Chapter 381: Abortion Pills
"Xuanyin, look, the child is kicking me."
"Xuanyin, do you think our children look more like you or more like me?"
"Xuanyin ......"
When I was with Gu Xiwu, all kinds of things about children floated in Mo Xuanyin's mind, and they were happy at that time.
I thought they could be happy forever like this, but now it seems unlikely that it will come true.
"If this child is born at term, it's fine, if it can't ......" The words of the divine doctor lingered in Mo Xuanyin's ears, making Mo Xuanyin extremely painful.
What should he do? Mo Xuanyin is in pain, he loves this child deeply, this child is not easy to get, Mo Xuanyin wants to cherish her. Even Gu Xiwu, she loves this child the same.
But now, he is asked to choose whether to stay with his child, so how can he not suffer?
If Gu Xiwu knew that he was doing this, she would ...... Mo Xuanyin didn't dare to imagine Gu Xiwu's reaction when he knew that he was going to abandon this child.
If she knew the truth, would she still choose to forgive him? And when she lost her child, could Gu Xiwu bear that pain? If Gu Xiwu knew the truth, would she still forgive herself?
All kinds of things about Gu Xiwu after losing her child echoed in Mo Xuanyin's mind, making him unable to extricate himself for a long time.
What should he do? Mo Xuanyin was really afraid, he was afraid that the child would really be born when he couldn't stay at term, and at that time, not only the child, but even Gu Xiwu might leave him.
Mo Xuanyin couldn't bear the pain of losing Gu Xiwu. After weighing the two phases, Mo Xuanyin finally chose to let Gu Xiwu be safe and sound.
Even if Gu Xiwu resents him in the future, it's okay if he doesn't want to pay attention to him, Mo Xuanyin now just wants Gu Xiwu to be safe. As for this child, he can only give it up for the time being.
As long as Gu Xiwu can be safe, let him be this wicked man, so what's the matter?
"How are you feeling today?" Mo Xuanyin came to Gu Xiwu's side, looked at her gently, and straightened her messy hair.
"Nothing." Gu Xiwu didn't feel anything abnormal, shook his head, and paid attention to Mo Xuanyin's emotions. He's not in a good mood? Something on your mind?
"What's wrong? What did the doctor say? Looking at Mo Xuanyin's preoccupied appearance, Gu Xiwu's heart couldn't help but be a little worried.
It can't be that there is something wrong with her body, right? Will it affect my child? What should she do? Gu Xiwu was thinking wildly, and she was worried in her heart.
This is the child that she and Mo Xuanyin finally had, so Gu Xiwu didn't want her child to have any problems because of her own body, in this case, she would feel guilty for the rest of her life.
"It's okay, don't think about it. The doctor said that as long as you take good care of your body, the child can be born safely. Mo Xuanyin touched Gu Xiwu's hair and comforted her.
But when he thought of what the divine doctor said, and what he was going to do, Mo Xuanyin's heart was so sad that he couldn't do it, and he still felt a lot of guilt.
If Gu Xiwu knew the truth of the matter, would she forgive herself? Mo Xuanyin looked at Gu Xiwu, but he didn't dare to ask her this question, he was afraid, afraid that once he said it, it would cause immeasurable harm to Gu Xiwu.
In that case, let him bear it alone. As long as Gu Xiwu can be safe in the end, then Mo Xuanyin would rather be a wicked person.
"So, promise me, Xiwu, you must cooperate well, for yourself and for our children, okay?" Mo Xuanyin looked at Gu Xiwu tenderly, and asked her, hoping that she could promise herself, so that his heart might be better.
"Okay." Gu Xiwu nodded, she also knew that she should take care of herself, in order not to worry Mo Xuanyin, and the most important thing was to let their children come into the world safely.
Mo Xuanyin was relieved, sat with Gu Xiwu, and waited for the people he arranged to start moving. And Gu Xiwu sat snuggled up to Mo Xuanyin, completely unaware of his thoughts, thinking about their soon-to-be-born child, Gu Xiwu was full of happiness.
"Ma'am, drink the medicine." The maid came in with medicine and greeted Gu Xiwu.
"Alright, you go down!" Mo Xuanyin dismissed the maid, the person who turned into Lin Xue's maid, she couldn't let Gu Xiwu look at it so carefully, otherwise she would see the clues, and it would be difficult to deal with it at that time.
"That maid ......" Gu Xiwu looked at the back of the maid leaving, feeling very familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen her for a while, and the residual memory of her made Gu Xiwu unable to remember where she had seen her.
Seeing Gu Xiwu staring at the back of the maid, Mo Xuanyin was a little nervous, and she didn't know if Gu Xiwu recognized it.
"What's wrong?" Mo Xuanyin pretended to ask inadvertently, while observing Gu Xiwu's expression.
"Nothing." Gu Xiwu shook his head, he should have thought too much about himself! After she became pregnant, her memory was not good, and the maid should have served her, so she felt so familiar.
Mo Xuanyin breathed a sigh of relief, fortunately, Gu Xiwu didn't think about it.
Holding the bowl of medicine, Mo Xuanyin's heart began to hesitate again, did he really want to do that? Let Gu Xiwu drink this bowl of abortion pills.
Mo Xuanyin knew in her heart that the abortion pill would also cause great harm to Gu Xiwu's body. But if you don't drink it, Gu Xiwu is very likely to lose her life.
