This 20-storey hospital complex stands in the dark, suppressing the soul and twitching the heart.

Wang Ting stood on the window edge of the fifteenth floor, and with a wave of her hand, a white banner fluttered down from the fifteenth floor.

She looked blank and turned her head to Xiao Mo who was standing at the door and said.

"That night, Zhu Dahai fell down when he leaned over to look at this banner."

"What's on the banner?"

"It doesn't matter what it is now, the important thing is that Zhu Dahai took the path he should have taken. The only regret is that the day came too late. ”

"Can you tell us why?"

Wang Ting's eyes flashed with tears: "Debts, Zhu Dahai owes me and my mother debts, and I can't afford to pay anything except my life." ”

The girl jumped so unexpectedly that she didn't have time to give anyone a chance to react, and jumped off the windowsill, the white banner fluttering around her, dancing a poignant elegy.

Xiao Mo pounced and stretched out his hands, but didn't catch anything.

The fire air cushion downstairs was only halfway inflated, and the girl fell onto the air cushion with a dull sound, and a blood-colored flower slowly bloomed under her.

A piece of paper on the windowsill rose with the night breeze and fluttered down, and it even fell to the girl's side.

Confessions for Girls:

Fifteen years ago, the summer in the small town was hot, and I remember that the sunset that day was particularly beautiful, drawing a beautiful fire cloud on the horizon.

I was writing my summer homework with my classmates on the stone table in the shade of the trees downstairs in the community, and there were a lot of Milan planted in the green belt of the community, and the aroma of Milan was so good that even the mood of the people was happy.

However, this joy did not last long, and when a math problem got stuck, a neighbor came to me and told me that something had happened to my mother.

There were a lot of people gathered downstairs in our house that day.

To be exact, a group of people watching the hilarity.

When I looked at the roof, the buildings in the small town were not too high, and they would not exceed ten floors in the sky.

Our building has five floors, and my family lives on the fifth floor, and there is a rooftop above it.

There was a man standing on the edge of the rooftop, the fiery clouds were shining in people's eyes, and I saw that the woman in the printed dress on a white background was a little familiar.

Then, I called Mom.

When I ran to the roof, my mom looked at me with tears streaming down her eyes, said a word, and jumped off without hesitation.

She said: "Tingting, I'm leaving, don't blame Mom, Mom really can't live." ”

I leaned on the edge of the roof and looked down, and my mother's white printed dress was blooming with red flowers.

My mom was a stupid woman who lived only for men all her life, and she didn't think about how her eight-year-old daughter would survive after she was gone.

Is it not good for people to live? But she felt that without that man, the world would collapse. I supervised her to drink the medicine she got back from the doctor every day, and I couldn't stop her from wanting to die.

In fact, she might as well die.

But I'm afraid, she's dead, what should I do? I'm going to be a momless kid.

She used to yell at me, "If you don't let me die, you let that man come back." ”

That man is Zhu Dahai.

My mother's appearance was not bad when she was young, she worked as a salesperson in a department store, according to her later every day, Zhu Dahai said, when he saw my mother for the first time in the mall, he was fascinated by her unique style, and there was a feeling of not seeing each other for a day.

My mother believed it very much, and she got along with Zhu Dahai as soon as she came and went.

Zhu Dahai is compared to my honest father, who looks very bad, gambles, and is so poor that he is the only one left.

It's like one in the sky and one on the ground.

My mother couldn't stand Zhu Dahai's money and sweet words, and was soon taken down by Zhu Dahai.

My ugly-looking poor father, who has nothing, but his temper is much more dignified than his shoehorn face.

said that he would not divorce if he was killed, and he would not be cheap Zhu Dahai.

In fact, he told people in private.

"Lao Tzu has been blessed for eight lifetimes, so that he can get a fairy-like wife, how can the duck in her hand let her fly?"

But his stubborn temper failed to withstand Zhu Dahai's money offensive, and he was taken down after three strikes and five divisions.

He took a sum of money and left us two away.

Zhu Dahai entered the room in a grand manner and became my mother's man.

But Zhu Dahai is a married man, and it is said that the women in the family are amazing. That's why he can't give my mom name.

My mom is a stupid woman, saying she doesn't need anything, as long as this man can be by her side.

My mother and I have lived a life of fine clothes and food for two years, including the five-story house that Zhu Dahai also gave them.

But under the aura of money, we still paid some price, there are always some old ladies pointing fingers behind my back, and even when I was at school, there were little boys who whispered behind my back and scolded my mother shamelessly.

I'm not a weak girl, so I hit the boy on the spot until his nose bleeds.

My mom often told me, "Go your own way and let others tell me to go." ”

She was very relaxed when she said it, and she seemed to be very open-minded, but in fact, she was a woman with a tendon.

Slowly, this woman lost her charm and freshness in Zhu Dahai's eyes.

Zhu Dahai came to the house less and less, and finally he didn't even come again.

I heard that he had a new woman outside, and that woman was prettier and younger than my mother.

My mother washed her face with tears all day long, and then went to Zhu Dahai's company to find him and beg him to come back.

The more humble a woman lives, the more men look down on you.

The woman had driven herself to a dead end, and her expression began to flicker.

I found Zhu Dahai and asked him to be responsible for my mother.

I still remember what Zhu Dahai said to me.

He said: "Tingting, when you grow up, you will know, men and women, there are only things that you are willing to do, and there are no irresponsible things." ”

He wasn't particularly bad, and he paid a doctor to come to my home to see my mother, and the doctor said that my mother had a psychological problem.

Neighbors said my mom had a nervous disorder.

is such a neurotic woman, she can't think about it, and ended her young life for that flowery man.

After my mom left, my gambling ghost dad came back, and he might as well not come back.

A few days after he returned, even the home we lived in was not our own.

Fortunately, I kept some eyes on it and left a bank card that Zhu Dahai used to treat my mother with my grandmother.

In this way, I have to finish college, and it is not easy for me to find a job after graduating from this third-rate university.

After looking for half a year, the job has not yet been found.

It was my grandmother who gave me the idea, she said, you might as well go to Zhu Dahai, for your mother's sake, he may be able to find you a decent job.