Liu Chengcheng saw that the river was turbulent at this time, and suddenly had a thought in his heart, it was better to leave now, seeing that Yan Qingyu was not very skilled in the water, if he left at this time, it should not be a big problem!

She glanced at Yan Qingyu quickly, and saw that he didn't notice his small movements, and was about to dive away along the direction of the river, but he didn't expect his wrist to be grabbed suddenly, Liu Chengcheng turned his head in shock, and saw him panting, not knowing when he had appeared in front of her.

"Liu Chengcheng! Don't try to run away! ”

Seeing the yin owl flashing in his eyes, Liu Chengcheng froze for a moment, she had known him for so long, she had never seen him look at her with this kind of eyes, and after weighing, Liu Chengcheng had to temporarily give up the idea of escaping from here, the water became more and more turbulent, and Liu Chengcheng only felt that his breathing was becoming more and more turbulent.

"Cheng Cheng! Let's get out of here first, the water level here is getting higher and higher, and I'm afraid that there will be danger then! ”

"Good! Let's go downstream in the direction of the flowing water! ”

It took a lot of effort for the two to go ashore, Liu Chengcheng sat on the ground as soon as he came ashore, panting constantly, Yan Qingyu sat next to her, supporting the ground with her hands back, watching the river become more and more turbulent, silent for a few seconds, and said: "Liu Chengcheng! Very few people in this place can escape from here, so don't think about running away or anything like that! ”

In order to make her even more desperate, Yan Qingyu paused and said, "As for Zhu Tianyi, don't even think that he will come here and rescue you!" ”

This time, Liu Chengcheng was extremely calm, she glanced at Yan Qingyu calmly, then turned her head to look at the turbulent river, and said for a long time: "I know, so you don't need to remind me a second time." ”

Yan Qingyu didn't speak, and when his clothes were almost dry, he stood up and looked around, there was a cave not far from Tian and them, Yan Qingyu glanced at Liu Chengcheng, bent down and patted her shoulder and said slowly: "It's not early, this place will be very cold at night, there is a cave over there, let's stay there for the time being tonight." ”

After speaking, Yan Qingyu walked directly to the cave, Liu Chengcheng was stunned for a few seconds, and then followed Yan Qingyu into the cave, it was dark inside, and he couldn't see his five fingers, Liu Chengcheng couldn't help but wonder how he managed to walk so smoothly in the dark alone.

"Yan... Feed! Can't you just light a fire? It's pitch black here, and you can't see anything, so you're not afraid of falling and getting hurt? ”

"You might as well call me by my name!" In the dark, the voice echoing in the cave was still familiar, but the person was no longer the same person as before, thinking of this, Liu Chengcheng couldn't help but sigh.

"What do you sigh for?"

As his voice fell, the whole cave suddenly became bright in the next second, and after being in darkness for a long time, he suddenly closed his eyes by the light of the lit fire.

When she opened her eyes again, Yan Qingyu was sitting opposite her and fiddling with the fire, seeing that she didn't answer for a long time, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but ask again, "Why did you sigh just now?" ”

"Nothing, just sighing."

Before this happened, she never imagined that one day the two of them would become like this, from good friends who used to talk about everything to suddenly become enemies, this feeling really made her not know what words to explain.

"Sigh what?"

Seeing that Yan Qingyu was like squeezing toothpaste, she said a word and asked him, Liu Chengcheng sighed, looked up at him, and asked: "What's going on with you today, this is not like the style you used to speak, in the past, you asked all the questions at one time, unlike now..."

As she spoke, she seemed to have thought of something, and laughed at herself: "Forget it, it's all in the past, what's the point of talking about it?" ”

Yan Qingyu didn't follow, threw a few sticks of firewood into the firewood pile that was about to be extinguished, and he continued: "I know you have a lot of things to ask me in your heart, since you have spoken of this today, why don't you open the skylight and say something, if you want to know something, you might as well ask directly." ”

Liu Chengcheng smiled, he was right, she had a lot of questions to ask, but when she really asked, she didn't know where to start.

"What? You don't have anything to ask me? Since you don't have one, go to bed early. ”

"I only have one thing I want to ask you, how true or false are the things you did to me before."

Lying on his side, a little bit true or false, many times he was also asking himself this question, which of the things he did for Liu Chengcheng were sincere, and which were just to achieve his own goals, and he did so many things that even he gradually forgot his original intention.

"To be honest, I don't know, at first I approached you with a purpose, and then slowly I didn't know if I was true or false to you, so you can have a standard for judging these in your own heart."

Liu Chengcheng smiled slightly, he was not too surprised by Yan Qingyu's words, although he had expected him to say such a thing in the future, but when he heard it with his own ears, he still felt a little uncomfortable.

