Chapter 467: Suicide
Since that day, Xu Jingmo has been lying on the hospital bed indifferently every day, without the slightest hint of joy and anger.
Shang Lu looked at Xu Jingmo like this, and couldn't help but feel a little worried and distressed in his heart. He insisted on talking to her in Xu Jingmo's ear every day, but he couldn't get any response from Xu Jingmo.
Just when Shang Lu didn't know what to do, Xu Jingmo, who had been silent, opened his pale lips slightly, and gently spit out a few words. "Take me out for a walk."
Hearing Xu Jingmo's words, Shang Lu was overjoyed. The eyebrows, which were originally tight, were also slightly stretched. Then he said excitedly: "Jingmo, you are finally willing to speak." Where do you want to go? I'll take you. ”
From Shang Lu's eyebrows, Xu Jingmo felt her husband's concern for her. The guilt in my heart couldn't help but be magnified. Gently tugging the corners of his mouth, he threw a smile at Shang Lu to reassure him. "I want to go to Houhai, where we often date."
"Okay, okay, I'm going to talk to the doctor now and I'll take you out. You're waiting for me here. Shang Lu picked up his wife's hand and kissed it on the lips, then turned around and left the ward.
Xu Jingmo looked at the back of Shang Lu leaving, and could no longer control the tears in his eyes. Hot tears slipped from the corners of his eyes. His mouth whispered: "I'm sorry, Shang Lu." ”
A moment later, Shang Lu walked into the ward.
Shang Lu came to the bed and carefully helped his wife up. "Jingmo, we can go out now, but your health is not well yet, promise me that we will come back after we go out to take a look."
Xu Jingmo looked at Shang Lu and let out a well-behaved "um".
Shang Lu looked at his wife's better spirit. pampered and scratched Xu Jingmo's nose. "That's good."
The two of them simply cleaned up, and Shang Lu came to take Xu Jingmo to Houhai in the car.
After getting out of the car, Xu Jingmo felt the fresh air that he hadn't seen for a long time, and he couldn't help but feel a little more relaxed. Taking a deep breath and looking back at Shang Lu behind him, Xu Jingmo laughed from the bottom of his heart.
Shang Lu stepped forward. raised his arm and wrapped Xu Jingmo in his arms. Stretched out his hand and stroked Xu Jingmo's long and smooth hair. "Jingmo, I'm really happy to see you smiling. Promise me to keep it like this. ”
When Xu Jingmo heard Shang Lu's words, he couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart. Stretching out his hand, he gently pushed Shang Lu away, and changed the topic: "Okay, let's go for a walk." ”
After speaking, he took Shang Lu's hand and walked towards the beach together.
Under the warm sun, the two people walked hand in hand on the beach, and the sunlight overlapped the shadows of the two people.
Shang Lu turned his head to look at Xu Jingmo beside him, who was immersed in his own world. I don't know why Shang Lu feels that his wife is so unreal at the moment.
"Jingmo, do you remember? We used to date a lot at that lighthouse. Do you remember the promise we made inside? Shang Lu pointed to the lighthouse in front of him and asked Xu Jingmo.
Hearing Shang Lu's words, Xu Jingmo couldn't help but tremble in his heart. After a moment of distraction, he smiled unnaturally. "Remember... Remember. Let's take a look. ”
After speaking, Xu Jingmo pulled Shang Lu and walked to the lighthouse.
Standing on the lighthouse, two people snuggled up to each other. Shang Lu knew that Xu Jingmo at this time could not come out of the pain of losing his son. He really didn't want to see his wife in such pain.
"Jingmo, I love you, you know?"
"yes, I know."
"You love me too, don't you?"
Hearing Shang Lu's question, Xu Jingmo felt that he was really about to lose his inner emotions. Hurriedly pretending to be relaxed, he reached out and patted Shang Lu gently. "What are you asking? Of course I love you. Alright, don't be sensible anymore. I crave ice cream right now. Can you go buy it for me? ”
For the current Xu Jingmo, Shang Lu is naturally responsive. The forehead lightly tapped Xu Jingmo's forehead. Like a child, he asked, "What do you want to eat?" Is it chocolate or strawberry? ”
"Children make choices, I want both." Xu Jingmo pursed his little face and said arrogantly.
Look at the childish appearance of his wife. Shang Lu felt sincerely gratified. It seems that the former Xu Jingmo is back. "Okay, I'll buy it for you now. Wait for me, the delicious ice cream will be coming soon. ”
Xu Jingmo stood on the lighthouse, looking at Shang Lu's back as he turned back step by step. There is endless sorrow in my heart. He opened his mouth and whispered softly in Shang Lu's direction: "Shang Lu, I haven't forgotten the oath we once made. I love you, but I really can't hold it anymore. I hope I can meet you again in my next life. ”
Raise your hand to wipe the tears from your face. Turn around and plunge down from the other end of the lighthouse......
At the moment when Xu Jingmo entered the sea. Tourists at the beach found Xu Jingmo who committed suicide in time. hurriedly shouted: "Come on, someone, someone has fallen into the water, save people." ”
After a while, a group of people gathered on the beach. The tourists who knew how to water hurriedly jumped into the sea and rescued Xu Jingmo. Tourists on shore dialed 120 as soon as possible.
