On this day, as usual, after dinner, I listened to him play the piano for a while, and when I was a little sleepy, he washed my feet and carried me to bed.

Pillowed on his arm and breathing in his breath, I suddenly wondered, "Hey, how did you recognize me?" ”

He looked down at me with tenderness in his starry eyes: "Guess. ”

I choked, this is what I guess, where can I guess.

Ah Su and I are two completely different people, Ah Su is proud and noble, smart and frank, while I am always stupid, I don't understand anything, my temper is not good, and my whole body is a little family.

Facing the pillow man who was close at hand, I even suspected that it was not me that he liked me, and that his tenderness was not given to me.

He just wanted to give it to Ah Su, but it just so happened that I had a little relationship with Ah Su.

"Don't overthink it." His warm palm rubbed my cheek, a little itchy.

"Xiaoxiao," he looked at me, his starry eyes shining softly, "I just like you." ”

"Xiaoxiao, what about you?"

His wet breath sprayed on the tip of his nose, and in his tone, I felt cherished and attached.

"I ......" his nose was slightly sour, and he moved his lips, but he couldn't say anything.

Actually, I understand everything.

I just think it is the last dream that God has given me, and tonight, I am willing to sleep with my dreams, and give him and myself a final farewell.

……

What should come will always come, I know it, and I can't hide from it.

From knowing the story of Ah Su and Mo Li, from knowing the relationship between Ah Su and Su Soul, and from knowing that only Ah Su traces his soul with a god sacrifice in this heaven and earth, I know that I have a fate that I have to go.

There is an ending that has to be faced.

Even though I put it off again and again, it was just a dying struggle.

I don't think I'm really Asu.

When Ah Su knew that he could seal the demon god, he was able to be resolute and resolute, but I was cowering and unwilling to face it.

Even though I know that if I delay a little more, the world will be destroyed a little more, but I still covet that fleeting tenderness, and try my best to hold it, unwilling to let go.

Bai Xiaoxiao...... Much more selfish than Asu.

"You're here?" In the vast white mist, a phantom shadow slowly floated in.

When I saw the comer, I was slightly stunned, but it was clear in an instant.

Isn't this the old fisherman who took me across the sea?

This time, he was not wrapped in a black robe, but a fairy wind bone, with a golden light of nine rays behind him, which was very sacred.

"You brought me here?"

The old man bowed slightly: "It's time for Xiaoyou to fulfill his original promise." ”

I was slightly stunned, and in a trance I remembered the conditions he had asked me to agree to when he promised to take me across the sea.

What is "the blue spirit pupil of the cold river, the heart of hell, and the soul of the nine capitals"...... I didn't understand it at the time, but now that I think about it, don't you mean me?

Soul ...... Spirit.

I finally realized that everything was predestined.

"Is this the Divine Realm?" I looked at him, but I still wanted to ask.

The old man also seemed to be interested in talking to me, and the old voice smiled: "The divine realm was destroyed thousands of years ago, shattered into tens of thousands of pieces, merged into heaven and earth, and turned into a part of heaven and earth. ”

I know, no wonder the Demon God has been born for so long, but the God Realm, which has always been a mortal enemy of the Demon God, has never appeared. It's just that even if they are still there, it will only add to the casualties.

"Are you a god?" I saw that wherever he passed, the divine light was shining, and he had the ability to take me away from Cangling Peak unconsciously, and I couldn't even notice it.

God is probably the only one who can do this.

The old man seemed to have heard something funny, and the deep old voice laughed irrepressibly, but in this smile, I heard too much desolation.

"The divine realm is gone, where are the immortals? The old man is just a wanderer at the end of the world. The old man muttered.

I couldn't help but feel a little sad in my heart.

Who is not a hurried passer-by in heaven and earth? Even if you are turned to dust, the heavens and the earth will remain.

"Little friend, I think your wish has been fulfilled, are you willing to fulfill your promise?" The old man sighed and finally pulled the topic back.

I took a deep breath and nodded, "I can do it, you can get started." ”

The old man bowed slightly, but I clearly saw a bit of compassion in his eyes.

But I guess it's completely unnecessary, because my life is ...... It was originally stolen from heaven.

The golden divine light fell on my body, and my body suddenly became light. The next moment, a huge mirror appeared in front of me, and this time, I finally saw it in its entirety.

It's not broken, it's not a cold projection. The moment it appeared, I felt a deep sense of intimacy in my heart, as if it was a part of me, or rather, I was a part of it.

I felt my body drift towards it, and its soft light surrounded me, giving me a kind of warmth like a spring breeze.

I looked into my hands and watched as they faded into nothingness, shattering into dots of light.

It was a novelty to me, and I didn't have any pain in the process.

I felt myself becoming illusory little by little, feeling the golden sunlight falling on me, and suddenly, I felt a sense of relief that I had never felt before, as if I had suddenly broken free from all my shackles and flew to my own world.

I think...... It was warm.

For the first time, I really felt the warmth of my cold body.

I don't know if this counts as the last mercy that God has bestowed upon me.

"Xiaoxiao!"

In a trance, I seemed to hear someone calling me.

I wanted to look back, but I saw only a hazy white shadow.

But I can trace his eyebrows, his appearance.

I'm so sorry, I'm going to leave you alone again.

I once liked a sentence that I didn't have time to say. So in my life, I can't say it.

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