Chapter 328: Decisive Refusal
But how so?
Shen Mengxian's heart was very uncomfortable, how could Gu Xiwu not feel anything for him? He has done so much for her, hasn't he moved her heart?
Although he never had the luxury of being able to get Gu Xiwu's heart, deep in his heart, he subconsciously still hoped that Gu Xiwu could see his goodness, and if he could, Shen Mengxian also hoped that Gu Xiwu could also use a little heart for her.
But now......
Looking at Shen Mengxian's bitter smile, Gu Xiwu suddenly felt a little unbearable, wasn't she too ruthless?
After all, Shen Mengxian has done so many things for her, thought about her everywhere, and helped her so much, she can also see that Shen Mengxian likes her.
Now Shen Mengxian didn't say what she liked her, but she didn't say it coldly, undoubtedly pouring cold water on his head, and the feeling in that was afraid that it was uncomfortable.
Gu Xiwu knew it in her heart, because she knew it well.
Although Shen Mengxian was laughing, Gu Xiwu could see that the smile was not sincere, but with a little pain.
But now, she can only be indifferent, and only by remaining indifferent will the harm to Shen Mengxian not be so great. So Gu Xiwu didn't move, just looked at Shen Mengxian quietly.
Whether what he said was true or not, she didn't care, because of that sentence, she felt that she wanted to say it, and she should say it. Let Shen Mengxian know her intentions, so that it won't be so difficult to do in the future.
Shen Mengxian said that he hadn't thought about it, and Gu Xiwu chose to believe it. It's best if she doesn't have feelings for her, so that her heart will feel a little less guilty, and Shen Mengxian won't be so uncomfortable.
"Sorry, let's bow down! In this case, I will be your brother in the future, and I will go back to Lanling with me to be a princess, so that I will be your relative in the future, and I can take care of you justifiably. Shen Mengxian said loudly to hide the sense of loss in his heart.
If you really can't be husband and wife, then it's better to be a brother and sister, as long as you can let him be by Gu Xiwu's side, take care of her, and protect her, he will be content.
Just like before, when Gu Xiwu appeared when she was in need and did his best to help her, Shen Mengxian felt very satisfied. As long as Gu Xiwu is willing, then he will continue this matter.
Shen Mengxian looked at Gu Xiwu with a smile, waiting for her answer. Swearing, Gu Xiwu will never refuse, right? Such a simple request, Gu Xiwu won't refuse, right?
Gu Xiwu looked at the smile on Shen Mengxian's face, and only felt helpless and untimely in her heart.
It would have been nice if they had met Shen Mengxian earlier, so that they might still have a chance.
But now, she has already fallen in love with Mo Xuanyin, and she will not change it. No matter how good Shen Mengxian is and how she treats her, she can only treat him as a friend, and she can't be tempted by him.
But now......
"Meng Xian, let's be friends!" Gu Xiwu refused. Being friends may be their best state at this stage.
Being a friend is not unfamiliar or too close, which is the best for Shen Mengxian. Because Gu Xiwu knows the taste of love but can't do it, it's really uncomfortable.
Every day, I think about how to approach him, what to do for him, and make him happy...... Gu Xiwu knows too well the feeling of helplessness, joy, loss and other alternating moods, probably just mixed tastes!
Gu Xiwu knew that the taste in that was not so pleasant, she had been experiencing that feeling before, so she knew it very well, so she didn't want Shen Mengxian to be hurt by it again.
Now, keeping a distance can also make Shen Mengxian come out faster, and in this way, her own heart will be better.
Shen Mengxian's smile froze on his face, and he looked at Gu Xiwu expressionlessly, feeling extremely lost in his heart.
Now, Gu Xiwu didn't even give him a chance to stay by her side? She's so ruthless!
Shen Mengxian didn't know whether he was thanking Gu Xiwu or hating her now.
I want to thank her for telling me this, so that he no longer has wishful thinking, and he doesn't have to be so sad when he knows that Gu Xiwu actually doesn't like him in the end.
Thank you for telling herself the truth now, knowing such things before he was that deep, and he wouldn't have fallen deeper and deeper again.
still want to hate her, love but can't, to an extreme, it will become hate. But he didn't seem to have that much affection for her, and he really couldn't hate her.
"Is it because of Mo Xuanyin?" Shen Mengxian finally asked, he wanted an answer, and he felt that he needed an answer too. Only when he knows the answer, he may be able to let himself die.
Otherwise, if they are not possible based on Gu Xiwu's sentence alone, they can't be brothers and sisters, they can only be friends, and he gives up his feelings for Gu Xiwu, then his feelings for Gu Xiwu are too shallow.
Moreover, Shen Mengxian didn't think that he could easily give up his feelings for Gu Xiwu, so he wanted an answer, and he also hoped that Gu Xiwu could give him an answer.
