words, and his heart was not very calm.
Jiang Li raised his eyes and looked at Chu Xiaoxiao's face, and at this moment there was a shallow smile on her pretty face: "I'm sorry, I should have said it a long time ago." Because of the chip problem in my head, the two of us have almost become strangers. Come to think of it, it is really not easy to maintain a friendship. And I, in the delusion, actually wanted to abandon them all. ”
Is it really possible to discard? What will you have left after abandoning yourself?
Jiang Li took a deep breath and looked away: "For the former Jiang Li, you are special. "Daxia Chinese Network
"Now, it's ordinary, isn't it?" Once two words, like a knife, pierced Chu Xiaoxiao's chest, making her very uncomfortable, "Li Li, we have all become the past." I never thought that the friendship between the two of us would deteriorate so quickly, and I never thought that the beauty I had imagined would be utopian in the end. ”
And my feelings, I thought, it's a very good relationship, and I must be able to get something out of this relationship.
But as it turned out, I was still wrong. The human heart is unpredictable, and all it gets is torture.
"Nope." Jiang Li flatly denied it, "I don't feel that this friendship has become what it used to be, it's just that my current state needs time to ease." After all, it will take a lot of time and effort for me to get back to where I started. And it's up to me to see if I'm willing to do it. ”
"Are you willing, then?" Chu Xiaoxiao asked, she had been avoiding Jiang Li's gaze before, and now she finally mustered up the courage to look at Jiang Li's eyes.
This one......
Jiang Li didn't answer Chu Xiaoxiao immediately.
At this time, Chu Xiaoxiao understood, and she laughed at herself: "Sure enough, I thought about everything a lot." Why can't I control myself? In fact, many things, now, have no meaning at all, and I still stupidly insist on it. ”
"How can this be that you think too much?" Jiang Li felt the sadness in Chu Xiaoxiao's words, "I just said that, it's not that I don't care, it's just that it takes time for some things to change, and I can't guarantee you that I can recover to the original as soon as possible." It's just, I want to get you back. ”
Her tone was anxious, she was worried, because she didn't say anything good, and Xiaoxiao left her.
Chu Xiaoxiao slowly raised his eyes, looking at Jiang Li's eyes full of seriousness: "Is this really the case?" ”
Jiang Li nodded affirmatively.
Then, she looked away, and the whole person was a little lonely: "I know that no matter what I say now, I can't change my impression in your heart." In addition, there are some things and some disturbances that cannot be controlled. It's nice to say it now, and it's normal to get separated in the end. ”
"Cherish today." Chu Xiaoxiao's opinion is the same as Jiang Li's, "There is no point in thinking too much in the future, but you must do what is worthy of yourself." ”
As long as you are worthy of yourself, everything else is easy to say.
Jiang Li looked over, met Chu Xiaoxiao's eyes, and nodded solemnly: "Yes, you have to be worthy of yourself." ”
The two men looked at each other and smiled.
"Earlier, Bo Yu told me about me. Seriously, I didn't feel it very much, and I resisted it, because I wanted my own life, and I wanted to be myself simply and happily. However, as time goes by, I see more and more scenery, and I get tired of it, and my psychology has changed unconsciously, and my current idea is to do something meaningful. Jiang Li and Chu Xiaoxiao briefly described the process of their psychological changes, "In addition, as for me, I really can't feel how happy we got along in the past, and I can't treat you like before, so good, in the way of caring and speaking, so please understand me, tolerate me, if there is anything I do wrong, you can mention me." ”
Hearing Jiang Li say this, Chu Xiaoxiao was particularly moved, she reached out and held Jiang Li's hand, and kept shaking her head: "No, you have done a good job, thank you for saying that." As for the rest, we'll take our time. ”
"Okay, take your time." Jiang Li smiled slightly.
She believes that as long as both parties are attentive, nothing bad can be done.
"Before, we used to get along more naturally, and occasionally we said something excessive, and we didn't care about each other. In addition, life has always been like this, if you don't learn to make fun out of suffering, then where is the fun? Before, you were busy because of work and life, and we didn't have so much time to meet. Chu Xiaoxiao briefly talked about the mode of getting along with the two people.
It turns out that this is the case, Jiang Li understands.