Chapter 861: Crossing the Sea of People and Finding You
Mu Lin'er felt that if she had a choice, she would definitely not choose Bai Nanchun.
Baek Nam-soon is her client, and they have been in contact with it for more than two years, almost three years.
Compared with her other male clients, her impression of Baek Nam Soon is indeed a little better, and it can even be said that it is very good.
A female executive who is doing a vague deal with her boss meets a single man who is gentle and polite, good-looking, and calm and moderate, and it is almost impossible to say that she does not have some ideas.
But Mu Lin'er often felt that if she just met Bai Nanchun, without Su Zhonghai's stubble, with her proud personality, she might not look up to Bai Nanchun a few points.
Many things really need to be compared, and after comparison, it can appear that a person is getting better and better, so good that they can make their hearts move.
For example, now, she has finally gotten rid of Su Zhonghai, Qi Yao said that she can pursue a life of her own again, but she still feels that it is too difficult.
She got rid of Su Zhonghai, but she didn't get rid of the sharpness and obscurity in her bones, she used to go down the evil path, and she could blame an ex who had disappeared from her life for a few years.
And now? Can she think so selfishly? A few years have passed, everyone has a new life, who still remembers the ridiculous sincerity of the young youth, even if they remember, except for a few words of silent and sad emotion after being drunk, what is left?
It's all gone, she's twenty-seven, not seventeen that year.
So when she faced Bai Nanchun again, she was actually afraid in her heart, she thought that if Baek Nanchun treated her as gently and elegantly as before, she would probably never dare to take that step.
But no, for various reasons, Baek Nam-soon took the initiative to enter her life, enveloping her with a vague ambiguity.
She didn't even have time to refuse, because he had such a good grasp of proportion.
It's like a hunter who lures animals, luring her to get closer to the trap step by step, and by the time she reacts, it's too late.
So there was a "plop-" sound, and she fell.
She began to struggle, to climb out, to break free, to leave, but to no avail.
Baek Nam-soon appeared in her life like a shadow, he tore off his suave coat and became fierce and domineering, forcing her to accept it in an undeniable way.
Accept his presence, accept that he is already in her world.
Mu Lin'er knew deeply that she couldn't do anything about this man, and the previous so-called struggles were extremely ridiculous and even naΓ―ve.
Bai Nam-soon looked at her like a prey that had already been in his hands, and he never thought that she would escape this possibility.
For nearly three years, she regarded him as a customer, and he, what did he treat her as?
Mu Lin'er sometimes thinks, in fact, she can still refuse.
Even if that man is bound to win, but the person is her own, can she not control herself?
How patient he is? She doesn't accept it, even if she is strong, she just doesn't accept having a normal relationship with him, what can he do?
Kill her? He won't.
Just as she once couldn't do anything about the man who betrayed her, she also especially wanted to see that the other person couldn't do anything about herself.
If she was still a little girl in her early twenties, or if she could still navigate the world of emotions a little, if not a little, she would probably do it......
However, she is twenty-seven, and many of the twenty-seven-year-old women are married, wives, mothers, and even children are in kindergarten and elementary school.
Does she still have the strength to toss? Is there still that capital to toss?
Moreover, what is the difference between tossing a man who may have a sincere heart for you even if it is 1 in 10,000 years and the man you hated back then?
She was tired, and in the past twelve years, she had spent seven years putting her youth on a meaningless man, and she would spend more than five years in the next five years to hate that meaningless man......
She made a mess of her life and almost ruined herself......
She was tired, really tired, no matter how much she quibbled, no matter how sharp her teeth were, no matter how bright she disguised, she was really tired......
And around her, there is a Bai Nanchun who she can't get rid of, but it is clearly suitable for her to live temporarily......
Even if it was greed, selfishness, or even a gamble, she wanted to give it a try.
She had imagined all kinds of possibilities, and the worst outcome was probably to be let down again, but she should not have the strength to hate it for more than five years.
It is said that the feelings of adults will hurt their muscles and bones casually, and people like her who are about to break their souls into scum still care about what muscles and bones?
I don't care anymore.
Also, I don't want to care anymore.
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When Liang Yu returned to his rental house, he found that Gu Shaoqing was not on the bed in the bedroom, but sitting on the sofa in the living room.
He was flipping through a magazine, saw Liang Yu, stood up and walked over, just stretched out his arms, Liang Yu's soft body had already gotten into his arms.
Gu Shaoqing rubbed her soft hair and asked, "What's wrong?" Not happy? β
Liang Yu shook his head in his arms: "It's not, it's just a little ...... Feel it. β
Liang Yu and Qi Yao both saw that Mu Lin'er's decision to "give it a try" tonight was really a failure after careful consideration.
This should be a good thing, but Liang Yu doesn't know why, it's just that his heart is heavy.
Mu Lin'er is much more mature and stable than her and Qi Yao in terms of dealing with people, and naturally she is also emotional.
Qi Yao was still looking forward to the beautiful love that would come one day as scheduled, but Mu Lin'er seemed to have seen through a lot and wanted to choose a peace.
Yes, it's a good thing that she wants to give it a try with Baek Nam-chun, but her mentality is not very good.
Gu Shaoqing reached out and hugged her directly, Liang Yu didn't stop her, and the whole person was carried to the bed in the bedroom by him.
When her back was leaning on the soft pillow, Gu Shaoqing gently held her hand and said in a low voice, "Do you believe in fate?" β
Liang Yu nodded, naturally believing it, between her and Gu Shaoqing, she felt that it was the arrangement of fate, and it was fate that sent Gu Shaoqing to her and became the only light source to guide her in the lost world.
Gu Shaoqing smiled and said, "Actually, I have always felt that what really makes a person get true feelings is not how good the person you meet, but how good you are...... No matter what has happened to you - an unfair fate, a wrong heart, or anything else - as long as you keep your original intention unchanged and still strive to be a good self, then one day, there will be that very good person, stepping on the moonlight, stepping through the mountains and rivers, crossing the sea of people, and finding your ......"
Liang Yu's eyes trembled slightly, and he heard Gu Shaoqing say again: "For example, this is how I found you." β