257 How desperate I am

"Is there anything else Lang wants to do?"

Murong Yu looked at her, his eyes were narrow, and he shook his head lightly: "No, everything is enough." ”

Jing Xi leaned into his arms and thought, "Why don't I make you a set of clothes?" ”

"But I've got enough clothes to wear."

"But I made none of them for you."

"Will you?"

"Are you laughing at my female celebrity?"

"It's not a mockery, I just don't want you to embarrass yourself."

"yes," Jing Xi smiled, "I can't make any nice clothes, but I can still sew a pair of socks." ”

Murong Yu nodded.

"I have already asked Yaoshan to prepare jade materials and knives, Ming let's pick one together and choose the most suitable one to make a seal for Xiangyun."

……

In the evening, Mrs. Sheng came to invite Jing Xi in person, and the two confessed his identity to Sheng Yuan.

Sheng Yuan's kid was a little stunned after hearing this.

He has been living with the Sheng family all these years.

Now he suddenly told him that the family he had been living with was not really a relative.

This scared the eight-year-old, but when he heard that he had a father, and that he missed him too, he had some anticipation.

Because only he knows how envious he felt when he saw his cousins being picked up by his own father.

So he didn't know what to do, he didn't know what choice to make.

Just ask for advice from the grandmother who loves him the most on weekdays.

Mrs. Sheng took Sheng Yuan in her arms and rubbed it: "Okay, it's good that you know that there is such a thing, let's go out and play with my younger brothers and sisters." ”

After sending Sheng Yuan away, Mrs. Sheng sighed and said to Jing Xi:

"The child is still too old, and I see that he himself is also very confused. But people have roots after all, so I think it's better to find someone who will let the child meet his own father. ”

Jing Xi nodded: "That's fine, I'll go to Ji's house again." ”

"Invite them over to the house, and I'll have a good talk with them. I also saw Murong Gongzi just now......"

Mrs. Sheng couldn't help but sigh again: "You can leave Sheng Yuan's affairs to me, I'm just afraid that the kid doesn't have much time left." ”

Jing Xi smiled and mumbled.

……

When Jing Xi walked out of the Sheng family's courtyard, it was already dark, and every household around him lit a healing fire.

The courtyard of his own house is no exception, but Murong Yu's courtyard next door is deserted, and there is not even a lantern hanging at the main entrance.

Jing Xi felt that it seemed that everyone who saw Murong Yu had a sympathy in their eyes.

Xiangyun is reminding her, and Grandma Sheng is also reminding her, as if someone is telling her all the time:

Murong Yu is about to die, he is about to die, you have to cherish the last moment.

She knows, she knows.

But I don't want to listen to it over and over again.

Suddenly I didn't want to go home, I didn't want my family to see me like this.

Because of my current self, I don't have to look in the mirror to know that I must be very sad.

When she is so mournful, she just wants to find a place to hide and come out when she can laugh.

Walking through the street, there is a tavern around the corner. 2. The first release of the school network

She rarely goes alone, but she has taken Fang Duruo twice to the hostess there, where the lady is very humane, and the wine is not bad, and there are many types.

Buy something more expensive when you want to get drunk, and buy something cheaper when you don't want to get drunk.

Instead of going home, she went straight to the tavern.

He didn't even look back at the sound of horses' hooves behind him.

Sheng Tingle stopped his horse.

He sat on the back of the horse and silently watched Jing Xi's back as he drifted away.

……

The proprietress of the tavern knew Jing Xi, because she once asked Jing Xi to see a doctor for his children in the middle of the night.

Seeing Jing Xi coming over today, he even set aside Ling Er and personally stepped forward to serve, with a very earnest attitude

Jing Xi asked for a pot of spirits.

But the proprietress saw that she came alone, no matter how powerful she was, no matter how respectable she was, it was also a woman.

The proprietress simply persuaded: "Doctor Jing, I'll be cheeky and say a few more words today, the wine you ordered is strong, and drinking too much will hurt your body."

Who has never encountered one or two difficult things in this life, gritted his teeth and carried it over, wine is a good thing, but you still drink something not so good, a few new jars of rice wine in the store, you try it? ”

Jing Xi nodded: "It's okay, thank you." ”

It's so late, she came alone, and it's not good to go back with a drunken body.

The proprietress went to fetch wine herself, and deliberately did not fill the wine jug.

Jing Xi drank wine in his mouth, but tears couldn't help but pop up from his eyes.

The proprietress has been paying attention to Jingxi, seeing her like this, the proprietress couldn't bear it, so she put down the account book and abacus and walked over.

"Doctor Jing, what's wrong with you?"

Jing Xi put down the wine glass and hastily wiped a handful of tears: "It's okay, I didn't do much, it's just that the wine in your store is a little spicy." ”

How did the proprietress not know that she was lying, she had never heard that rice wine could make people cry.

"Doctor Jing, you have to take care of yourself."

"I know, I know, the people I care about want me to be okay, so I'll take care of myself."

The proprietress stretched out, a little hesitant at first, but finally gently patted Jingxi's on it.

"It's going to be okay, everything is going to be fine."

Jing Xi has always been with Murong Yu, and he has no place to cry.

Because he had her by his side, he didn't dare to cough up blood easily, he endured it so hard.

But why not?

"I also endured so hard, I was really uncomfortable, but I couldn't anyone, he was already very bitter, I couldn't let him worry about me anymore."

That is, sitting opposite was a stranger who was not very familiar, and Jing Xi dared to say such a thing.

At that time, I thought that my parents were omnipotent, and that no matter what I wanted, they could make it happen for me. They're all very good doctors, and when things happen,

I even kept begging in my heart. My mom and dad, please save him, how desperate I am, this is something that can't happen,

Even if they were with me, they wouldn't be able to save him. I should have a lot of years to live in this world, and I want to give him half more, I really want to do that.

But no one can help me, who can help me? What am I going to do? What exactly should I do? ”

Jing Xi lay on the table, and her tears couldn't be stopped at all.

The proprietress opened her mouth, but she didn't say a word. The fastest updated 2 learning network ~~~2~~x~~

In this world, birth, old age, sickness and death are cycles, and when time comes, no one can stop it.

She thought that Dr. Jing must be about to lose someone very important.

The proprietress sighed lightly and hugged Jingxi: "Cry, tears are flowing out, and my heart is not so bitter." ”