Chapter VI
After Shen Qingmeng finished speaking, the two had already walked out of the alley.
Ji Xinghe stood at the entrance of the alley, looking at Shen Qingmeng without speaking.
It turned out that his anxiety and his entanglement, she saw it all in her eyes, just a good upbringing, so that she didn't ask about his privacy, but enlightened him in this way.
She has always been very amiable and can quickly get acquainted with people, and when Xu Shilin jokingly called her "little sister-in-law", she smiled and didn't care. But he could feel that she kept a safe distance from everyone, did not cross the line, and did not want to be crossed.
Ji Xinghe stood at the entrance of the alley and didn't speak, just looked at her, and she was a little hairy.
"What's wrong with you?"
"I was invited by the JN Academy."
"Huh? Oh, you're just struggling with that. Since the youth training sent you an invitation, it means that you are very good, and they are very optimistic about you, and then what? ”
"If I go to the academy, I'm going to drop out."
"You don't want to drop out?"
"You know, esports players, like athletes, have very short careers in real competition. I can't think of what I'll be able to do when I retire. ”
"If you ask the good students in the first and second classes, how many of them know now what they want to do in the future and what they can do. Even if you wait until two years later, when you finish filling in the major in the college entrance examination, when you really decide what you will do in the future, how many people are determined and not confused", Shen Qingmeng paused for a few seconds, "Including me." ”
Ji Xinghe raised his eyebrows, a little surprised, he thought that Shen Qingmeng would go all the way towards her great ideals.
"Don't look at me like that, I won't be confused about the future."
Ji Xinghe smiled lightly, "Shen Qingmeng, thank you." ”
"I'm just a good deed without leaving a name, don't thank me, just smile more in the future, I have no resistance to good-looking people."
Ji Xinghe sent Shen Qingmeng to the door of the community, watched her walk into the community, and stood at the door for a while.
His mind was full of Shen Qingmeng's words just now.
"No matter what you're giving up, keep learning and keep learning, and it's always too late."
"When it comes to really deciding what you want to do in the future, how many people are determined and not confused, including me."
"Don't look at me like that, I won't be confused about the future."
Ji Xinghe really thought that she wouldn't be confused. She knows what she's doing, knows how to do it, and she's always working on it. Such people will also be confused?
Shen Qingmeng walked upstairs and received Ji Xinghe's QQ message at the door of his house.
"What if you struggle all your life and end up not being included in the textbook?"
Shen Qingmeng replied to the message while opening the door: "Old Shen told me very early on that we are just a small wave in the tide of history, as long as I am a part of this big wave, and I push this big wave forward for a lost distance, there will be no regrets." ”
As soon as he clicked send, the light in the living room suddenly turned on, so frightened that Shen Qingmeng almost threw his phone out.
Lao Shen stood at the entrance in his home clothes, staring at her.
"Comrade Shen, why are you willing to come back? It's been so long, your baby girl has no one to love and no one to love, you are so ruthless, huh. ”
Lao Shen unceremoniously pinched her cheeks on both sides, and deformed the rest of her "huh".
"I left my hometown and struggled to survive in this strange city, and my only daughter returned late with the smell of cigarettes, which broke my old father's heart, and I was also dumbfounded."
Shen Qingmeng pinched his palm and pulled it down, rescuing his face.
When he heard this, he immediately looked disgusted: "An old man of his age is still humbling." ”
Lao Shen immediately looked at the mirror at the entrance and touched his face: "Am I old?" No, this face full of the charm of a mature man, isn't it what little girls like? ”
Shen Qingmeng raised his mobile phone: "Old Shen, you haven't realized enough recently, if you hear this sentence for Ms. Qin, you will be finished." ”
Lao Shen was not afraid at all: "A little girl like my little Tiantian won't do anything to me just because of a few words from outsiders." ”
Shen Qingmeng pushed him away and vomited: "Dad, dear Dad, I was wrong, I'll be honest, I went to the Internet café, I was reading in the Internet café, can I apply for a commutation." ”
Lao Shen was skeptical: "Why do you want to go to an Internet café when you read?" Don't have enough computers at home for you? ”
I'm going to see a good-looking little brother? Lao Shen is so gossipy......
After hesitating for a moment, Lao Shen immediately guessed, "Are you someone outside?" ”
"I have, I have a ghost." Shen Qingmeng finally couldn't stand it anymore and leaned on the sofa, "Old Comrade Shen, what are you thinking about every day?" ”
"It's not that you have too many criminal records, fighting, smoking, drinking, burning your head and harassing your little sister, your old father can't stand your fright in turns, just say it."
"Old Shen, did your grandfather give you any advice when you were choosing biology, admonishment, long talk, or something like that?"
"Why do you ask this, you haven't decided on the general direction of your life yet, right?"
"Then I ask, what would you do if I were to drop out of school now to become a bard?"
Lao Shen looked her up and down: "Just you?" Also a bard? ”
Shen Qingmeng kicked Lao Shen: "Seriously." ”
"The serious thing is, you are determined to go, I can't stop it, since even the computer can't attract you, I can't do it, I can only attract my little Tiantian."
After saying this, Lao Shen hurriedly reached out to stop Shen Qingmeng's kick in the past.
"I just want to tell you that I will respect your choice, but Dandan, you will be sixteen years old this year, and you need to know that if you want to do something, it will never be too late. But you also have to know that some opportunities are fleeting, and when you don't take them, you can't regret it, and people are always responsible for their choices. ”
Old Shen's attitude Shen Qingmeng has always been clear, he will never interfere with her decisions, but he also told her that you will always be responsible for your actions. He will give advice, but he will not decide for her.
