Chapter 13: I'm going to see you

To be a man, you must always learn to believe, no faith, no difference from salted fish, try to patiently contact some interesting souls around you, don't give a chance, don't always complain!

"Yes." Ben Qing proudly raised his head and looked at Chen Youan, his eyes flew out of smugness, and his expression was as if he had won an award. The spring breeze blows through the long hair, spreading warmth and brightness on the beach, creating a different scene from the sea in the distance.

"It must be beautiful." Youan is very familiar with this kind of smile, and it is really beautiful.

"It's super beautiful!"

"Can you tell me?"

"I won't tell you! Jingjing, you like to write in your spare time, if one day I suddenly tell you on a whim, can you help me write a story? Ben Qing looked at Chen Youan with some expectation.

“...”

"Quietly told you everything?" You'an was a little embarrassed, at his level, he looked helpless. He knows his own business. When I was in college before, I joined the poetry club, and he wrote essays in the poetry club to pick up girls, and a lot of embarrassing things happened.

"Ahem, cough~! What else was said? All that was said? He thought about it carefully, his fingers pretended to tremble and curled up reluctantly to point at Benqing, wanting to say something, but he couldn't make a sound.

"I know everything." Benqing replied playfully, she was a little curious, what was the secret that could make You'an so uneasy.

"You know it, there's not much to say." Chen Youan spread his hands, with a helpless expression on my face.

"Chen Youan, have you ever been a spare tire?" Ben Qing turned to look at Chen Youan and said.

Chen Youan was speechless, and he was speechless for a while, this girl blindly loved to ask some messy questions, how could he accept it!

"Why do you always ask some inexplicable questions! Can you communicate well? ”

"Is that there? In fact, there is nothing wrong with being a spare tire or tool man. Benqing laughed.

"And how many tool men do you have?" Chen Youan asked curiously, Benqing is so beautiful, there must be a lot of people chasing her.

"Many, many, many!" Benqing was happy, his eyes sparkling.

“...”

But after a while, Ben Qing's face fell, "But they are not around." ”

It's over, this expression is simply amazing, and I look regretful! There is peace of mind with contempt.

"Bell bell bell! ~"Ben Qing pressed the phone number that was dialed repeatedly.

"Won't you take it?"

"Tool man?" Youan asked curiously.

"Don't you see I'm busy? I don't have time to answer the phone. Ben Qing glanced at You'an, thinking that this person was still quite nosy.

"Want to listen?" Benqing asked.

"A must!"

"Don't! Chen Youan, I want to tell you not to like everything too much, because sooner or later you will not like it. "Benqing has always felt that as long as he goes first, he doesn't have to be the person who was left behind, and he wants to be a free and easy person, but if he is not careful, he inadvertently hurts many people.

"You know, in the past, I rarely felt guilty, and I was not easy to be soft-hearted, and I always had a concept - they didn't love me enough, and they must love me the most. But in fact, you know what? Ben Qing glanced at You'an.

"Know what?" You'an lowered her head and played with the sand, but her ears were listening carefully.

In fact, there is no long-term entanglement, everyone is a dragonfly, he is a wave, a slight ripple, but he can never turn over the stormy waves. You know why? Benqing said, holding the sand in his hand and watching it slide off his fingertips.

"I don't know~!"

You'an rolled his eyes and slandered in his heart, not because the other party was not handsome enough, didn't have enough money, and wasn't good enough for you. In the name of beauty, I can't find the right person, of course, I have peace of mind and think about these words.

"By the way, Chen Youan, is there such a person around you, who has been silently paying for you, but rarely asks for anything in return." Benqing asked.

Chen You'an, after thinking about it, familiar faces were excluded, and finally froze on a picture.

"Maybe."

"I know a guy I've known for years. Every time I'm sad and sad, I sometimes feel like he likes me, I wait for him, but he doesn't do anything. Benqing continued.

Sometimes it's too humble and wrong, and I won't be happy, but I can't persuade him, and sometimes I say don't contact him, but the other party often submits defeat without a bottom line! In the end, I still can't not contact you, or will take the initiative, if I don't care about you so much, why should I be so entangled in these emotions?

"He went back today. Sent me a lot of messages, saying that I was leaving Lucheng. He kept calling me to have a final meal, but I didn't agree. Benqing shook his phone, a little absent-minded.

"You're so ruthless!" There are some exaggerated movements to mediate the slightly awkward atmosphere.

Oh people! Over and over again, I always feel the best if I can't ask for it, but you don't see it clearly, she is not the moonlight you can catch, she is the miasma and fog in the devil's forest that can't be dissolved, and she can't get close.

The right person is called persistence, and the wrong person is called obsessed.

"Let's go, big sister! Aren't you going to eat? It's also grinding and chirping. Seeing this, You'an had to change the topic and continue, this master couldn't say that the tears would fall.

She was still a little emotional, but when You'an said this, her emotions were interrupted all of a sudden.

This person is so annoying, he is so uninteresting. deserves to have a girlfriend for so long.

"I have sent some presumptuous words in the past few days, please forgive me."

As the two walked, You'an turned her head to look at her, she knew what You'an meant, and You'an also hoped to break the unruly image in the other party's heart before.

She listened silently, her eyes staring into the distance, and she did not speak, and the atmosphere suddenly became awkward again.

"And don't pay attention to Ang Lee's words, he wants to match anyone when he sees it. I'm used to it. "Youan felt that it was still necessary to explain. He felt that he was not that kind of person in the first place. It's just some inferiority complex to cover up some things.

She listened carefully to You'an's explanation, and You'an continued:

"It's just that sometimes, I just want to say something nice and create something to talk about. I used to add people to chat, and they all sent the word hello. There's basically no follow-up.,I don't really know what the reason is.,Obviously the other party has read it.,But I just don't reply to the message.。 Youan explained awkwardly.

The sea breeze caressed, Ben Qing smiled slightly, looked at You'an with a reddish face, and looked at the man in front of him carefully, some short stature can be regarded as a minus. But there still seem to be some advantages, so she was absorbed in her thoughts.

This brief silence makes Yuan anxious, and in the last few days, he has discovered something more interesting than the game, and this feeling seems to go back in time, it is hidden in the depths of memory.

"Poof! It's not that exaggerated! ”

Ben Qing smiled, his eyes under his long eyelashes seemed to be warm, and he said softly:

"And if you meet someone in the future, then you have to meet it!"

After speaking, she lifted her shoes and trotted on the beach against the sea breeze, splashing water and flowers like water hibiscus, this moment is very beautiful.