Chapter 455: Teach Me, Love
Under Gu Xiwu's expectant eyes, Mo Xuanyin told her almost word for word about the two of them from acquaintance to love, and the bits and pieces that have happened over the years are almost word for word. By the time he finished speaking, the sky was already faintly white.
"You see, we've been through so much between us, but we've come to this point!" In the end, in order to hide his emotions, Mo Xuanyin hid his face with one hand: "Xiwu, do you really not feel any of these?" ”
"Me!"
Gu Xiwu felt that her mind was messing up like a mess now, she clearly knew that these things had happened that she had experienced and participated in, but when Mo Xuanyin said this, it gave her the feeling that she was listening to other people's stories.
It's unreal, but again, it's so real.
These two feelings kept switching in her heart, and for a while she didn't know who she was.
"I said so much to tell you, but I only have you in my heart. Both from the beginning and now! Mo Xuanyin's voice was very soft, and Gu Xiwu didn't even dare to breathe loudly: "I, I've never touched other women." Because of you, everyone else is the same to me. ”
"Mo Xuanyin, am I worth it?"
Looking at Mo Xuanyin's already reddened eyes, Gu Xiwu didn't know why her tears were flowing down again.
"Value!" Mo Xuanyin nodded: "One day, you will still look back and see me, won't you?" ”
They have experienced so much together, he doesn't believe that Gu Xiwu really doesn't have him in his heart.
"What if there isn't that day?"
"Then I'll wait, wait slowly! Even if you don't look back, I'm going to let you have no worries when you fall. ”
"Me, is it really worth it? Mo Xuanyin, you are like this, I don't think I can afford to repay your love for the rest of my life! ”
Gu Xiwu cried even louder after hearing his words, she hated herself a little, why, obviously Mo Xuanyin had done a good job, but she just didn't feel it at all?
"You don't have to pay it back!" Stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on her face: "Look, I said so much, it's dawn, you hurry back to sleep!" ”
"Good!"
The ghost sent the gods, Gu Xiwu nodded according to his meaning, and then lay on the bed.
She didn't know what kind of emotion she should use to face Mo Xuanyin now, and she didn't even know how many scars her actions had left in his heart. Just by seeing his face now, she felt a deep sense of guilt.
Not feelings, but pure guilt.
And this kind of recognition made her feel more and more guilty. There was no way she could give him any response, and she knew that her guilt might turn into another blade falling on his heart. Simply, she shrunk in the quilt, not looking at it, so that at least it would not make both of them lose their temper.
Seeing that Gu Xiwu's breathing gradually calmed down, Mo Xuanyin covered the quilt for her, and then left the room softly.
It's just that as soon as his footsteps disappeared, Gu Xiwu opened his eyes.
She stepped out of bed, opened the window, and felt the cold wind blowing against her.
"Why did you open the window at this time, don't die?"
A cold voice suddenly came into his ears, and Gu Xiwu looked at the man in white standing at the window.
"Inaction? What are you doing here? Come in first! ”
The man in white was the one who escorted Gu Xiwu to Yunnan that day and then returned to South Vietnam, but Gu Xiwu never thought that he would come back in just a few days.
"Your previous injuries have not completely healed, and now that there are so many things, don't you know that the wind in the early morning is the coldest? In case of a cold, who do you expect to take care of? Wuwei looked at her somewhat pale face, and sat on the edge of the table with a very ugly face.
"It's okay, it's just a little messy in my heart."
Gu Xiwu shook his head, but obediently walked to the window and closed the window, and then returned to Wuwei's side.
"You have to take care of yourself!"
Wuwei said a little helplessly, and then picked up the teacup and drank it all.
"Did something happen to South Vietnam when you came this time?" Gu Xiwu looked at him and knew that he had come from a long journey.
You must know that she is not in South Vietnam, and now the burden of the entire South Vietnam is equivalent to all falling on Gu Ronghe's shoulders. Especially when this kind of war may break out at any time, how could Gu Ronghe release Wuwei so casually?
"Nothing happened." Wuwei shook his head: "It's just that Gu Ronghe released me." Simply, I'll be idle and come to see you! Mo Xuanyin, that man, I am somewhat uneasy. ”
"Outside?"
Gu Xiwu frowned, the ability to do nothing to deal with government affairs is overkill, and now that South Vietnam is lacking such a person, how could Gu Ronghe suddenly release him? What happened in this that she didn't know?
"Hmm." Wuwei replied casually: "But don't worry, there is nothing else to do in South Vietnam, just between the two of us." ”
Since the last time she went back, Gu Xiwu had a new understanding of the relationship between these two people, so she wouldn't be surprised if Wu Wei said this, at most, she felt that the contradictions between the two people had begun to be irreconcilable.
"That's good!" Gu Xiwu breathed a sigh of relief, at this juncture, she was full of Mo Junyao, and she really didn't want anything else to be distracted.
