Chapter 596: Drunk
Just after a rain, the cool breeze was blowing, and the ground was wet, Cheng Cheng curled up outside the door, she was wearing thin clothes, and she was shivering with cold.
Situ Mingcheng really wanted to turn around and leave, but he couldn't rest assured.
Got out of the car and draped his suit jacket over Cheng Cheng's shoulders, Cheng Cheng glanced up at him, but as if he didn't know him, he retracted his head again, buried his head in the crook of his arm, and refused to show his head.
I can't ask if I take her back.
Situ Mingcheng stood with her, feeling complicated.
The effect of the psychiatrist's treatment is obvious, Cheng Cheng is afraid of Qin Yan in his dreams, runs away from home, and does not recognize his home.
However, she only left Qin Yan for a while, and then she took the initiative to come back, looking at her like this, she was still staying, obviously she didn't even have basic logic, such habits and attachments carved into her bones...... Situ Mingcheng sighed softly, he lost.
Raised his hand, knocked on Qin Yan's door, and then turned back to the car.
Qin Yan was drinking in the hall, he was already half drunk, when he heard the doorbell ringing, he ignored it, raised his head and took another sip of wine, and before he could swallow it, he got up and went to open the door.
In case Cheng Cheng came back, she must be desperate to be locked outside, Qin Yan had a little expectation that even he thought was impossible.
Walking out of the gate of the villa, through the big iron gate, he saw Cheng Cheng who was squatting, hugging his knees and shrinking into a ball, Qin Yan hurriedly strode over and pulled the door open suddenly.
Didn't she follow Situ Mingcheng?
Qin Yan's eyes wandered around, and he saw a black car leaving in the night.
Bent down and took Cheng Cheng up, Cheng Cheng stood up with his strength, looking at Qin Yan's eyes calmly, but Qin Yan was worried in her heart, for fear that she would suddenly burst out and get angry.
Disturbedly, he brought her back, the treatment room that the guest room had been converted into had not yet been cleaned up, and Qin Yan directly arranged for Cheng Cheng to go back.
She was quite normal all the way, and after Qin Yan arranged him, he retreated, and he still hadn't finished drinking.
Nian Cheng opened the door of the room a little when he heard the movement, and secretly watched Qin Yan bring Cheng Cheng back, his expression was innocent and pitiful, he wanted to go out and ask where Mommy went, his eyes were really good at Qin Yan, and after being swept by Qin Yan expressionlessly, he shrank back in fright.
After Qin Yan returned to the living room, he gulped down the wine and drank it very violently, but the sourness in his heart couldn't be removed at all.
He finally decided to let her go, and how could she come back again, easily shattering the courage he had so hard mustered.
Drinking and thinking about it, it became more and more uncomfortable, Qin Yan simply held the wine bottle and drank it directly, but there was still a complex emotion in his heart, which was entangled, and his heart became tighter and tighter.
Holding the wine bottle, Qin Yan staggered to the door of Cheng Cheng's room.
"Bang!" With a bang, Qin Yan slammed the door open and broke in.
"Smack!" The bottle fell to the ground with a crisp sound, and the unfinished drink flowed on the ground.
Cheng Cheng, who was caught off guard, was taken aback by Qin Yan's action.
She was still a little afraid of Qin Yan, but she didn't reject him as much as before.
Qin Yan staggered closer to her step by step, putting his hand on Cheng Cheng's shoulder, Cheng Cheng was pressed down by him, supporting the bed with his hand, so that he was not overwhelmed by his gravity, and looked at Qin Yan with his chin raised, not understanding what Qin Yan was suddenly crazy.
"Cheng Cheng, I let go, I really let go!" Qin Yan's eyes glared at Cheng Cheng and emphasized very hard.
Cheng Cheng's eyes were red, did he not want her anymore, she remembered something, she was the first to leave before.
Cheng Cheng was in a normal state of mind at this time, but he was a little stunned, although he was subconsciously afraid of Qin Yan, he also felt sorry for him, and slowly stretched out his hand and hugged Qin Yan, provoking Qin Yan.
Qin Yan was immediately overjoyed, thinking that she still had her own in her heart, but when she saw that she didn't seem to have any expression, she was hit again, and asked, "Cheng Cheng, what do you think, huh?" ”
Cheng Cheng was silent, and Qin Yan continued to ask, "What do you think?" Well? ”
Stimulated by Qin Yan's emotions, Cheng Cheng lowered his head, shook his head hard, covered his ears with both hands, and looked very painful: "I don't know." ”
She was used to feeling Qin Yan close, but subconsciously a voice told her: Qin Yan did all this fake, and Qin Yan would bring her a lot of pain.
The two feelings fought, making Cheng Cheng close to collapse in an instant, and the emotion of fear and disgust for Qin Yan gradually took over the tailwind, Cheng Cheng tried hard to control himself, and gradually calmed down on the surface, but his heart became more fragile.
Qin Yan was frightened by Cheng Cheng and was quiet for a while, seeing that she had regained her calm and cold expression, she was very frustrated, and suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness, her hand fell from her shoulder, and the person sat on the ground with a snap, muttering bitterly: "What do you want me to do?" I finally let go, I don't know how painful it is, I can let go, why do you want to come back? ”
"Didn't you leave with Situ Mingcheng? I will fulfill you, let you go, what will you do when you come back? Qin Yan wanted to question loudly, but he was afraid of scaring Cheng Cheng, the green tendons on his face flared up, and the cry that suppressed his despair became even more hysterical.
