Chapter 7: Old Things No. 7
I asked him, what do I need him to let go?
He was adamant that he would never let go, and that he was going to leave me in pain and suffering for the rest of my life.
He is a genius in acting, a genius who can act in a good play without any script.
In front of your mother, he behaves flawlessly, a good man who loves his wife, and the best stepfather in everyone's eyes.
Even in front of your mother, I acted like I was his best brother.
He was sure that I didn't dare to tell your mother the truth, so he could be so presumptuous.
I have to vaguely remind your mother that He Zhinian may not be the person she deserves to trust for the rest of her life.
At that time, I had almost no image to speak of in front of your mother, and what I said naturally did not reach her ears.
She replied angrily: "What qualifications do you have to say this in front of me, Teacher He is not worthy of entrustment, are you worthy of entrustment?" But if you can take on the responsibility of a husband and a father, will I find a stepfather for Momo? ”
I was dumbfounded by her, and I really didn't have the right to care about her.
But I don't have the courage to tell her the truth, I can't imagine that when she knew that recognizing people was a lie in the first place, would she kill me with her character?
The only thing I can do is to accompany He Zhinian to act and continue to play his good brother.
I even played the scoundrel, for those two years, I had nothing, I knew what I did, with whatever power I thought, he could stumble behind me.
I started playing the role of a scoundrel, often asking your mother to borrow money.
In order to play the role of a good person in front of your mother, He Zhinian seems to be obedient to my requirements.
The year your mother's accident, He Zhinian was probably tired of acting.
He compromised with me.
He said: "Xiao Ze, I tell you clearly, my purpose is to make your wife fall in love with me, and let your son think that my stepfather is more reliable than his own father." So you can rest assured that I will only be better for their mother and son. You can roll away from us in a numb way. Otherwise, I can't guarantee that I will tell Zhu Mei the truth on a whim one day. I don't believe you think she'll be able to accept that outcome. ”
Accompanying him in this scene, I am not tired.
Well, I compromised too.
A person's life is not long, nor is it short, I can't always accompany him to spend his thoughts! In the end, I am not strong enough to live a character that even dogs hate.
A successful businessman and a scoundrel who spends his days doing nothing.
Xiao Mo, in the cognition of a child at that time, my father naturally couldn't compare to He Zhinian's performative care.
Zhu Mei also said to me with a look of disdain.
"If you want your son to approve of you, you have to live as a person."
Her words touched me, if I am strong enough to compete with He Zhinian, can my son still look down on me?
That summer, I got an opportunity to make money, a contractor job introduced by a friend from out of town, although it didn't make much money, but it was indeed a good start.
The day after I went to the field, the news came that He Zhinian and your mother had been killed.
I never imagined that this would be the end.
At the time, I even suspected that this was what He Zhinian did, that he was taking revenge on me with his life.
I know Lao Wang from the Public Security Bureau, and he told me that after investigation, it was determined that he had killed both of them.
Traces of theft of property were found at the scene of the crime, and it cannot be ruled out that it was a murder of passion caused by a burglary.
So, my judgment was wrong.
He Zhinianshu is a big move, and it is understandable that he is remembered.
At that time, I knew that many people suspected that I had done it.
There are even rumors in the market, saying that I have a hatred for He Zhinian to take my wife, so I have a motive to kill, and I am poor, and after committing the crime, it is reasonable to rummage through the cabinets and rob the money.
Damn, I want to curse, why don't these people write it, it's the same as the real thing.
Fortunately, I had an alibi, and at the time of the crime, I happened to be in a city thousands of miles away.
At that time, you lost your mother overnight, and I, the biological father, should do something.
I didn't have any confidence to speak, so I asked your grandmother to let you follow me.
Your grandmother glared at me fiercely, and I was speechless.
She was right, she said: "You have a hard time supporting yourself, what do you use to support our silence, which one gives you the courage?" ”
Your grandmother used to be a people's teacher, she has a pension, and it is of course the best choice for you to follow her.
It's strange to say, since He Zhinian had an accident with your mother, my life has also reached a turning point, and I have been on the rise all the way, and my career is getting better and better.
Of course, this has more or less something to do with He Zhinian.
With the death of He Zhinian, He's enterprise collapsed overnight, and I seized the business opportunity and started various projects with He's company.
Of course, this has also attracted a lot of criticism.
I don't care, as long as I do the right thing, I'm not afraid of other people's slander.
But I overlooked the fact that you and your grandmother couldn't have heard these rumors.
I understand the pain of your grandmother losing her daughter, and she bluntly said that I was responsible for your mother's death, and I can't argue with it.
Every time I go to see you at your grandmother's house, I am ridiculed by your grandmother, and your eyes are full of hostility and resentment.
Once again, I chose to escape, citing the excuse that I was busy with work.
Later, Lu Ruyun appeared in my life. I didn't have a good eye, and I was deceived by her gentle appearance.
She has also become a stepping stone for me to intersect with you, and another excuse for me.
Later, when I tried to make up for you, I realized that it was too late.
In your heart, my image is ingrained and difficult to change.
Xiao Mo, no matter what prejudices you have against me, I just want to say that there are no parents in the world who don't love their children.
I feel guilty and indebted to you, but I really love you.
I don't want to put a high hat on myself and say that I came to Chunyang to ease the relationship between you and me, but that's the way it is.
I believe that your mother in another world does not want to see our father and son live as enemies.
Let's give each other a chance, okay?
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The half-moon above the canopy hid in the clouds, Xiao Mo was calm at first, as if he was listening to someone else's story.
Until the end, Xiao Ze mentions the mother of another world.
The cup of tea was placed on the table, half of the cup of tea was spilled, and he stood up suddenly.
"Your story is very exciting, but I don't allow you to distort and fabricate facts, nor do you maliciously slander Dad He, he is more qualified to be my father than you."
The car turned around on the road in front of the courtyard gate, and the throttle was particularly dull.
At the gate, the bald security guard grinned to the root of his ear, Xiao Mo couldn't help but want to tear the mouth that he didn't know what he was talking about, the gate gate slowly rose, the accelerator boomed, and the car rushed out in an instant, driving into the traffic flowing under the night.