"Yes." Gu Xiwu did not deny it, it was because of Mo Xuanyin that she rejected Shen Mengxian, so she was not tempted by him. Because she loves Mo Xuanyin, because she has spent all her thoughts, she no longer has more energy to love others.
Loving someone is like that, once you have exhausted your strength, you will no longer think about starting another relationship. Gu Xiwu is like this.
So it's not that Gu Xiwu is really ruthless to reject someone who has always been so good to her, but at this stage, she has no way to love another person.
In this way, then she has no need and no longer can delay others, not to mention that Shen Mengxian is still so good to her, and Gu Xiwu doesn't want him to be hurt.
Although it is no longer possible for her and Mo Xuanyin now, Gu Xiwu doesn't want to be so selfish as to get Shen Mengxian's heart for her.
"Why? He has given up on you, he doesn't know how to cherish you, why do you still want to? Shen Mengxian was a little annoyed, and only felt that Gu Xiwu's love for Mo Xuanyin was not worth it.
Mo Xuanyin treated her like that, he forced her hard when he was in the villa, and he didn't know how to cherish her when he took her back to the house. Mo Xuanyin, how can he be able to get Gu Xiwu's love.
Anyway, Shen Mengxian didn't think it was worth it, she cherished that she could let go, stop clinging to Mo Xuanyin, and take a look at him, maybe he was the most suitable person for her.
These, will Gu Xiwu understand?
"It's okay, Meng Xian." Gu Xiwu interrupted Shen Mengxian's words, although he was telling the truth, Gu Xiwu didn't like to listen to it, and he didn't want to listen to it.
Whether she loves Mo Xuanyin or not, what she loves him, she has the final say, she doesn't need others to judge Mo Xuanyin, Gu Xiwu doesn't like to listen, even if it's Shen Mengxian.
Gu Xiwu didn't allow others to slander Mo Xuanyin in front of her, although they were sometimes telling the truth, she just didn't like to listen.
Looking at Shen Mengxian's stunned face, Gu Xiwu was shocked to realize his gaffe, but he couldn't say anything to apologize, because Gu Xiwu didn't think he had said anything wrong.
Helpless, Gu Xiwu could only sigh in the end.
"I only like Mo Xuanyin, it doesn't matter what kind of person he is or how he treats me." Love is selfish, but it is also selfless.
In the love between her and Mo Xuanyin, Gu Xiwu chose to be selfless and not ask for anything in return, as long as she knew that she loved Mo Xuanyin, it would be enough. Everything else has nothing to do with her.
"It's not much to do with each other, really." Love is one thing, whether we can be together is another.
In Gu Xiwu's view, if you like it, you don't have to be together.
Because Gu Xiwu's love has always been just love, and nothing else. If Mo Xuanyin also loves her and wants to be with her, then she may give more.
But now, since Mo Xuanyin has given up, there is no reason for her to insist on being alone in this relationship and make senseless sacrifices.
So even if she and Mo Xuanyin can't be together now, she doesn't care, she just needs to be herself.
"Okay!" Shen Mengxian couldn't understand it, but he didn't continue to pursue it. He knew Gu Xiwu's personality, and he said that no matter how much he said, it was useless. I'm afraid that he won't be able to understand these things until later!
Since Gu Xiwu has made it so clear, there is no need for him to continue to entangle.
Now, it can only be said that the two of them have no chance, but Shen Mengxian believes that it will always be his. Now these things can't be obtained, and they can't be reluctantly.
"Xiwu, since you don't go back with me, then I won't force you." Shen Mengxian pulled the horse and no longer forced Gu Xiwu. Since she didn't want to go to Lanling, then he didn't force her anymore.
"But you must know that Lanling will always be your home, as long as you are willing to come back, the door of my Lanling will always be open for you." Shen Mengxian stepped on the horse with his crotch on his hips, ready to say goodbye to Gu Xiwu.
Lanling still has a lot of things waiting for him to deal with, and the words have come to this point, and it is time for him to leave.
"Okay." Gu Xiwu nodded, if she refused Shen Mengxian again, it would be too stingy, so Gu Xiwu should go.
"Remember, I'm waiting for you in Lanling." Shen Mengxian shouted, then pulled the reins, waved the horsewhip, and walked away.
Gu Xiwu watched Shen Mengxian leave, knowing that he couldn't see his figure, Gu Xiwu led the horse step by step, facing the sunset, there was also a unique scenery.
In the inn, Gu Xiwu was sitting, sipping tea alone, waiting for Xiao Er to serve the food.
Gu Xiwu has not left Yunnan yet, because it will be her parents' sacrifice day in a few days, and she wants to go to Huzhou after worshipping her parents first.
After all, this parting, the next meeting, just don't know when it will be.
Wandering the world, sometimes limited by many factors, you can't get out of the body, and you may not be able to do what you want.