Past Life: Meeting is Life Chapter 139: I Will Change (I)
Su Nuo gently walked to Xiao Yue's bed, stretched out his hand to hold Xiao Yue's hand, but stopped in mid-air, and put it down after a while. Su Nuo stood straight next to Xiao Yue like this, looking at Xiao Yue intently.
Looking at Xiao Yue's pale and bloodless face, Su Nuo remembered the oath he had made, and remembered his heartache when he saw Xiao Yue's knife wound, all the memories made Su Nuo's heart dull and dull, unable to be relieved, unable to let go, and unwilling to let go.
"Xiao Yue," Su Nuo murmured to Xiao Yue in his heart, "I know you can't hear it now, but I still want to say sorry to you, I hurt you by saying so many ruthless words to you that day,"
"I know you love me, I really know, I love you too, I love you too, I love you more than you feel, but I feel like I can't do it no matter how hard I try, and I can't accept being with someone who is destined to leave me in the future, I'm scared, I'm afraid to see another girl better than me next to you,"
"Xiao Yue, maybe with the passage of time, my love for you will slowly overcome this fear, and it will allow me to love you without scruples, but now I really can't do it, I'm sorry, Xiao Yue, please forgive me, I really love you,"
"I'm sorry, Xiao Yue, I'm such a timid and cowardly person, I said okay, even if I suffer a lot, I have to be with you, I still broke my oath after all, Xiao Yue, if I wasn't an orphan, if you weren't surnamed Xiao, wouldn't we be able to go on forever,"
"You said to give you a little time, you are willing to prove to me that you can protect me, but I don't want to see you injured again, Xiao Yue, hurry up and get better, I'm gone, I can't accompany you,"
After saying these words, Su Nuo left Xiao Yue's hospital room without looking back. She constantly reminded herself to stick to her principles, to keep her heart, and not to let it wantonly flood with her love for Xiao Yue, only in this way is the best result for Xiao Yue and herself.
The next day, when the three of them handed over the report to the commander, Du Ye suggested that everyone go to the hospital to visit Xiao Yue and see how he was doing.
"Let's call Fei Mo and Zhen Ni and they go to see Xiao Yue together, how about it?" After Du Ye came out of the commander's office, he made his own suggestions to Su Nuo and Xiang Feng.
"That's natural," Xiang Feng immediately agreed, "I must go, he's our captain,"
Su Nuo, who was standing on the side, didn't speak, just walked in the direction of the elevator by himself.
"Su Nuo, aren't you going to see Xiao Yue?" Du Ye felt a little strange, the one who should want to visit Xiao Yue the most in their group was Su Nuo, but why was she not only not active, but she was very repulsive.
"I won't go," Su Nuo didn't look back, just stood there, turned his back to Du Ye and said, "Let him be quiet and take care of his injuries, if I go, I'm afraid he won't be able to recover his injuries at all, and I've already been there,"
"Been there?" Du Ye asked suspiciously, "When?" ”
Su Nuo didn't answer Du Ye's words, and walked straight into the elevator and left.
A strange feeling rose in Du Ye's heart.
These two people seemed to have quarreled because of that incident, and Su Nuoming still looked unwilling to ignore Xiao Yue on his face, but secretly he didn't care about Xiao Yue at all.
Why is that? Du Ye felt that he couldn't understand Su Nuo anymore. Hot search
While Du Ye was still confused, everyone had already gathered together and prepared to visit Xiao Yue.
"Xiao Yue, you're already awake!" Fei Mo saw that Xiao Yue was awake, so he pushed open the door and walked in, "We were still thinking that if you haven't woken up yet, we will go home, it seems that your physique is really not ordinary,"
Xiao Yue smiled slightly, although he had woken up, he was seriously injured after all, so he was still a little weak to speak, "You are all here,"
Du Ye, who was standing on the side, saw that Xiao Yue's gaze was wandering, obviously looking for someone, although it was only a matter of a second or two, but he found that Xiao Yue's eyes were obviously a little more lost.
"How are you feeling?" Du Ye asked with concern, "Is there anything you feel uncomfortable with?" ”
"It's okay, it's just boring," Xiao Yue didn't want everyone to worry too much about himself, "I don't have anything else to do except sleep, and you can come and chat with me more often when you have nothing to do in the future,"
"That's natural," Du Ye saw that although Xiao Yue's complexion was not very good, he could still talk like this, and it seemed that there was no problem, "As long as there is no task, I will often come to chat with you,"
After everyone exchanged a few words of greeting, Xiao Yue's spirit was still a little sluggish, and he left when he needed to rest. Just as everyone was leaving, Xiao Yue gently pulled Du Ye's clothes and motioned for him to stay.
"Is there anything you want to tell me?" Du Ye saw Xiao Yue's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping.
Xiao Yue waited until everyone had left before handing over the things that had been holding in the palm of his hand to Du Ye, "This, you help me return it to Su Nuo and tell her that you are not allowed to take it down again,"
Du Ye looked at the pendant in Xiao Yue's hand and said, "This should be Su Nuo's desire for you to get better quickly before putting it on for you, I saw her follow the medical staff who carried you down all the way that day, and put this on for you,"
"I know she's doing it for my good, but I also understand what she meant by giving me this pendant, so I want you to take it back to her, she wants to draw a line with me Xiao Yue, and wants to end up with me, it's not that easy," Xiao Yue spoke a little short of breath, but with unquestionable firmness.
"She wants to end up with you?" Du Ye was also surprised when he heard this.
"Well, but I won't let her do this, she is already my Xiao Yue's person, so she is not allowed to regret it, and I have already made up my mind," Xiao Yue knew that he couldn't hesitate anymore, he had to make up his mind about this matter.
"What determination?" Du Ye guessed if Xiao Yue was planning something again.
"I'm going to leave the Xiao family completely," Xiao Yue felt that only in this way could Su Nuo be completely reassured.
Du Ye couldn't believe Xiao Yue's words, "You, what are you going to do?" ”
"Du Ye, last night, Su Nuo told me a lot, she thought I wouldn't hear it when I was asleep, in fact, I was awake all the time, and I knew everything she said, so I couldn't hesitate anymore, I wanted to reassure her, so that she didn't have any anxiety and fear when she was with me," Xiao Yue As long as he remembered what Su Nuo said to him last night, Xiao Yue would feel as if he had been pricked by a needle on the tip of his heart, and he felt a stinging pain.
"You, what are you going to do?" Du Ye couldn't think of what Xiao Yue was going to do.