Shang Lu on the other side held two ice creams in his hands, and hurried towards the lighthouse with a happy face. I want my wife to have the best taste of ice cream.
When I was near the lighthouse on the Shanglu runway, I found that a group of people had gathered at the location of the lighthouse, and the crowd was interspersed from time to time with "Quick, let go, give her artificial respiration." Voice.
An ominous premonition burst out of Shang Lu's mind. Shang Lu hurriedly sped up and pushed away the crowd. Seeing Xu Jingmo lying in the crowd, Shang Lu couldn't calm down anymore.
Throw the ice cream in your hand on the ground. Shang Lu knelt on the ground and gave Xu Jingmo artificial respiration, as if he was tireless, repeatedly giving Xu Jingmo cardiopulmonary resuscitation. Finally, with unremitting efforts, Xu Jingmo coughed up a mouthful of water.
Watching Xu Jingmo gradually take his breath, Shang Lu had a sense of joy that he had regained.
Shang Lu stretched out his hand and hugged his wife tightly in his arms. The face grinded repeatedly on Xu Jingmo's body. The originally tall man couldn't help leaning over Xu Jingmo's body and sobbing anymore. "Jingmo, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... It's me who didn't take good care of you. Why are you so stupid? Can you really bear to leave me alone? ”
The surrounding tourists watched the man in front of him kneeling on the ground and kept crying and repenting, and their hearts were also moved. Some girls couldn't help but wipe the corners of their eyes.
Just when everyone was immersed in grief, the sound of an ambulance interrupted the solemn atmosphere.
"Get out of the way. An ambulance came. "People consciously gave way to a way.
Shang Lu hugged his wife and stepped into the ambulance with heavy steps.
Back in the hospital again, Shang Lu seemed to feel a life-and-death parting again. It's as if the events of the previous two days have been re-enacted. Looking at his wife who had not yet woken up on the hospital bed, Shang Lu slapped himself regretfully.
I don't know if the sound of this slap was too loud, Xu Jingmo, who was originally asleep, slowly opened his eyes. Looking at the familiar ceiling in front of him, Xu Jingmo knew that he had failed.
I don't want to talk, I don't want to pay attention to the distractions of this world. Xu Jingmo looked out the window again silently.
Shang Lu, who was in front of the hospital bed, was overjoyed when he saw Xu Jingmo wake up, and hurriedly took his wife's hand and kissed it continuously. "Jingmo, you're finally awake. How can you do such a thing, you still have me when the child is gone. ”
Shang Lu was very happy that his wife was able to wake up, but there were also worries along with him. Because Shang Lu found that his wife had been looking out the window since she woke up, no matter what Shang Lu said, his wife did not react.
Shang Lu felt very flustered, frowning and looking at Xu Jingmo worriedly.
There was no way, Shang Lu called a doctor. After some examination by the doctor, the doctor called Shang Lu to the office.
"Your wife's body is basically fine, and she will be able to recover after a period of cultivation. As for the way she looks now, it should be psychologically caused. I suggest that you talk to her more often, enlighten her, and ask someone close to her to come and accompany her. Relieve the stress in her heart. ”
After listening to the doctor's advice, Shang Lu dialed Lin Shuang's phone when he left the doctor's office. "Hey, Lin Shuang. Jingmo... I committed suicide today, but I've already come back. Now she has some psychological problems, if you have time, come and accompany her. ”
Hearing Shang Lu's words, Lin Shuang stood up from his chair in shock. "What do you say? Did Jingmo commit suicide? You wait for me to go over now. ”
After hanging up the phone, Lin Shuang thought about it and picked up his mobile phone and dialed Wan Tong's phone. "Jingmo committed suicide, now in the hospital, I'll go to your house to pick you up now, let's go to the hospital together."
After speaking, he picked up the car keys and ran out.
Shang Lu in the hospital didn't dare to leave his wife for too long. I put down the phone and went back to the hospital room. Seeing his wife lying on the hospital bed in the same way as just now, Shang Lu felt a little worried.
Thinking of the doctor's advice, Shang Lu began to chat with his wife constantly. Reminisce about their past and plan for the future of the two. But I didn't get any response.
In Shanglu, there was a sad trace. The door slammed open. Immediately afterwards, Lin Shuang and Wan Tong hurriedly ran in. The two looked at Xu Jingmo, who had no energy on the bed, and their eyes were red.
"Jingmo, Wantong and I came to see you, what's wrong with you, why can't you think about it, do you want us all to worry about death?" Lin Shuang choked up.
Wan Tong on the side couldn't help crying. "Kyo... Jingmo, we will be by your side. ”
No matter how fierce the two of them cried, Xu Jingmo on the bed was unmoved. Still staring out the window with a blank stare.
The two of them stayed with Xu Jingmo for a long time, and when they saw that it didn't work at all, they called Shang Lu outside the ward. "Shang Lu, Jingmo's appearance doesn't seem to be very optimistic, we will come over to accompany her every day in the future, today we will go back first, and you will continue to enlighten her."
Seeing off the two of them, Shang Lu returned to the ward and began to talk to himself again.
In the next few days, the three of them took turns communicating with Xu Jingmo, but there was still no progress.
There was no way, Shang Lu dialed the phone number of his mentor, Gong Tingyun. "Hey, teacher, could you please help me find a psychiatrist......