Chapter 227: Two Lives (Medium)
"Well, okay," Su Nuo slowly walked upstairs to his room.
Su Nuo, who returned to the room, sat there quietly, thinking of what his grandfather had just said, he felt a sense of grievance in his heart, and tears couldn't stop flowing.
It's not the first time that grandpa has made such an accusation, Su Nuo thought that he was used to his grandfather's scolding and could face it calmly.
But this is not the case, every time Su Nuo hears her grandfather scolding her, saying that she will only cause trouble to others and will only drag her brother back, Su Nuo will have a tingling feeling all over her body.
Suno sometimes even feels that she may not have been born at all, that she should not have been born into this family at all, that her birth was a mistake. She kept asking herself why she couldn't be as healthy as her brother, why she was the only one who was sick, why everyone in her family favored her brother, and why she couldn't get fair treatment.
Su Nuo's grievances in his heart have no one to confide in, even if he cares the most and takes care of his mother the most. Su Nuo will always be able to cry silently by himself, bear all this silently, and never let his family know.
"Noir, are you okay?" Su Chang knocked lightly on the door.
Su Chang knew that his grandfather had scolded Su Nuo again just now, and as an elder brother, Su Chang could only do at this time to comfort his sister.
"I'm fine," Su Nuo didn't open the door, she didn't want her brother to see her teary eyes, "Brother, don't worry, I'll be fine when I rest,"
"Okay, I'll go back to the room, something to call me," Su Chang was relieved when he heard his sister say that it was okay.
As a twin brother, Su Chang knew very well that it was not suitable to enter Su Nuo's room at this time, because Su Chang knew that although his sister looked very weak on the surface, she was a very stubborn and strong girl on the inside.
She never shows weakness in front of others, nor does she like others to pity her, let alone show helplessness in front of her closest people.
After Su Chang returned to his room, he sat at the writing desk, looking at the pile of books and review materials in front of him, and felt extremely irritable. These books and revision materials were bought by his parents to prepare him for exams.
But Su Chang couldn't be interested in looking at them. He knew very well in his heart that compared to his sister, he really had no talent for reading, and he didn't like to read and study very much.
In contrast, what I like is fighting and swordsmanship, because I have always been inspired to become a member of the Cooperative Team, but this is what my grandfather has always opposed. As soon as he mentioned the Synergy, Grandpa would reprimand him with a straight face.
The main reason for grandpa's opposition was that he was the only male among the Su family's grandchildren, and grandpa did not allow him to sacrifice his life on the battlefield in vain.
Grandpa hopes that he can develop in the company's entrepreneurship so that the Su family can be revitalized.
Su Chang listened to his grandfather's statement that today's co-action team is no longer what it used to be, it has become cannon fodder for the country's regular army, and as long as it is a battle that the army is not sure of, the co-action team will come forward.
If the army feels that there is no need to come forward, it will also be handed over to the Co-in-Force, and even the Co-in-Force will be asked to do some despicable and unsightly things. There is no prestige in people's hearts, and the glory of the past has long gone. Grave
Su Chang didn't believe in this evil, he not only inspired to join the Cooperative Force, but also wanted to become the new commander of the Cooperative Force in the future, and then revitalize the Cooperative Movement in one fell swoop.
As we delve deeper into the history of the Co-Operators, this idea becomes stronger. In Su Chang's heart, he always wanted to become the commander of the co-operation team like Commander Du Ye.
Commander Du is a legendary figure in the history of the ICZ, and he has made many meritorious contributions to the ICV, but these can only be found in the history of the ICZ, and most of them have been forgotten, but some of his life anecdotes are widely circulated, and many people still talk about them today.
Su Chang silently swore in his heart that one day he would realize his wish.
At this time, Su Nuo, who had been crying in his room for a long time, gradually calmed down.
Although she cries when her heart hurts unbearably, she always knows in her heart that just crying blindly will not solve any problems. What's more, one's own problems can't be solved by crying.
Su Nuo is very clear about his status in this family, and he also knows very well why he is being treated like this, and he knows how he will be treated in the future.
Su Nuo's emotional side wanted to convince himself to accept his fate, and he wanted to persuade himself to stop struggling, but the rational side refused to give in.
Su Nuo has always had a wish in his heart, that is, to continue his studies and be admitted to the best music academy of the human race, Losston Academy, to further his studies. Suno always wanted to be a classical composer.
She feels that music is the only existence in the world that can implant emotions in people's hearts without translation or too much explanation. Music can express people's truest feelings and lead people into and feel different worlds.
Su Nuo has always wanted to do something to prove that he existed in this world. She was unwilling to die of illness like this, and she wanted to leave something behind, so that the world would remember her, and she could also leave something worth remembering for the people she loved the most.
Retracting her whimsical thoughts, Su Nuo clearly knew that although her grades were much better than her brother's, her grandfather would definitely not let her continue her studies after graduating from high school.
In fact, Su Nuo knew very well in his heart that his grandfather was already a gift to himself to be able to study in a noble school with his brother, and he couldn't expect more. If you want to study in the future, you have to rely on yourself.
Su Nuo knew in his heart that because of the limited economic conditions of his family, he had to give priority to his brother over himself many times. But because of this, Su Nuo felt that he had to plan for his future, otherwise he would really have to let his grandfather call the shots, and there would be no future at all.
Su Nuo knew that all his ideals had to be built on the condition that he would not be kicked out of the class, so the most important task now was to work hard to review his homework so that he could successfully pass the mock exam.
When Su Nuo began to work hard to revise, Xiao Yue had already asked the driver to send him home. Compared with the Lan family's conjoined villas, the Xiao family's villas can be described as behemoths.
Xiao Yue's home is a four-story castle-style villa built on a vacant land of more than 1,000 square meters. There is a large meadow and garden in front of the house. There is an artificial lake and sports field behind the house.
The decoration of the villa is also tasteful, revealing low-key luxury everywhere. It can be seen that the owner of the villa has put a lot of thought into it.
On the ground floor is the living room, dining room and ballroom, while on the second floor are the bedrooms and guest rooms, each with its own bathing and sanitation, and each room has a different layout and furnishings.