Chapter 238: I want to give you and my son a home
His face gradually approached her, so close that he could hear each other's breathing, and his lips were almost on hers, "Xunhan." ”
The dark eyes stared at her tightly, and pressed her hand to her heart, "It's not easy for you to take care of a child for two years, it's hard for you." But, can you really bear to see Hanhan without a father? The regret of lack of father's love, no matter how much mother's love you use, you can't make up for it! ”
This sentence poked at Mu Xunhan's sore spot, making her heart tremble. She also hopes that her Hanhan can live in a complete family like an ordinary child, but ......
Mu Xunhan's back was tightly pressed against the edge of the bed, and she sat on the ground for too long, making her feet tingle. The palm of his hand was his very strong heartbeat, his head began to be a little dizzy, and his heart was very flustered, "Bai Sihan, you let go of me, you ......" was dizzy and uncomfortable for a while, and before he finished speaking, he choked in his throat.
Bai Sihan's deep eyes stared at her with burning eyes, and since they saw each other again, there was always a stalemate between them. He missed the time when she was always persistently pestering her before, "Xunhan, shall we start again?" Give me a chance, I want to give you and my son a home. ”
Mu Xunhan's head was a little dizzy again, and his deep eyes were like a sea, which would make people indulge in it after watching it for a long time. She looked away, speechless, and restless. What he said was not that he couldn't move her, to Bai Sihan, her heart was still moved, but there was something gathering in a certain place in her heart, it was his feelings and expectations, she couldn't let them swell in her heart, let alone let it out.
It's been three years, and there is nothing between them, blank, as clean as white paper!
She didn't know how many women he had in the past three years, but she knew that he didn't love her, what he loved was Du Hengnian Maybe someone else, in short, it wouldn't be her.
He has always changed girlfriends as diligently as changing clothes, how can she expect him to give their mother and son a peaceful home?
So, why did she start all over again with him? How dare she start over with him, and how dare she give her heart again without reservation?
"Bai Sihan, don't tie me up for the sake of the child, there's no need. You have become accustomed to a life of spending days and drinking, this is the most intolerable thing for me, although I used to love you and loved you miserably, but my love is also dignified! When Grandpa asked you to choose, your choice had already told me that we would not have a chance in this life! ”
"Grandpa?!" Bai Sihan thought of the two choices that his grandfather gave him that day, it turned out that his grandfather had always known Xun Han's whereabouts.
"So what? I have my considerations for that day's choice, and it's not that I don't care about your mother and son! Bai Si's cold eyes were filled with urgency.
Mu Xunhan only felt that his throat was tight, his eyes were a little hot, he sniffed hard, lowered his eyes, and reached out to hold the edge of the bed to get up, maybe his legs were too numb, and he staggered and almost knelt on the ground, and was held by Bai Sihan. He got up with it.
Looking at her, the dull pain in Bai Sihan's heart slowly became clear, and he leaned over and gently hugged her from behind, and slowly spit out three words in his mouth: "I'm sorry." "Evil eyes spread with regret and pain.
"Xunhan, thank you for giving birth to Hanhan for me, let you carry Hanhan alone, it's me bastard, it's me who can't stand you, give me another chance to take care of your mother and son, okay? As long as you come back to me, you can punish me however you want! Bai Sihan bowed his head and pleaded.
When had he ever seen such a lowly Bai Sihan, Mu Xunhan broke his hand, turned around and said to him word by word: "Bai Sihan, you haven't figured out what you want until now?" Do you really see through your own heart? ”
Bai Sihan was stunned, and she said again: "For the sake of Wen Yusheng, who doesn't have you at all in your heart, you play with girls who look like her in school, no matter what kind of girls hook up with you, you won't refuse them." For the sake of Du Hengnian, who has only met a few times, you are fascinated until now! You've never looked at me squarely, are you right? ”
Only then did Bai Sihan realize how much of a bastard he had been. He lowered his head, not wanting Mu Xunhan to see his embarrassed and remorseful expression now.
"Until now, you have not taken me to heart. If it weren't for Hanhan, you'd probably never want to see me! So we ......" Speaking of this, the churning in her heart is already a storm and waves, and she can't stop it.
Bai Sihan raised his head violently, grabbed her shoulders and said: "Xunhan, I've had enough, I've really enough, I just want to have a stable home, I have a son now, and you are my son's mother, why can't we be together!" ”
"Enough! Bai Sihan! You only want the mother of the child, not the person you love, and we will not be happy in the future! Why don't you understand this? Mu Xunhan roared, as if he had roared out all the resentment in his heart.
Bai Sihan tightened his jaw, a little out of breath, pulled the collar of his clothes, and felt that the collar hoop made him uncomfortable, "Xunhan," called her, she didn't make a sound, her eyes fell on her undulating chest, and he suddenly felt his mouth dry.
"I don't care what you think, I won't let my son call someone else's dad anyway! If you don't like me, you can marry someone else, but don't want to see Hanhan again. ”
Mu Xunhan's throat was astringent, straight to the inside of his eyes, and he tilted his head, "You are really a scoundrel!" After speaking, he opened his mouth to aim at Bai Sihan's shoulder and bit down.
Bai Sihan's shoulder was bitten by her very painfully, but she still endured it and didn't make a sound.
Mu Xunhan relieved, raised his head, stared at him tightly, curled the corners of his lips, his eyes seemed to be smiling, and his smile flashed with something crystalline.
Bai Sihan's heart suddenly hurt, as if he had been stabbed by something, and the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe. He was a little afraid of Mu Xunhan with this expression. "Seeking ......"
When Mu Xunhan looked at him again, his heart was filled with a sour emotion, and his long eyelashes couldn't stop shaking.
Bai Sihan's reason was washed into the sea by Mu Xunhan's tears.
Suddenly, he hugged her tightly and kissed her on the lips, the tip of his tongue against her lips and swam into it. Mu Xunhan was startled, Bai Sihan's eyes were full of lust made her afraid, she began to push him, wanting to break away, but she was hugged tighter and tighter, how could she be Bai Sihan's opponent, the enemy was no match for the warm lips that were clinging to her neck, her body gradually softened, Bai Sihan picked her up and put her on the bed, and the person also fell down, Mu Xunhan only felt that a familiar and unfamiliar feeling came up wave after wave, making her mind seem to be boiling, she couldn't think about anything, and her whole body seemed to spread like a flame......