Chapter 1233: Love but Can't

Don't talk about me, I've found the person I want to go with anyway, what about you? Did you plan to spend the rest of your life in this relationship? You should know better than I do that if you continue like this, you will only sink deeper and deeper, and you will not end up with anything. ”

In fact, these words are just a point of view: Lin Qingrou already has Du Zeming, they love each other so much, where is there a place for others in their eyes.

"I know." Who doesn't understand the truth? But from ancient times to the present, how many people can really do it after knowing the truth? Yang Rushui never felt that he was a saint, and he had no way to achieve the six roots of purity, and there was no way to ignore the strongest feelings in his heart.

"Forget it, no matter how much I say anyway, it's useless, you just know it in your own heart. As for the recording of variety shows, I think it's still ......"

"Putting aside my selfishness, that variety show has really helped you a lot. If I really missed it because of my reasons, it would be a big pity, so I might as well give it a try. Yang Rushui directly hit Song Miao's words, and he did not deny his original purpose of making that suggestion.

But going to that variety show is indeed a breakthrough for Qin Xin, how many people want to go to that show when they squeeze their heads, but not everyone can have that opportunity. Yang Rushui, you really want to help Qin Xin, putting aside all the personal aspects, this suggestion is actually not wrong at all.

It's always people who are wrong, and it doesn't matter.

"But if we really go to that variety show......" Song Miao knew that that opportunity was rare, and she also knew that it was actually quite important to Qin Xin, but she still had some other concerns, "If netizens have some other discussions at that time, the scene will not be good-looking." ”

Some netizens once put Yang Rushui and Lin Qingrou together to form a cp, and it was once a little popular, but I don't know why, as if there is a mysterious force preventing the spread of the stone, and the final result is naturally inconclusive.

So until now, you haven't been talked about anymore. The formation of CP between Yang Rushui and Lin Qingrou has also become a thing of the past, but Song Miao is still a little worried, she used to be a person who likes to chase CP, so he knows what kind of psychology fans are chasing CP.

"I just want to help you." Yang Rushui was inexplicably a little lost, feeling a little ridiculous, but behind the ridiculousness, there was a little sadness. He must have done a lot of wrong things in his previous life, which is why he is being punished like this now.

It doesn't matter if he can't love it, it's a luxury that he can stand in the nearest place and guard it silently. When you find that your existence has caused you to be burdened, there is really no hope in your heart.

"I know, it's also that I didn't think it through, if that's the case, I'll go and tell Director Sun Yi. I thought that this matter was inevitable, so I discussed it directly with the director without your consent, but now that this matter is impossible to achieve, it is inconvenient for you to let him not disturb you. ”

Yang Rushui's expression has a loss that can't be concealed, and you don't just get an interview because of his suggestion. He's just living for himself, and he's been lost in a relationship that can't find a goal.

Song Miao is actually quite uncomfortable looking at him like this, this is also the scene she doesn't want to see, both of them are her friends, and they are both people she cares about, no matter which side is hurt, she doesn't want to see, "Actually, it's not impossible, don't do it, I'll think about it first, and then listen to Qingrou's opinion later, if she also thinks that this is a more necessary thing for Qin Xin, it's not impossible." ”

I love someone so humblely, I don't know if it's right or wrong, but love has always been uncontrollable. This is a clichΓ©, but how can it be explained? I knew it was an abyss, but I kept running as always, even though it wasn't the dawn of hope that awaited them.

Yang Rushui took a deep breath, "If you really don't want to participate, there's no need to force it, it's just an idea of mine, and you don't have to care too much." As for the director's side, it's just a matter of talking to him, and it's not troublesome at all. ”

Things have developed to such a point, in fact, no one is happy, no one wants to see such a result, Song Miao is actually quite difficult to be a person in the middle, in fact, it is just a problem of feelings, but this is the most difficult thing in the world to solve, isn't it a problem of feelings?

"Forget it, I don't want to think about it, the boat will naturally go straight to the bridge. I'm just worried about you, after all, the feelings in people's hearts can't be said to be no, I know you like her, and you've liked her for a long time. Song Miao knew that she didn't know how to judge this relationship, "I also know that it is very difficult to make you forget her directly, but you should also try to work in that direction." ”

Yang Rushui lowered his head to look at his toes, and did not continue immediately, no one knew what he was thinking at this time, and no one knew what kind of emotions had been in his eyes that were covered by hair?

Song Miao only knew that when Yang Ruo raised his head again, there was no emotion in his eyes, and the depths of his eyes were as calm as water, if it weren't for Song Miao knowing what had happened just now, she would have believed that Yang Rushui's heart was really unwavering at this time.

