Her past
An Yang held her hand, the smile in his eyebrows and eyes couldn't be suppressed, and he winked at her: "I like it very much." ”
"Look first." Bai Nuan led the person forward.
Passing through the vestibule, turn a corner and you will find the flower-topped promenade.
It's a real flower, and people come over to clean it up once a month.
"The chairs here can read books." Bai Nuan glanced at the rattan chair hanging over there, two.
"Let's try." An Yang pulled someone over, with a little excitement, like a child getting a candy he liked.
Bai Nuan took down the flowers in his hand and put them in the flower basket diagonally above his head, which was specially used to put the lanterns, and it would be good to put them on again at this time.
The two of them were sitting on a rattan chair with small flowers hanging on it, and An Yang reached out to put his arm around her waist.
The rattan chair swing began to shake.
As soon as it flickered, the lights around it came on.
It's an automatic setting she makes.
Ahem......
The little romance poked Anyang's little heart.
"Nuan Nuan, are you doing this?"
"Hmm."
"Nuan Nuan is so good to me, Nuan Nuan, I like you so much." His confessions have always been bold and passionate.
Bai Nuan didn't reply to his words, but his eyes fell on the lake in the distance.
The lake was natural, and it was supposed to be something else, but ......
The night she came back from Cambodia, she was a little seriously injured, and she sat here, and on this wicker chair, she also saw the lake, the rising sun, sprinkled with brilliance on it, and it was full of it, so that she dispelled this thought.
Because......
She thought of her squishiness......
Anyang......
Yang......
"Will you ever leave?" Bai Nuan asked.
"No, Nuan Nuan." An Yang hugged her, resting his chin on her shoulder, looking at the lake, his heart was a little uneasy.
"Nuan Nuan, I'm sorry."
He apologized suddenly, which surprised her a little, and she didn't know why he apologized.
There are some things that you don't say, she doesn't say, you can pretend that they didn't happen, but she will remember them.
"Let Nuan Nuan be alone for so many years, I'm a bastard."
"Nuan Nuan, it's good that you didn't want me."
Bai Nuan fell silent.
In fact...... Sometimes she couldn't remember what he looked like, and sometimes she would see him in her dreams.
She didn't know if he would come back, or even if he wasn't in this world.
She was just watching the time go by, as if no one was waiting, and no one would come.
"Next time, I won't want you again." Bai Nuan thought for a while, spoke, lowered his eyes, and looked at his palm, where there was a small wound.
It was when she was on a mission to catch an animal and get hurt.
The animal's eyes, much like his, were so wet and soft.
At that time, she had a high fever and rain, and missed him very much.
She almost lost her hand for the sake of the animal.
If a person studying medicine loses the dexterity of his hands, it will be the end of his career.
And then?
Later, she killed the animal, took out the eyeballs, and ate the flesh, and survived.
She seemed to have everything but nothing at all.
Bai Nuan pushed away An Yang's head and got off the rattan chair: "Let's go, I'll show you other places." ”
Her sudden indifference made him a little flustered, and he hurriedly got up to take her hand, but she didn't refuse, just lowered her eyes and glanced at him, and let him go.
This kind of Nuan Nuan who was obviously pulling him, but still felt so far away from her, made him not know what to do.