Chapter Twenty-Three: Mother and daughter confide in ♤ the new book for collection ♤
The sky was still cloudless, and the white lotus-like clouds wandered leisurely in the sky, slowly converging together, turning into the shape of fish scales.
Suddenly, a dark cloud rose in the west, and it walked quickly in the blue sky, and then several dark clouds floated in, close together, and the sun's rays were tightly obscured.
Cui Ping, the news that Bai Lian was recognized as a goddaughter by Zhao Tianming spread in the Zhao Mansion like fermented news, and the Zhao Mansion was surprised, and they all applauded the fate of the two sisters, and whispered in private: "These two girls are really blessed with great fortunes, and being able to be goddaughters in Zhao Mansion is a dream that many people dream of, but they can't do it, but these two simple and ordinary girls have done it, and they have been recognized by the lord and the lady, which is really commendable."
That night, Bai Lian still stayed in Mrs. Li Tianying's room to take care of Li Tianying, it was slowly getting dark, Li Tianying was still the same, energetic, ate the food sent by the next person, felt a little tired all over, went to bed to rest, and talked to Bai Lian for a while before resting.
Madame asked Bai Lian: "It has been more than ten years since Lian'er picked you up from the gate of Zhao Mansion.
You've grown from a little girl who could just talk to a big girl who is down-to-earth and generous, and it's time to explain everything to you.
There is a very important secret hidden in your background, which I have been hiding in my heart since I found out, and I have not told anyone about it, even your father, and I have hidden it from him, and I have not told him this secret.
You come to me, I will tell you this secret today, Li Tianying said to Bai Lian weakly.
Bai Lian walked to Li Tianying's side, lying on the edge of the bed, just like a three- or four-year-old child girl, innocently lying on the side of her mother's bed listening to her mother tell an animated story, listening quietly with expectant eyes and feeling it with her heart.
On that rainy day that year, when I picked you up at the gate of Zhao's mansion, in addition to wrapping your swaddling clothes, I also left two things, which I quietly hid and did not let anyone see.
My purpose in doing this is for your safety, for fear that others will not be able to protect you, so I hid these two objects and made it a secret that only I know in this world, so that maybe you will be safer.
I thought: "Since someone sent you to the door of the Zhao Mansion, I believe that there will be fate in the dark, but I don't know who the person who sent you here is, I have been thinking about this question for so many years, and in the end I still haven't found the answer, which is also the only thing I regret in my life" Mrs. Li Tianying said.
Bai Lian looked at Li Tianying suspiciously, choked up and said: "Mother, I don't want to know and I don't want you to know my life experience, no matter what the reason, my biological parents abandoned me and abandoned me in the heavy rain, I can live in this life, all thanks to the protection of your mother, in my heart there is only you as a mother, and there is no one else."
Li Tianying looked up at the window, the night had gradually fallen, and the light sneaking in from the window was disappearing little by little.
Light is always so short-lived, and when you haven't enjoyed it enough, it will disappear from you little by little, and finally you will never be able to find it again.
Li Tianying told Bai Lian that she was very depressed in her heart, looking at the poor child Bai Lian in front of her, as if she was a little similar to herself back then.
This is also the reason why she tried everything to save the White Lotus.
In fact, she, like Bai Lian, doesn't know how she came to this world.
In this life, except for the memories after she and Zhao Tianming met, the previous memories are all blank.
She also didn't know who she really was and where she came from.
But all this sorrow, who did she confide in, who would believe a person who didn't even have childhood memories.
Li Tianying thought about it: "Lonely tears flowed on her face.
In fact, she has always been lonely in her heart in this life, and she has a lot of questions, and she can't say it clearly.
Although her loving husband Zhao Tianming took care of her in every way, she vaguely felt that there was still a lot of helplessness and sadness in her heart, she wanted to say it but couldn't say it, she always felt that she was lonely and helpless in the world, and her heart was very lonely.
From the moment she saw Cui Ping, Li Tianying seemed to have found that feeling of déjà vu, but it was only fleeting.
Slowly the memory is blank again, she feels that she is very strange, sometimes even she can't say it clearly, of course, these are things that can't be told to the master, he won't believe it, in exchange for maybe a kind of blame.
After listening to Li Tian's earnest words, Bai Lian had already cried like a tearful child, and said while crying: "Mother, it turns out that you, like me, don't know how you came to this world, and unfortunately you don't even have the memory of your childhood.
Alas, why are we all so unlucky, so many people in the world, why does this bad fate happen to us? ”。
Li Tianying told Bailian that I feel that my time is running out, although I am getting better now, I can eat by myself, and I can walk on the ground, but I don't know how long this good situation can last.
What I said today, Lian'er, you must remember to keep it secret, don't tell anyone about these things, especially the mystery of your life experience, let alone let half of the people know.
Just as my father will not know my background, you will keep this secret forever until one day you leave this world.
You must remember that once some things are said, there is no way to undo them, after all, there are very few people who understand you, and a person who has not experienced the same pain as you cannot understand your feelings.
So don't expect others to understand you, you will never be able to understand, only hide your secrets in your heart, seal them forever, no longer think about it, no longer remember it, life is natural, and it will become perfect.
If you blindly immerse yourself in the memories of the past, you don't know how to go well in your future life? I don't know how to do it well, this is the sadness of memory.
Sometimes forgetting is always remembered to be strong, learning to dust the past, learning to forget, also requires more courage and confidence, and more needs to look forward to the better life of life.
The tears on Bai Lian's face dripped to the ground one by one, and she listened carefully to her mother's words, and remembered them word by word.
She nodded lightly: "Mother, you are the greatest mother in the world, I have remembered every word of yours, and I will not forget it in this life, so that all this will become a dusty memory for a long time, and it will no longer affect my life and my future."
Don't cry, child, be strong, come to your mother, I'll wipe your tears, Madame's spirit is obviously not as good as just now.
Bai Lian stood up and sat beside her mother, Li Tianying slowly stretched out her right hand and wiped the tears on Bai Lian's face over and over again.
Bai Lian also stretched out her left hand, wiping her tears for her mother, the mother-daughter love is deep, touching the heavens and the earth, the same is the end of the world, and meeting is the luckiest.
Li Tianying plucked up the courage and said, "Child, you take my key and put a yellow cloth bag in the second drawer of the third cabinet in my study, and you bring it to me intact."
Bai Lian, with a hmm, took the key from her mother's hand and came to her mother's study.
At her mother's request, she opened the second drawer of the third cabinet, and in the drawer there was a yellow cloth bag with a little yellow color, and the contents were tightly wrapped in yellow, and nothing could be seen at all.
Bai Lian picked up the yellow cloth bag, walked out of the study, and walked straight to her mother's bedroom.
I vaguely felt footsteps behind me, but when I looked back, it was pitch black and I couldn't see anything.
As she walked, she heard footsteps behind her again, and she subconsciously turned around suddenly, still not seeing any trace.
I secretly thought in my heart, what's wrong tonight, why is there such a strange thing.