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1. It's late at night.
She sat in the corner of the room, leaning against the small cupboard, the lamp on which had knocked over.
She seemed to hear faint breathing from far away, and she knew it was air sliding down her throat, but that didn't change the feeling of dying on the verge of death.
In her memory, there was no pain that could be compared to now, she stroked her belly with her hand, the skin seemed to be no longer her own, she felt as if the top of her belly had been torn open, and then someone replaced the fetus inside with hot molten iron!
Through the bruised eyes and nosebleeds on her face, she searched for the phone that had fallen to the ground, and she silently said, "Please, don't let me faint, please keep my child safe and sound......
At this time, she touched the phone, but her brain lost consciousness one step ahead of her hand!
She leaned against the wall and fainted! Keep scrolling down.
On the floor in the distance, there was a torn book. It was the novel her husband was reading when he came home. In the distance, a lot of blood is flowing and drowning the title page of the book!
Two
in the mind.
It's all fragments of past life, intermittent, but exceptionally clear!
Some might say it was four hellish years. She didn't feel that way, because she was often in a deep state of confusion, no different from death.
Young and beautiful, she went to college from a remote rural area to the city, and her friend Qiu Ling came out of her hometown with her. Qiu Ling looked mediocre and didn't study well, so she went to work.
She fell in love, had a college classmate, and later got married, and had a lovely girl Tong; Then her mother fell ill and was paralyzed; Their lives are in limbo.
Qiu Ling turned up clothing, and the business became bigger and bigger, and she also opened an online store and bought out the brand and the factory. She's also married, married to a handsome lad who has been working for her!
She and her husband quarreled, her husband went out in a rage, he died in a car accident after drinking, she hugged her body and cried bitterly, she needed money to take care of her husband's funeral, her mother needed money for treatment, and her children needed money, at this time Ulsan came into her life, helped him financially and materially, sent her mother to a good hospital, found a nanny for her children, sent her to the best kindergarten, and then he said that he liked her, and he told his story - he used to be poor, and he had a girlfriend who he loved deeply, and because he was poor, he was finally broken up, and he was very sad, I haven't been looking for a girlfriend again! He said that he would take care of their mother and son, and hoped to give him a chance!
She was touched and in the end they got married! On the wedding night, he asked her to promise: only be loyal to him!
Life could have been peaceful!
But everything changed from that day!
The first time he beat her was in the last month of the first year of marriage, and the weather was very cold, because she went to sweep the grave of her former husband, and Ulsan slapped her vigorously in front of Tong Tong.
She ran out of the house with the child in her arms, and when she left, she threw down a divorce, and then hid in Qiu Ling's house!
Qiu Ling comforted her, at this time she had a successful career, her husband no longer worked, and took care of his life at home, this is a man who looks very docile! Qiu Ling said that she was going to call the police, she cried and said, what's the use? Later, he came to pick her up, and her mother also came, and persuaded her to fight at the end of the bed.
Qiu Ling went out. He knelt down and begged him, crying to him, saying that he would not be next time! She cried, and when Qiu Ling came back, she said she was going to forgive him! Qiu Ling also cried, she said, as long as you need to, I will be by your side at any time! She said to Qiu Ling: I envy you so much! Hope you will be happier than me!
She's back to that home! However, their lives change, and he begins to doubt her and doubt her loyalty. Quarrel, make peace, quarrel again, make peace again...... The cycle went on and on, and finally one day, he drank and hit her again, he grabbed her hair, hit her head hard, and told her: If she dares to say the word divorce again, he will kill her immediately! He told her that his girlfriend had cheated on him and run away with another man, and now he wouldn't let her run away!
Since then, beatings have become an essential part of their lives! He intensified his efforts and carried her daughter to the balcony and said to her, "I can throw her down at any time!" As long as I suddenly can't see you one day! "And threatened to be bad for her mother!
Three
The darkest hour before dawn.
Memories begin to blur and she begins to wake up! She opened her eyes, it was dark, she reached out and touched the lamp in the corner, the light was on, she held up her phone, but the words on it were blurred again!
She entered the world of illusions again, and it was still late at night, and as she lay in bed, the fragments of her life flashed through her mind like shooting stars, and most of the time what appeared in front of her was her husband's fist, and the wedding ring on his hand, and its pattern was engraved on her body, which reminded her of the poke printed on pork!
The hallucinations weaved together, and then she saw his fist shake in front of her eyes. At last she was completely awake because of the violent trembling of her body, and when she found herself lying beside him, she shivered again.
Then, it was a new hallucination, until I woke up again, and the sky was white!
Fourth, the dawn is coming.
She finally came to her senses, realizing that a lot of sticky stuff was running uncomfortably down her inner thighs.
"Ah," she moaned under her breath, "no......"
Her fingers slowly groped under the skirt of her dress and moved to her soaked panties.
Her hand reached out from within, her fingertips stained with crimson blood. She suddenly felt a sharp pain like a hacksaw cutting through her internal organs. She finally couldn't hold back anymore and screamed in horror!
Her head tilted back weakly, and the image from not so long ago reappeared—
She was sitting in the house, she had just found out that she was pregnant, and she talked to Qiu Ling on the phone to tell her the news, tell her misfortune, and express her envy for Qiu Ling!
On the other end of the phone, Qiu Ling smiled wryly: Is my life really so worthy of your envy?
It is, he's back. He was drunk. He asked her who she had seen today.
He reached out and pulled her, very hard.
"I'm pregnant, don't hurt the baby!" She glared at him with a mad gaze.
He lowered his head and approached her, his arms drooping, and a dark shadow enveloped her! "Is that kid mine! Who are you going to meet when you run outside every day? ”
"I'm looking for Qiu Ling!"
With a strange and frustrated smile on his face, he suddenly grabbed a book on the table and smashed it on her head.
She blocked it with her hand, scratching his face, and his fist hit her in the stomach.
She fell to the ground, he took out a knife, shook it in front of his eyes and threw it on the ground, then he turned around and took his mobile phone to call 120, and without looking back, he threw out a sentence: If you dare to say it to others, I will kill you!
It dawned on her that all along, he was just a psychopath screaming and screaming in nightmares, starting with his last girlfriend leaving him, and she herself gave him a reason to have a seizure......
She was behind him, picked up the knife, and stabbed him with all her last strength!
If I can keep the child, I'm going to take him out of your reach. It was the last thing she wanted to say to him!
Five
At this point, she returns to reality and the illusion leaves her again!
At this point, the fluid inside her body began to flow out again. This time, instead of dropping down, it gushed out one by one. She buried her head deep in the corner and groaned lowly.
She picked up her mobile phone with all her strength and dialed Qiu Ling's phone, and on the other end, Qiu Ling looked tired!
"I killed him! My mom and Tong Tong are coming back soon! What am I going to do? ”
"What did you say?" Qiu Ling was not surprised.
"Can't you hear me! I killed him, killed him! "She couldn't stop crying!
"Give me an hour and I'll be at your house! I'll take Tong Tong and your mother to my company first, and ......everything is up to me," Qiu Ling seemed to be muttering to herself, as if she was sleepwalking when she spoke!
Six
Tears fell one by one.
Qiu Ling pressed the phone with one hand, and held a sharp knife in the other, cutting it one by one.
Lying beneath her was her husband's scarred face and bright red blood.
"I gave you everything, why betray me......"
The world is dead silent, with only unknown secrets and flashbacks......