But Cheng Cheng just sat quietly, as if he was fugue, and he didn't seem to think about anything.
Qin Yan said so much, the wine sobered up a little, and calmed down a little, seeing that Cheng Cheng just frowned, there was no other reaction, and a deep sense of powerlessness surged in his heart.
Whether it was taking care of her or complaining frantically, her reaction was indifferent, Qin Yan was really about to despair, he leaned against the wall weakly, rubbed his face vigorously with both hands, buried his head in Cheng Cheng's knees, sighed, and asked in a low voice: "Why do you want to come back, let me be so reluctant?" ”
Cheng Cheng didn't answer, nor did he push Qin Yan away, his hand still fell on the top of Qin Yan's hair, he looked up in surprise, but saw that Cheng Cheng's expression was still the same, and there was no emotional fluctuation in his eyes.
He smiled bitterly, with her simple action, he would think that she had changed her mind and went to verify with surprise, which was nothing more than another blow.
Tired and drunk, Qin Yan fell asleep on Cheng Cheng's lap, and when he woke up, Cheng Cheng was already sitting quietly on the sofa, his expression was a little dull, and at some point, he was pushed away by her.
Qin Yan went downstairs and prepared breakfast for Cheng Cheng, looking at her appearance, her mood was still unstable and abnormal, Qin Yan was very distressed, and contacted the psychiatrist again.
The psychiatrist was worried that although the experimental effect on Cheng Cheng was very good, after all, the final emotional understanding had not yet been formed, and if it was not strengthened and consolidated for several days, the previous psychological suggestion effect would definitely slowly weaken, and then Qin Yan's call came.
When he arrived at Qin Yan's house, the psychiatrist saw that Qin Yan's spirit was not as good as before, his eyes were blue and black, and his hair was dull and ugly, and he was immediately happy in his heart, it seemed that Cheng Cheng had brought him a lot of trouble, and the two must have quarreled and hurt his spirit a lot, which verified from the side that the effect of the psychological suggestion he made was still very good.
When Qin Yan saw the psychiatrist coming, it was like seeing a savior, and said with a wry smile: "Doctor, she is still like this, or even worse, when I talk to her, she doesn't bother to reply, as if she has no expectations for life at all." ”
"Alas, your wife's illness is too serious, she has already improved a little, have you done something to make her lose her enthusiasm for life again?" The psychiatrist thought of the contradictions between the two, guessed that they couldn't get along peacefully, and asked tentatively.
Sure enough, Qin Yan replied hesitantly: "I drank a little more yesterday, and I ...... if I didn't control it."
There was a contradiction, the psychiatrist was secretly happy in his heart, but his face was distressed, and he accused Qin Yan seriously: "Alas, I have exhausted what I have learned to make your wife feel better, you are ...... Isn't it adding to the chaos? You should be concerned about your wife, be considerate of her, be careful, pay attention, how can you be angry with her, she is a patient! ”
Qin Yan was already sorry for yesterday's incident, but as soon as the psychiatrist accused, he suddenly became even more apologetic, and said yes again and again, and said to the psychiatrist: "Please, help her take a look again, I hope she can get better." ”
"Don't worry, she'll definitely get better." The psychiatrist nodded, and walked towards the treatment room where Cheng Cheng Cheng was in a demeanor.
After entering, when he saw Cheng Cheng sitting on the edge of the bed, the psychiatrist shook his head secretly, this is not good, although he wants to change Cheng Cheng's emotions, but he still doesn't want Cheng Cheng to look like a psychopath on the surface, if he can't cure Cheng Cheng, it is not certain whether Qin Yan will change to a psychiatrist.
In order to keep Cheng Cheng, the 'perfect guinea pig' of the experiment, the psychiatrist seriously treated her with other mental illnesses and channeled her inner fears.
After doing other psychological treatments, the psychiatrist cautiously checked the room and found that there was still no monitoring equipment installed in the room, so he was relieved to start instilling Qin Yan's bad thoughts in Cheng Cheng.
Cheng Cheng is still afraid of Qin Yan, but in the past few days, the disgust and rejection have gradually decreased, at least there is no malice that wants him to disappear.
"I think Miss Cheng is the best choice to leave Mr. Qin, whether Mr. Qin is really good to you or not - it doesn't make sense, the source of all your pain comes from him, so, leaving him, you can get rid of this day when life is worse than death." The psychiatrist gave psychological hints to Cheng Cheng.
He was not afraid that Cheng Cheng would really leave Qin Yan, and when he saw Qin Yan and Cheng Cheng again, the psychiatrist knew how deeply entangled these two people were, and Qin Yan would definitely not let Cheng Cheng leave easily.
After the psychiatrist left, Cheng Cheng thought a lot, indeed, so the entanglements all revolved around Qin Yan, doubt, fear, and even anger were all related to Qin Yan.
But would Qin Yan be willing to let her go? After a drunken madness last night, Cheng Cheng clearly realized that it was to be reluctant to let her go, Qin Yan couldn't see her well, and wanted to entangle with her to the end.
She couldn't leave herself, obviously she left with Situ Mingcheng yesterday, but in the end, somehow, she came back to Qin Yan again.
Remember Qin Shao, you are too cute to have a permanent address