Yang Rushui didn't continue the topic anymore, "Let's go, I'll send you home." After saying that, he walked directly in front, then opened the car door, waited for something to get into the car, and then gentlemanly detoured to the driver's seat, and then drove away.

The car arrived downstairs at Song Miao's house, and when he got out of the car, Song Miao also took a special look at Yang Rushui, and saw his impermanent look, which made him feel even more uncomfortable, and he also felt that what he said just now was a little heavy, "Don't think about it, I'm just giving a suggestion, as for how to go, it's your own business, and then ......."

"I know what you mean, don't worry, I'm not the same person I used to be. I know what I can and can't do in my capacity, so I won't do what I shouldn't do, not for anything else, even if it's just to not embarrass you. ”

Song Miao sighed, she knew that Yang Rushui was uncomfortable now, but she didn't know how to comfort him, after all, no matter from which angle, no matter from which aspect, she had no way to use it. So I can only pretend to be relaxed, trying to ease the solemn atmosphere at this moment, "Don't talk about this." As she spoke, she looked out the window and pretended to be unintentional, "Do you think there will be paparazzi outside?" If I was really caught getting out of your car, would I be on fire tomorrow? ”

Yang Rushui smiled slightly, this kind of clumsy acting skills, this kind of deliberate expression, how could he not see it, "You don't have to deliberately comfort me, I'm fine." Anyway, it's not the first time I've been hit, and it's not the first time I've recognized this reality, and I still have the ability to bear it. ”

Compared with Song Miao, Yang Rushui's acting skills couldn't be better, at least when he was lying, the way he pretended to be was hard to doubt. Song Miao even had to think that Yang Rushui was really fine. After looking at him with a skeptical attitude for a while, he gradually believed Yang Rushui's words.

"Then I'll get out of the car first, don't think too much about what I said today, I don't mean anything else, just a reminder, you don't have to worry too much." After Song Miao finished speaking, she opened the door and got out of the car.

It wasn't until Song Miao walked away that Yang Rushui put away all the deliberately made expressions on his face.

As soon as he got home, Du Lin, the kid, ran directly in the direction of the door, plunged into Lin Qingrou's arms, put on a sweet smile, and said the most gentle greeting, "Mom, it's hard to work today, I'll go to work with you tomorrow." ”

Seeing her son's simple smiling face, Lin Qingrou felt that the fatigue of the whole day had dissipated, as long as there was such a child waiting for her at home, as long as she could see such a scene every day when she came home, Lin Qingrou would feel very happy and contented no matter how tired she was in the day.

Lin Qingrou hugged Du Lin tightly, then gently rubbed his little head, and then said with a gentle face, "Of course, you will go to school in a few days, take advantage of these few days, my mother wishes that you would be by your mother's side all the time, if you want to go, then we will go together tomorrow." ”

Du Zeming didn't say anything, he walked over and rubbed Du Lin's head, and then said, "Let's not talk about this for now, it's not early today, Aunt Chen's dinner should be ready, let's go, let's finish eating first." As he spoke, he led him to the house, and asked about today's leisure as he walked, "What have you done at home today?" Is there anything fun you'd like to share with your parents? ”

Du Lin held his chin and thought about it, his eyes were rolling, as if he was really seriously recalling all the things that had happened on this day, and finally came to a conclusion, "It's very ordinary, and nothing particularly impresses me about it, today I and Grandma Chen trimmed the flowers and plants in the yard, and then went to Dad's study to find a book and read it for an afternoon, and then the two of you came back." ”

This kind of idle and even somewhat boring conversation goes on almost every day, but for a family, the most interesting thing is actually these most everyday things, and these little things have finally become a link to their happy life.

It's like riding a paper airplane, flying through every corner of their lives, experiencing what they are experiencing every day. Ordinary, but beautiful.

It wasn't until dinner, when Du Lin went to find Grandma Chen again to learn some handicraft things, that Lin Qingrou and Du Zeming sat on the swing in the garden, she leaned her head on his shoulder, and then slowly spoke, saying the words she had been holding back for a long time, "Are you tired from work today?" How do you think that today your words are a little less than usual. ”

Although Du Zeming is not the kind of person who talks a lot on weekdays, at least he will not talk as little as he does today. There are generally only two reasons for this situation on weekdays, the first is because the work during the day is a bit complicated, and the second is Du Zeming's own reasons, and the latter cannot be guessed by Lin Qingrou.