Feeling that Liu Chengcheng's mood suddenly became depressed, Yan Qingyu took out a candy from her pocket and threw it over, and after catching it steadily, she glanced down at the candy in her hand, wondering what he meant.

"I still remember when the two of us didn't have anything to say, you took a piece of candy from me like this, and told me that it would become something to say, and you can try it this time."

The scene of those words flashed through her mind like a movie, and the more he talked about the past, the more sarcastic she felt.

"So far, there's nothing to try, but I don't understand, why are you killing people? Even if you have experienced despair before and want to kill someone to take revenge, then you should seek revenge from the person who should take revenge, why hurt the innocent? ”

Hearing Liu Chengcheng's words, Yan Qingyu couldn't help but smile bitterly, he used to think the same way, he just wanted to kill those who caused harm to him, and then let go of the world.

Everything is also developing as he expected, but I don't know when, more and more accidents interfere with the development of things, and now many things are out of his control.

He calmly ate a candy and was silent for a long time, as if he was thinking about how to tell Liu Chengcheng about it, until the sugar was completely melted, he slowly spoke, but he told her a story.

"Let me tell you a story, back then, because I was the illegitimate son of the families, I was destined to live in the dark from birth, and I was not recognized by the people of the family, so I never let go of any opportunity to prove myself, in order to be eager to be recognized by them, but gradually I found that no matter how hard I tried to prove myself, I would not exist in their eyes."

The firelight shone on his face, revealing a large shadow, and others could not see the expression on his face at the moment.

"It wasn't until later that the appearance of Zhu Tianyi completely shattered my previous concept, he was a cripple, but he could easily get the status and reputation that I couldn't get no matter how hard I tried, just because he was the eldest son of the family!"

"I am not willing to stay in the corner for the rest of my life, and in the end I am forgotten, so by chance, I met a person, he brought me into a very mysterious organization, where everyone is fair, if you want to get what you want, you can only rely on your own efforts, keep climbing up, that is the first time I am glad that they have insulted and blinded me for so many years, and because of this, I have exercised my spirit of hard work, which can make me stand out in a short period of time!"

Liu Chengcheng couldn't help frowning, she actually felt a trace of excitement from his words, but this excitement made her back cold.

"And then?"

"And then?" Yan Qingyu asked rhetorically, his words were full of sarcasm, "You also came out of that environment, you should know better than me, if you want to stand out in such an environment, in addition to relying on yourself, what else do you have to rely on!" ”

Liu Chengcheng couldn't help but think that at that time, in order to survive among hundreds of people, she had to kill her companions ruthlessly, and even climbed out of the pile of dead people step by step by stepping on the corpses of her companions.

"Of course I know, I have to rely on the corpses of my companions." She said leisurely, her voice sounding so hollow!

"Later, the organization saw that I was outstanding, and gradually began to let me take over the internal affairs of the organization, and by chance, I learned that the mission was related to the family, so I took over the task and returned to China, and when I came back to my senses, I found that I had not killed those people, and I had become a devil with blood on my hands."

After listening to Yan Qingyu, Liu Chengcheng didn't speak for a long time, and she felt very uncomfortable, even she didn't know whether it was Yan Qingyu's childhood experience or her previous self that she was uncomfortable with at this time.

"Since you know that your hands are covered with blood now, then why do you continue to kill people in the country!"

"Have you ever seen a murderous devil who will one day stop killing?"

The words exploded like a thunderbolt bomb in Liu Chengcheng's mind, she opened her eyes wide, looked at Yan Qingyu with a shocked expression, and couldn't believe that these words could come out of his mouth.

"Yan Qingyu, what are you talking about? What do you mean... The people you killed didn't have any reason at all, just to satisfy your desire to kill, right? ”

Putting Liu Chengcheng's shock into her eyes, a trace of sadness quickly crossed her face where she couldn't see, but it was soon gone, He shrugged his shoulders indifferently and smiled innocently.

"You can also think so, they all say that drugs can make people addicted, but you don't know that killing people can also make the devil addicted."

Liu Chengcheng stood up, as if he wanted to avoid the plague, he stayed away from Yan Qingyu, "Yan Qingyu, I really didn't expect that you would be this kind of person, you have done so many things that have lost your conscience, do you still have the heart!" Doesn't your conscience hurt! ”

"Conscience? Why didn't those people ask me if my conscience would hurt when they bullied me! I was a kid who didn't know anything! Why don't you ask them what I did wrong again to deserve them to do that to me! ”

Looking at the people who were close at hand, Liu Chengcheng was stunned, he was right, from his point of view, he was indeed a victim, so in this matter, she really did not have the qualifications to judge her at will.

"Forget it! Go to bed early! Breaking free of Yan Qingyu's grip on the hand, Liu Chengcheng lay next to the fire with his back to him, and the two of them had no sleep all night.