As a mother, she is so sorry for her children. So, this time, no matter what, you can't pull her away from the child!
"Tell me about you, what do you have to do in the early morning with a cold wind?"
"Me?" Gu Xiwu looked at him and found that he looked serious: "Wuwei, we have known each other for a long time, you don't know everything about me, but it can be regarded as a matter of detail." ”
She suddenly thought of what Mo Xuanyin said just now, and she wanted to know what she and Mo Xuanyin were like in the eyes of outsiders. Is it true, as the man said, it is a loving couple that everyone envies.
"What do you want to ask?"
"I, with Mo Xuanyin, what did I look like before?"
The muscles on Wuwei's face twitched, as if Si didn't expect Gu Xiwu to ask this question. He pondered for a moment before he looked into her eyes, and did not evade.
"Before, you were very affectionate. It's the kind of love that can't be separated even if it's life and death, and he loves you more than anything. ”
Although he didn't like Mo Xuanyin, Wuwei had no way to convince himself to deceive Gu Xiwu in this matter. It was her past, and whether she forgot or something else, he couldn't twist it.
"He loves me more than anything?"
This sentence was heard in Mo Xuanyin's mouth. He said that she was everything to him.
But at the time, she felt far less shocked by the words she now heard from the ears of another person. A kind of love that not only touches oneself, but even touches others, can be regarded as true love.
He wasn't lying, she really was someone who was very important to him.
In the same way, he should be the one who is most important to her. But why, she didn't feel anything in her heart, and even had a huge hostility towards Mo Xuanyin?
"Although I have never disliked him, it cannot be denied that he is an affectionate man." Wu Wei looked at his finger, and there was a scar on it that Gu Xiwu didn't know.
It was left over from the time he fought with Mo Xuanyin, and they fought so many times, only that time he was convinced. Because he didn't have the courage to die for the sake of Gu Xiwu, he couldn't compare to that affection.
"You say, what I'm doing now, is it breaking his heart?"
"If I were him, I might have given up a long time ago!"
I don't comment on who is right and who is wrong, Wuwei just said it very rationally.
Everything Gu Xiwu did was based on Mo Xuanyin's love for her. Her vexatiousness, her nonsense, her misunderstanding and slander, none of them is something that a man must endure. But Mo Xuanyin didn't say a word, and still stayed behind to guard.
Although it has also caused a lot of trouble to Gu Xiwu, he believes that if he really loses Mo Xuanyin one day, Gu Xiwu's grief will be even worse than now.
"I see!"
Gu Xiwu nodded, and then put on her coat and walked out of the door without saying a word.
As the sun rose, the entire palace began to be lively. Because there was such a fuss yesterday, now the entire palace knows that the emperor and queen have been reconciled, and many eunuchs and palace maids who love to join in the fun are wandering around the Zhiwu Palace.
"Niangniang, those people at the door ......" Qingshu came together and saw these people, and just wanted to ask Gu Xiwu how to deal with it, but he didn't find her shadow.
Just when she was anxiously about knocking on Mo Xuanyin's door, Gu Xiwu's figure appeared at the gate of the palace. Looking like that, he didn't even change his dressing gown, and only wore a coat outside.
"My mother, where have you been, you scared me to death! I almost went to tell the emperor! Qingshu patted his chest: "It's cold, why did you go out with so little clothing?" ”
"It's okay! Go tell the dining room that you don't have to bring breakfast today! ”
"Huh? Oh! ”
Qingshu was stunned at first, but when he found Gu Xiwu holding a food box in his hand, he understood what was going on. Knowingly, he stepped aside and watched Gu Xiwu open the door next door.
"Why did you wake up so early?"
Seeing Gu Xiwu come in, Mo Xuanyin was a little surprised.
"Aren't you awake too?" Putting the food box on the table, Gu Xiwu sat down casually and knocked on the table: "Come and eat!" Today I made your favorite food, and the porridge I boiled with my own hands! ”
Gu Xiwu said as she took out the contents of the food box, with a gentle smile on her face.
That smile hadn't appeared on her face for a long time.
"Sorry?" Mo Xuanyin was a little suspicious of his eyes.
Since the two of them quarreled, Gu Xiwu has never done anything like this again, and today this is?
"What are you seeing, come and eat!"
"You're today?" Mo Xuanyin looked at her in surprise: "You, have you remembered?" ”
He thought it was he who had told him about that night, and it was what had happened to them that made her gradually regain her relationship with him. Thinking of this, I can't help but feel excited.
"Sort of!"
Gu Xiwu said casually, but he did not directly veto.
"Do you know how long I've been waiting for a day?" After listening to this affirmative answer, Mo Xuanyin was like a child who had gotten candy, and even his eyebrows were filled with joy: "Great! ”
"So you can sit down and eat?" Gu Xiwu rolled her eyes, then took a bowl of porridge and handed it to him.
In this way, it is okay to slowly start to let him teach her what love is again!