After Du Lin had already left, Lin Qingrou stared blankly at the door that had been closed, only then did she realize what had happened, and you realized how hurtful your actions just now were, but these have already happened, and there is no way to change anything.

She suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, she was laughing at herself, she couldn't control her emotions. is also laughing at himself for getting things to the point where he has done it with his own strength, not laughing at the things that he always thought he was familiar with and mastered have become so illusory.

Lin Qingrou sat alone in the living room, and sat for a long, long time......

The place where they live is very big, so big that Lin Qingrou feels that this place is terrible, she didn't think so when she first came, but now she has such an idea, maybe because the surroundings are too empty this time. When there is no one in a room, it is really the emptiest time in the room.

Lin Qingrou suddenly had the urge to cry, she seemed to be unable to do anything, and always hurt the people around her. But the more she wants to do some things, the worse she gets. She really wanted to be good, but she didn't know why things had suddenly turned out like this.

She nestled herself in a corner of the couch, buried her head in her knees, and wrapped her arms around herself, as if the gesture would give him a little comfort. Now this temperature is not very cold, but Lin Qingrou still feels very cold and cold, and there is no temperature at all.

When she felt that she was about to lose her emotions, she finally picked up her mobile phone and dialed a number, and the other end of the phone quickly answered the phone, "Hey, Qingrou, why are you calling me at this time?" This early in the morning. Song Miao obviously didn't know about the current situation.

Lin Qingrou didn't know how to speak for a while, her body was trembling slightly, and her emotions were also collapsing little by little after hearing this familiar voice. It's just that Song Miao didn't hear any movement on his side, and he was a little puzzled, "Hey? Soft? Why don't you speak? Did you make the wrong call and accidentally hit it? ”

Lin Qingrou couldn't control her crying a little anymore, and after taking a deep breath, she said it in a trembling voice, "Miao Miao......" After saying this name, she couldn't say it anymore, she actually didn't know what she should say, and now her mood was really bad, and she really couldn't control it.

Song Miao panicked all of a sudden, when you heard that crying, her mind went blank for a moment, she was stunned for a moment, and then said in a panic, "What's wrong?" What's going on? Why do you sound like this? What the hell is going on? Where are you? What about Du Zeming? ”

Song Miao really couldn't see Lin Qingrou sad, so when she heard such a voice come out, she stood up

Ma had forgotten that she liked to ask a bunch of questions like this in her panic.

Lin Qingrou had long been accustomed to Song Miao's appearance, so she didn't feel very strange, and casually picked a question that she thought was important to answer, "We quarreled." ”

"What?!" This is undoubtedly news that shocked Song Miao, after all, these two people have always had such a good relationship, and even this time they came out on vacation, how could they suddenly quarrel? Song Miao couldn't figure this out at all, "Why are you arguing?" ”

"It's a long story, I don't know how to tell you......" Lin Qingrou's voice is a little trembling now, she seems to be really difficult to control her emotions, it is difficult to pretend that nothing has happened, the same communication with Song Miao, really in front of her best friend, she will never be able to hide her emotions.

When a person is vulnerable, he will habitually look for support, and Lin Qingrou is naturally no exception. And at this moment, her biggest reliance is Song Miao. Although before this, her biggest reliance should be Du Zeming, but now he is the party to this incident.

"Don't worry, where are you now? Are you left alone? By the way, what about Linlin? Where is Linlin? Is he still up yet, or is he with you? Song Miao thought that maybe this little guy could comfort Lin Qingrou for her first.

But what Song Miao didn't know was that they had just finished a quarrel just now, although it wasn't a quarrel, but it was still unhappy.

So Lin Qingrou was also stunned for a moment, did not answer, and seemed to be deliberately avoiding this topic, "Where are you?" Do you have any plans for today? If you don't have a plan......"

