When everyone was busy with their own affairs, Su Nuo lived alone in the villa, but he was also stable.

No one bothered her, just she lived quietly and alone. She began to gradually get used to such a quiet life, and unconsciously began to hope that she could continue like this, but deep down she felt faintly uneasy, as if there was a voice that wanted to be made, and Su Nuo always avoided this wanted sound.

In the middle of the night, Su Nuo did not feel the slightest sleep, and walked slowly into the balcony in his pajamas, the cool wind of the summer night blew people in a comfortable mood, and the wind seemed to blow directly into people's hearts, which made people's mood relaxed.

Looking up at the sky, the endless deep night sky, Su Nuo couldn't help but start to calm down, sitting on the rattan chair on the balcony and recalling everything he had experienced along the way.

Whether it's happy or painful, whether it's about family or friends, everything is like a movie unfolding in Su Nuo's mind, as clear as if it happened yesterday.

Su Nuo quietly recalled all this, she no longer deliberately avoided it, let her memories flood and keep resurface, allowing herself to look at her past all the time.

Gradually, Su Nuo found that the real reason why he had come to this point was neither Xiao Yue's indifference, nor Ning Tianyu's unscrupulous means, nor Xing Yang or Jin Siyu's excessive concern, the real reason was himself, his stubbornness and willfulness that brought him to where he is today.

Su Nuo realized that he was so willful, stubbornly and always walked his own way, never thought about others, and always felt that he couldn't live long, so everything he did was taken for granted, and others accommodated him and paid for himself.

I never thought that my friends, the people I loved gave so much for me, and so much for my willfulness and stubbornness, and these are not as natural as I think, just because they love themselves and care about themselves.

It turns out that he is really a selfish person as his grandfather said.

For the first time, Suno had such an idea. I never cared about others, I only thought about myself, and acted recklessly because I was a sick person.

Xiao Yue, Xing Yang and Jin Siyu, they are not obligated to let themselves, and they don't need to buy their own accounts, because they are just their friends.

In the final analysis, everyone meets because of fate, but they always look like victims, hoping that they will sympathize with them and meet their wayward requirements.

In the face of such a willful self, not only do they not get angry, but they also let themselves make all kinds of demands, and they try their best to meet their own requirements, and they also think about not hurting their feelings, what kind of mind and measure is this.

Su Nuo kept recalling, she couldn't remember what she had done for Xiao Yue and them. The more Su Nuo thought about it, the more he felt ashamed of these friends and the people who loved him.

Such a fact was too cruel for Su Nuo, she subconsciously wanted to tell herself that it was not like this, she must have done something for them, but she couldn't remember it, but the memories ruthlessly broke her illusions, so that Su Nuo had to accept this fact.

Guilt and shame gradually filled Su Nuo's entire body and mind, making her body barely able to breathe, her heart unable to beat, and finally the overflowing guilt and shame turned into tears that kept sliding down her white cheeks, dripping on the back of her pale hand, and then sliding from the back of her hand onto her pink dress, leaving tear stains on the dress, one layer of undried and one layer of attachment.

Su Nuo wanted to calm himself down, but every sigh, every breath, would only make the tears more unstoppable, as if he couldn't stop without turning all the guilt and shame in his heart into tears.

After the night, Su Nuo seemed to have emptied all the guilt and shame in his heart, and he looked unusually calm, but there was no trace of warmth on his face.

It's been a long time since she's laughed happily, or there's nothing to be happy about.

A Madonna ode floats out leisurely in Su Nuo's violin, without joy or sorrow, without any emotion injected into the piano, calm and without ups and downs, it sounds like entering a void of cosmic black hole, as empty and lonely.

Accustomed to a person's life, at ease and without constraints.

Without the restraint of the heart, the music will naturally be unbound, and Su Nuo really wants to express the emotions he felt the night before into music, hoping that maybe one day he will hear it.

Sitting in front of the piano, slowly closing his eyes, immersing himself in that feeling again, and gradually a piece of music appeared in Su Nuo's mind, turning into a complete movement. Su Nuo named the piece "The MelodyofConfession", or "Confession".

"What can I do for you?" Su Nuo looked at the sheet music in his hand, but he didn't feel relaxed in his heart, "When, I can do something for you, I don't know if you're happy now, I don't know if I still have the chance, what can I do for you, maybe you will hear this song one day, I hope you can forgive me, Xiao Yue,"

At this time, Su Nuo didn't know that his brother had been rescued by Xiao Yue and Xing Yang, and sent out of Polya Star to live. However, the outside news is spread everywhere, saying that the members of the Co-operation Team assassinated the members of the Co-in-Action Team who had defected in order to cover up their scandal, and even the photos were published on TV, the Internet and other major media. If it weren't for the fact that Su Nuo never looked at this, I'm afraid he would have known it a long time ago.

But even if Su Nuo didn't look at this, but he couldn't escape Ning Tianyu's eyes and ears, this news shocked Ning Tianyu for a while, he didn't know whether he should tell Su Nuo the news, he was afraid that Su Nuo would not be able to stand the blow after knowing it, and it would cause a heart attack, which would probably endanger Su Nuo's life.

Ning Tianyu didn't want Su Nuo to do anything wrong because of a person who was already dead. After weighing it, Ning Tianyu decided not to tell Su Nuo first, and when there was an appropriate time in the future, he would tell Su Nuo when Su Nuo could accept it.

But there is no impermeable wall in the world, such a big news, even if Su Nuo doesn't watch TV and the Internet, even if Ning Tianyu doesn't say it, he can't stand the discussion of those subordinates in the villa, and in the end, Su Nuo still heard some news from the mouths of those subordinates in the villa.

"Have you read the news lately?" Zhu Xin, a servant who had nothing to do, chatted with another servant beside him.

"Do you mean the prisoner was killed? I've been reading the news too, and it's been all over the place lately, saying that they're still chasing those who assassinated," the other servant, Su Ming, turned around and stopped what he was doing and began to chat.