Thinking about it like this, Mo Xuanyin's heart was a little more decisive, because compared to letting Gu Xiwu leave him, Mo Xuanyin would rather Gu Xiwu endure the pain for a while, and then stay by his side.
"What kind of medicine is this?" Gu Xiwu asked, taking the medicine from Mo Xuanyin's hand, this should be the medicine she wants to drink, right?
Although Gu Xiwu was very reluctant to drink the medicine in her heart, for the sake of their children, she had to drink this medicine no matter how bitter it was.
Seeing Gu Xiwu's hand stretched out, Mo Xuanyin shook his head for a moment, holding the bowl tightly and unwilling to let go, he didn't dare, he didn't dare to let Gu Xiwu drink this bowl of medicine.
After several attempts, Mo Xuanyin still refused to give her the bowl, Gu Xiwu frowned, this is ......
"What's wrong?" Gu Xiwu was puzzled, wasn't this the medicine she was asked to drink? Why Mo Xuanyin refused to give it to her, could it be that there was something in it?
"It's okay, it's just a little hot, I'm afraid it will burn you." Mo Xuanyin pretended to be calm, blew towards the medicine bowl, and administered the medicine to cool down.
It's so dangerous, almost exposed. What the hell are you thinking? Mo Xuanyin was annoyed, since he had decided to do it, then he shouldn't hesitate.
In order for Gu Xiwu to stay by his side all the time, then he can only be ruthless.
Although Gu Xiwu was puzzled, she still nodded, and waited for Mo Xuanyin to let the medicine cool before handing it to her.
"Drink!" After letting it go for a while, Mo Xuanyin handed the medicine to Gu Xiwu, this time, no matter what, he would not stop Gu Xiwu from drinking the medicine. Mo Xuanyin endured his trembling hands and didn't let himself touch the bowl of medicine again.
Otherwise, Mo Xuanyin was afraid, afraid that once he softened his heart, he would hurt Gu Xiwu.
Gu Xiwu took it, carefully scooped a spoonful, and sent it to his mouth.
"It's a pity." Suddenly, Mo Xuanyin grabbed Gu Xiwu's hand and didn't let her move again.
Gu Xiwu's heart jumped, and she was taken aback by Mo Xuanyin's sudden action, what's wrong? Anything else?
"It's okay, I'm just afraid you'll get burned." Mo Xuanyin stiffened, slowly let go of Gu Xiwu's hand, and explained to Gu Xiwu with some weakness.
"What the hell is going on? Xuanyin? Seeing Mo Xuanyin's eyes dodging, Gu Xiwu knew that Mo Xuanyin must have something to hide from him.
What is it? Gu Xiwu looked at Mo Xuanyin, a little angry, to this day, what else can't they say? If there is something, does Mo Xuanyin still want to hide it?
"No, it's okay, you drink! I just looked away, and I thought there were bugs. Mo Xuanyin found an excuse to go over, but still refused to tell Gu Xiwu the truth.
Gu Xiwu looked at the bowl, there was a little heat on his face, and there was no insect in the brown piece of the bowl!
"Really?" Gu Xiwu looked at Mo Xuanyin suspiciously, a little disbelieving. But after thinking about it, Mo Xuanyin didn't seem to have any reason to deceive himself.
"Really, drink it!" Mo Xuanyin urged, he didn't dare to look at Gu Xiwu's eyes, he was afraid, afraid that he would miss it when he saw it.
Without thinking much about it, Gu Xiwu scooped up a mouthful of medicine and drank it, this medicine would be cold if she didn't drink it, and Gu Xiwu was afraid that if she didn't drink it again, it would lose its effect.
But why is this smell so strange? Gu Xiwu frowned, it was not strange, but this medicine was bitter, but it was no different from other medicines.
"How? Do you feel anything? Seeing Gu Xiwu drink the medicine, Mo Xuanyin instantly became nervous, he was scared and worried about Gu Xiwu's physical condition.
Abortion, the harm to Gu Xiwu is not a little bit, Gu Xiwu has already drunk it, and Mo Xuanyin's heart instantly panicked.
Gu Xiwu looked at Mo Xuanyin, did not answer, suddenly put down the medicine bowl, stared at Mo Xuanyin, Gu Xiwu noticed something wrong, she no longer believed Mo Xuanyin's words, Mo Xuanyin's heart, there must be something hidden from her.
Sensing Gu Xiwu's movements, Mo Xuanyin secretly screamed badly, and was a little flustered in his heart, at this time, how should he explain to Gu Xiwu, how to make her believe his words?
Mo Xuanyin turned his mind to come up with a corresponding countermeasure, but his brain seemed to have lost his soul and lost the ability to think. Now in Mo Xuanyin's mind, there is only Gu Xiwu's interrogating eyes.
"Mo Xuanyin, tell me, what are you hiding from me?" Gu Xiwu looked at Mo Xuanyin, not giving him a chance to avoid, here today, she must get an answer.
Gu Xiwu felt in her heart, she knew that this bowl of medicine was by no means so simple, otherwise, Mo Xuanyin would not be so nervous.
As for what it is, Gu Xiwu needs Mo Xuanyin to give him an answer. Looking at Mo Xuanyin, Gu Xiwu was waiting for him to give him an answer.