CHAPTER XXXVI
At the foot of the shrine is a picturesque view.
Surrounded by mountain peaks, clear springs pour from the top of the mountain, running around the base of the mountain, like a silver ribbon hanging from an emerald emerald.
Mountains and rivers make up a vivid stand. In the middle of the booth was the magnificent castle in the sky.
In front of the flowers and grass, on the bank of the creek, Yin Bing stood quietly.
Xu Weier said: "Miss Yin, what do you want to tell me?" ”
Yin Bing glanced up at her and said, "I want to ask you for something." ”
"Something?" Xu Wei'er frowned, "What do you want?" ”
"I want a poison that will put an end to pain."
"Poison? What poison? Xu Weier was a little puzzled, "What are you talking about?" ”
Yin Bing smiled bitterly: "It's just the kind of poison you understand, there is no deeper meaning." ”
Xu Weier frowned: "I'm sorry, I don't understand, Miss Yin, you are ......"
"I don't want to live anymore." Yin Bing said, "I want a poison that can end my pain." ”
"But ......," Xu Weier was surprised, "why don't you want to live, isn't it good......?"
Yin Bing smiled: "Where is it good?" I'll never see Hua Yi again......"
"Don't talk nonsense!" Xu Weier said hurriedly, "Who said you would never see him again!" You'll see you again! Do you want to wait for Hua Yi to come to you, so that he can only see a corpse! ”
Yin Bing lowered her head slightly, tears welled up in her eyes, and her voice was hoarse: "I know...... If he's still alive, he'll come back to me...... I knew he was going to come......"
"Then you just keep waiting!" Xu Weier hugged her shoulder.
"But he may be dead...... Otherwise...... Yin Bing's cry became heavier and heavier, "how can he ...... It's been so long...... Not yet ......."
"Maybe he's delayed." Xu Weier said, "You have to believe him, he will definitely come." ”
"Of course I believe him!" Yin Bing said loudly, "Otherwise! How could I wait so long for him......"
"When they said they were going to take me back to the shrine, I didn't want to live. But I'm afraid, I'm afraid that when Hua Yi comes to me, he won't find me. So I thought, I'll follow them first, maybe Hua Yi will suddenly appear halfway and take me away; However, I waited for a long time, but I still didn't wait...... In the end, I decided that if I arrived at the shrine and he hadn't come yet, then I wouldn't wait...... Can...... But now that I've arrived at the Divine Palace, I still don't dare to die, I'm still afraid, I'm afraid that as soon as I die, Hua Yi will come......"
In the end, Yin Bing couldn't cry anymore.
Xu Weier held her hand distressedly and said hurriedly: "Don't!" Don't do anything stupid! No matter when, whether Hua Yi comes or not, no matter what happens, don't kill yourself! As long as you live, as long as you live, there will be hope......"
But Yin Bing shook his head: "If, if I enter the Divine Palace, the Emperor of the People will definitely force me to be his concubine, but I am willing to die, and I must not be committed to him!" ”
The girl, with her head bowed slightly, her shoulders trembling in the wind, said the strongest words in a weak voice.
Xu Weier looked at her and didn't know what to say for a while.
But Yin Bing wiped his tears and said, "Doctor Xu......"
Xu Wei'er sighed: "No." I'm still saying that no matter what, you shouldn't kill yourself. ”
"If you won't help me, then I'll have to figure it out on my own." Yin Bing looked up at the Divine Palace, the huge castle in the sky, "Maybe with a jump, everything will be solved......"
Xu Weier was startled and hurriedly said, "Don't be stupid!" I'm sure Huayi will come to your rescue! He loves you so much, how could he give up on you! You'll have to wait for him! No matter what, you'll have to wait for him! He hasn't given up on you yet, how can you give up on yourself! ”
But Yin Bing smiled: "If I am forced to be a concubine, I will really become the emperor of the people...... And how am I going to deal with him when he comes to me......"
"But......" Xu Wei'er said hurriedly, "but if you die, everything will be gone......
"Huayi, that's everything to me." Yin Bing looked at Xu Weier, "He is the only one who loves me in this world, and the only one I love." ”
"No way!" Xu Weier's tone was resolute, but she couldn't find a reason to refute it, she could only repeat palely, "No! How can this work! You can't ......."