If Ji Xinghe had a father like Lao Shen, he might not be so entangled
"Dandan, your expression looks like you're trapped in love. Who do you like? Your old father wouldn't be the kind of parent who beats mandarin ducks. ”
Shen Qingmeng reacted in hindsight: "Don't call me Dandan!" ”
"Okay, Xiao Shen."
"That's not going to tell you."
"You won't be able to go out tomorrow, do you have to go with your old father?"
"Dad, I'm really convinced of you."
Shen Qingmeng picked up the mobile phone, regardless of Lao Shen lamenting "the old father's heart" behind him, and went upstairs to the room.
After taking a shower and lying on the bed, Shen Qingmeng saw Ji Xinghe send her a large number of messages, asking her if she was home.
Looking at the chat history, she was just saying that she had no regrets, but she was startled by Lao Shen, and then put down her phone. No wonder Ji Xinghe is worried.
hurriedly sent him a message: "It's already home, Lao Shen is at home, I was startled, I forgot to tell you." ”
Ji Xinghe replied almost in seconds: "It's good to be home." Will you come out tomorrow? ”
Shen Qingmeng: Go, old Shen doesn't care about me in this regard.
Ji Xinghe: See you tomorrow.
When Shen Qingmeng woke up in the morning, there was a burst of aroma wafting from the kitchen. When Shen Qingmeng went downstairs, old Shen Zheng served porridge and walked to the restaurant with plates and bowls.
Shen Qingmeng was not polite to Lao Shen at all, sat down at the dining table, and took the porridge that Lao Shen just brought for himself. Old Shen slapped Shen Qingmeng on the back of the head: "You unlucky child, you don't know how to honor your old father." ”
Shen Qingmeng replied while eating: "A child with a father is like a treasure, old Shen, you feel sorry for you like a grass girl." ”
Lao Shen slapped her on the head again: "Nonsense." After saying that, he went into the kitchen to serve porridge.
"Old Shen, how many days will you stay at home this time?"
"Why, your old father just came back and was looking forward to me leaving?"
"What, I'll count how long I'll be able to eat."
"Don't go, I'm looking at my unconscious daughter at home this week."
Shen Qingmeng was arguing with Lao Shen while eating, and the meal was lively.
After eating, Shen Qingmeng put down the bowl and went out with his schoolbag on his back: "Old Shen, I'm leaving, I want to eat braised pork ribs at noon." ”
Lao Shen held the bowl she had just put down, "You can't wash the dishes and leave." ”
What answered him was the sound of the door closing, and Shen Qingmeng's voice outside the door: "Wait for me to come back and wash." ”
When he arrived at the Internet café, Ji Xinghe sat in his position as usual, but the CG animation of the game login interface was displayed on the screen, but he did not log in.
There was a large piece of white paper on the table, Ji Xinghe held the pen in his right hand, rotated flexibly at his fingertips, and supported his head with his left hand, as if he was thinking about something.
Shen Qingmeng stretched out his head and divided the paper into two sides, one side was written with the training plan, and the bottom was densely filled with words, and the other side was the study plan, which was empty.
Feeling that there were people around him, Ji Xinghe tilted his head slightly: "Good morning." ”
"Have you already decided on this plan?"
"I only turned 16 in April, and I've already discussed with JN that even if I decide to go, I will have to wait until the end of this semester. I want to see if I can do it at the same time. ”
Shen Qingmeng took a closer look at his training plan, it was very detailed, from technical training to consciousness training, strain and support, and there were many trainings that Shen Qingmeng didn't understand, so it can be seen that he really thought about it carefully.
"I'd like to hear your opinion on the study plan."
Shen Qingmeng raised his eyes from the paper and met the gaze of Shangji Xinghe.
"Before I met you, I thought that the people in the first and second classes who participated in the competition while studying were all geniuses, and the world of geniuses was different from mine, they were too far away from me. Now, you're making what these geniuses look like.
They are also working hard, and they will also encounter problems that they can't do, and they will also have abnormal performance. I also wanted to try this feeling of hard work. ”
Shen Qingmeng took out a pen from his hand and wrote and drew on the paper: "First of all, there must be a goal, well, let's build the basic framework first." You have to know what knowledge points are in all disciplines, and these knowledge points have to be self-contained, and you have a shelf. Then it's as simple as filling the shelves. ”
Ji Xinghe watched her write down her goals line by line, the goals were broken down into small goals, the efforts that need to be made, the way of thinking, and the study habits, simple and clear.
He thought, he knew where the gap between him and the "geniuses" was.
Shen Qingmeng finished writing the study plan, and made up an exercise plan at the end, and said while writing: "If you go to the youth training and participate in the professional league in the future, you will definitely be sedentary and keep up with your physical fitness, otherwise you will be riddled with injuries and your career will be even shorter." ”
The exercise plan was very short, and after Shen Qingmeng finished writing, he pushed back the pen and paper to him.
"I don't know what sports you like, so I didn't write about it in detail. If you don't know yourself, you can check out the gym where I swim every day. ”
It turned out that she went swimming every day when she came to the Internet café to read a book after school. Ji Xinghe thought while looking at the paper.
Shen Qingmeng's writing is sharp, the pen is very heavy, both horizontal and vertical with an indomitable momentum, which is completely different from the delicate and soft words of ordinary girls, Wang Yun also praised her words "with wind bones".
I've seen her handwriting many times to copy her homework, but this piece of paper is different.