"There must be no plan, today's plan is to accompany you." It's already at this time, even if Song Miao really has any plans, she will give in for Lin Qingrou, "Don't worry, the two of us are not far apart, you wait for an hour or two, I should be able to arrive, don't be cranky during this time, sleep by yourself first." ”

Lin Qingrou, you only realized at this time that the other party came here to play, and he was also with his boyfriend, so he couldn't help but hesitate, "Is there really no plan?" Does the Dao Li already have a plan with you? Am I bothering you like this? ”

"No, no, the two of us have been here for so many days, and we have already finished playing the places where we should play, the most important thing now is to go over and accompany you, you don't have to think nonsense, you didn't bother me at all, how can there be anything in the relationship between the two of us that disturbs or not."

Lin Qingrou is really glad that she can have such a friend, if no one is by her side at such a time, she really doesn't know what to do, "Miao."

Miao, thank you. Lin Qingrou knew that she rarely shed tears, but she didn't know why, the tears only swirled in her eyes, but she couldn't shed anything.

After Song Miao heard this, she pretended to be angry on the other end of the phone, "Are you really angry when you say this again?" Where can we talk about anything between the two of us, technology, you have to tell me, do you want to treat me as your friend? ”

"Okay, okay, can't I stop talking?" Lin Qingrou could only compromise in the end, after all, she also realized that this kind of polite words were actually not suitable for saying at such a time, although she was really grateful to Song Miao in her heart.

"Okay, then you can stay fine. I'll call you when I get there, and then you can send me your hotel address first. After Song Miao finished speaking, he looked at the clock on the wall, and then hurriedly explained, "Or you go to sleep first, and then wake you up when I arrive." ”

It's not too late at this time, strictly speaking, it's quite early, so Song Miao wants to let Lin Qingrou go to sleep first, after all, when he is asleep, it is the quietest time for a person's brain, and it is not easy to think cranky at that time.

"I can't sleep, just wait for you to come over, it's okay, you don't have to be too anxious, pay attention to safety on the road." Lin Qingrou's voice really doesn't have any strength now, all her strength seems to have been used up just now, and now she can't make herself have any vitality at all.

Song Miao was really worried about Lin Qingrou's appearance, "Don't, you just go sleep for a while, if you stay like this alone, I'll be worried, okay?" ”

"It's okay, it's not as serious as you think, I just can't control my emotions for a while," Lin Qingrou couldn't find any other reason besides using this reason to make up for herself, now her mind is really chaotic and chaotic, as if the inner world is covered with a thick layer of fog, and she can't find an exit.

There is not a single street lamp in sight in the dark night, not a single lighthouse in the vast sea, and the high mountains are surrounded by cliffs. This is Lin Qingrou's current state, she doesn't know what kind of place she should go, and she always feels that no matter which direction she goes, it is a point of no return.

Du Zeming has become a general direction in her life, but now this direction makes her feel lost. It's as if you've been sticking to this goal all along, and suddenly it's gone. Or maybe all of a sudden, you realize that everything you insist on is wrong.

"Don't worry, we'll be over. Our cities are next to each other, so if I go over, it should be very fast, and going out at this time should not catch up with the rush hour...... bar. "Okay, its realization is now at the peak of work, but Song Miao, you are really trying your best to think of words to comfort Lin Qing

Soft.

"It's okay to take your time, I'm not in a hurry." Lin Qingrou really didn't know what she was thinking now, her mind was in a daze, there was no way to have an independent thinking, and she didn't even realize what she meant by these words, "Remember to pay attention to An." ”

In fact, this sentence was what Song Miao wanted to say to Lin Qingrou, now that Lin Qingrou has no one around her, and she has just experienced such a quarrel, listening to her voice, her emotions are not very stable, this is what really worries Song Miao, so she is so anxious to want to pass.

"I will, if you really can't sleep, it's okay to watch movies or something, or watch some variety shows, sketches, etc., anyway, don't let yourself be idle." Song Miao was really heartbroken.

(End of chapter)

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