What made things irreversible was the summer vacation of that year.

Yu Qingqing's father was an ordinary worker, and her mother was frail and sickly, and the family's economic conditions were not very good.

The children of the poor are in charge early, and during the summer vacation, Yu Qingqing worked a summer job at a branded fast food restaurant.

Although it is not too far from home, I get off work late every day, and I have to pass through a dim alley to get home.

That night, in that alleyway, Yu Qingqing met Xu Ruqing, who was drunk and smoky.

This kicked off the tragic fate of Yu Qingqing, and that night, Xu Ruqing took advantage of the wine to do what he had wanted to do for a long time.

made Yu Qingqing her own woman.

But he is committing a crime, which is an act of forcibly having relations with a woman against her will, using violence, coercion or other means. (The author is afraid of touching on sensitive words, so he forcibly adds such an explanation, and everyone should understand what kind of crime it is.) ）

Yu Qingqing is not a timid girl, she didn't think about it a lot, and directly called the police.

When the police found Xu Ruqing at Xu's house, the baby was lying on the bed and sleeping.

The evidence is conclusive, and Xu Ruqing paid the price for his absurd behavior.

Before Xu Ruqing's verdict, forces from all directions rushed towards Yu Qingqing's side.

First of all, Xu Ruqing's parents, they offered a high price to pay for their son's behavior.

Let Yu Qingqing let his son go.

Yu Qingqing asked with tears in her eyes: "Let him go, who will let me go?" Money is a good thing, but it can't buy me a clean slate. ”

Xu Ruqing's mother drew a cake for Yu Qingqing, she promised that as long as Yu Qingqing let Xu Ruqing go, Xu Ruqing would be responsible for her in the future, after the two of them finished college, the Xu family was responsible for sending the two of them to study abroad, and after returning from school, her Xu family's daughter-in-law would be Yu Qingqing's.

Yu Qingqing smiled coldly: "The daughter-in-law of the Xu family, whoever wants to be whom, it's not me anyway." ”

Yu Qingqing's father didn't understand his daughter's stubbornness.

He said: "The current social climate is like this, who cares who you give it to for the first time." If you accept that money, at least you won't have to worry about the tuition fees after you go to college, and our family's life will be better. Besides, a family like that of someone else can't be climbed by many people, what is there to be wronged by being the wife of a wealthy family in the future? ”

Yu Qingqing doesn't understand that there are still such fathers in the world.

She said coldly, "What's the difference between you and selling your daughter?" ”

Although the father's thoughts are disagreeable, the mother is on her daughter's side, and she does not allow her daughter to be bullied.

Compared with Xu Ruqing's parents and his father, the indifference from his classmates made Xu Ruqing's heart cold.

Male classmates are just that, and female classmates are hostile when they see her.

At first, she didn't care about other people's eyes, she must be punished if she did something wrong, and Xu Ruqing should go to prison if she did something she shouldn't do.

But she overestimated her mental capacity, and going to school every day was an ordeal for her.

I was ridiculed and looked at strangely by my classmates all the time.

The worst thing she'd ever heard was.

"Do you dislike the Xu family for giving you less money? Just like you, you still pretend to be high. Even if you go out and sell it, you may not be able to sell it at such a good price. ”

Because of this sentence, many boys in the school will be stuck in traffic after school.

He smiled and said, "How much does it cost for you to make a price, can you play with my brother?" ”

Later, several versions came out on campus.

The version that everyone is more and more convinced of is that she took the initiative to seduce Xu Ruqing while he drank too much.

Trying to cook cooked rice with raw rice, to have a realistic version of Cinderella's upper position.

Even later, she felt that even the school teachers looked at her differently.

The teacher called her into the office and said euphemistically: "Qingqing, the teacher knows the principal of the No. 8 Middle School, why don't you change schools?" ”

The influence from all sides made her study plummet.

At this juncture, her mother became seriously ill, and her father also put pressure on her.

"In this situation in our family, your life in school is not easy, why don't you go to this school, even if you are admitted to university, our family can't afford it."

In reality, in the second month after the start of school, she dropped out of school as her teacher and father wished.

The university life she once longed for was out of reach for her.

Xu Ruqing added a scar to Yu Qingqing's youth world, and his youth was over before it began.

Xu Ruqing not only added an indelible scar to Yu Qingqing's youth, but also left her an important thing.

A rather awkward little life.

A little life that a grandmother doesn't love and an uncle doesn't love.

In the second month after the start of school, Yu Qingqing's heart was as solid as a rock, and she was determined that no matter what kind of public opinion center she was in, she only needed to hold on to the last year, and when she went to college, she could stay away from the injustices that fate had imposed on her.

The unexpected came so suddenly.

The mother, who was a mother, found out that her daughter was abnormal, and took her daughter to the hospital for a check-up.

I thought it would be simple to give up this little life, but what I didn't expect was that the plot of the bloody drama in the TV series was staged on Yu Qingqing.

The doctor said that Yu Qingqing's uterus was born with a malformation and was not suitable for abortion, which means that this baby has to be wanted, and it has to be wanted.

When my father heard the news, he was furious.

The father said: "Damn, if you have a baby out of wedlock, you don't dislike it and lose face, Lao Tzu still has to save face." If you want this baby, either you die or I die. ”

Between face and his daughter's life, the father chose face without hesitation, and Yu Qingqing had nothing to say.

On the evening of returning from the hospital, I packed my bags and went to a coastal city.

The years are like this, and the fragrance is a little while.

Five years is not a long time, but it is not a short time.

Yu Qingqing is alone outside, working, studying, and giving birth, and the hardships can be imagined.

Especially when she gave birth, she almost took half her life.

When her daughter Yu Miaomiao was more than a year old, a young man expressed his affection for her in the factory where Yu Qingqing worked, and said that he could take care of her daughter with her.

The young man was good, but after half a year, the young man broke up with her.

According to the young man's original words: "To fall in love with you, I might as well find a man to fall in love." The hand is not allowed to be pulled, the mouth is not kissed, damn, it feels like Lao Tzu has a fake love. ”

It's not that you don't let you hold hands, it's not that you don't let people kiss, but that incident left an indelible shadow in Yu Qingqing's heart.