"Miss Xu...... You have your persistence, I have my persistence, you should understand me. Can you help me......"
Xu Weier turned around: "No! I believe that Hua Yi loves you, no matter what happens, he will continue to love you, and he will take you away! The only thing you have to do before he comes, is to live well, just for him! ”
"It's for him!" Yin Bing took Xu Weier's hand, "It's for him, so I have to defend my innocence, so even if I die, I can't do anything to be sorry for him......"
"Oops!" Xu Wei'er shook off Yin Bing's hand, "It's not your fault!" If he really loves you, how can he care about that! ”
"I'll care." Yin Bing said, "Please, help me ......"
"You're all wrong!" Xu Weier looked uneasy, "Why do you care about innocence, loyalty, or anything!" Are these things really that important? As long as you can be with him in the end, isn't it enough! Obviously, this is the most important thing! ”
"What is the most important thing is actually everyone has a different answer in their minds." Yin Bing said, "Do you think that every woman in the world has a dream of becoming a doctor like you......
"I ......" Xu Weier didn't know how to answer, she could only shake her head again and again, "No!" Absolutely not! I will only save people, not kill people...... If you let others know...... Hua Yi won't let me go, Yubao won't spare me, and there is still the emperor! The Emperor of the People will definitely punish my nine clans! ”
Yin Bing sighed: "If you don't want to help me, then I really, I can only ...... Jumped from above...... Miss Xu, I didn't mean to embarrass you...... I just thought, don't die so ugly, maybe Hua Yi will come to me, I don't want him to see it, my ugly appearance ......"
Xu Weier closed her eyes and sighed.
Yin Bing said: "Since this is the case, then let's leave it at that." If you can see Hua Yi in the future, please tell him for me, if there is an afterlife, I will be born in Baishou City. ”
"If you can, can you please take care of him for me?"
Yin Bing looked into the distance, his vision blurred: "Do you know, he is actually so pitiful...... His father is a human and his mother is a youkai, and he is actually the crystallization of humans and demons. When he was born, his parents died and he became an orphan. But he was hated by two races at the same time, humans thought he was a monster, and monsters thought he was human, and the whole world was going to be against him. In this world, he has no relatives, no friends, and no lover...... Like him, I'm alone, and we rely on each other...... So I know what will happen to him if he loses me; Because if I lose him, it will be the same pain...... He said that there is only death and death between us, and there is no life and ......"
Xu Weier patted her on the shoulder.
Yin Bing turned his face.
In Xu Wei'er's outstretched palm, there was a black pill.
"This medicine itself is not poisonous, but it must not be contaminated with human blood, and once mixed with human blood, it will become highly toxic. This poison will erode your blood, allowing it to stratify and become incurable. But it won't make any changes to your appearance. Maybe the skin will look a little whiter......"
Yin Bing reached out to take it.
Xu Weier dodged away: "You have to promise me one thing." ”
"What's the matter?"
"You are not allowed to use it until the last resort. You'll have to wait...... Unless, unless the Emperor really forces you...... Even so, you must not use ...... until the last minute"
Yin Bing smiled: "I have my own measure. ”
Xu Weier hurriedly said: "You promise me!" You said! If the emperor didn't make a holy decree and didn't make you a concubine, you would never use it! ”
"I promise you." Yin Bing said, "If it's not a last resort, why don't I want to live well......"
Xu Weier sighed.
Yin Bing grabbed her hand and found that she was clenching her fists tightly, a little cold.
"Give it to me, please......"
"Alas......" Xu Wei'er closed her eyes and sighed, she let go slightly, and Yin Bing resolutely snatched the pill from her hand.
"When you see the human emperor, you can take it in your mouth in advance, and it will be fine at this time. If...... If the situation is not right...... You can bite your tongue...... Swallow the pill with the blood......"
Yin Bing held the pill tightly in his hand and nodded with a smile: "I know, thank you." ”
Xu Weier looked at her, but suddenly hugged her.
"If there is hope, then you must persevere for Huayi. You are so good, you will definitely be happy. Don't ...... Don't ...... Let the two of you stories turn into regrets......"