Chapter 4: First Sight
Before the ambiguity happens, anyone can feel in control of their emotions and emotions. There are times when people have difficulty controlling themselves.
Early in the morning of Saturday, You'an still rushed to the company to work overtime, You'an's company is a traditional enterprise, the offline real economy has been operating for more than ten years, in the boom of the Internet, the enterprise is currently in the transition stage, the friction and collision between traditional thinking and Internet thinking are everywhere.
996, a word that everyone hates, seems to represent a kind of decay or oppression. In this way, the big and small week strategy began to be implemented this month, and most of the company's employees are very opposed to it, and some young colleagues are doing some struggles, but for people like You'an, who have experienced all kinds of winds and waves, punch in and go to work. There will be no change in the schedule.
When it was almost five o'clock in the afternoon, You'an remembered that Li An and Jingjing had arranged a meeting in the evening, You'an touched his chin, and his heart was a little strange.
"Is this a legendary blind date?" Thinking of this, Youan couldn't help but smile. He picked up the phone and dialed Ang Lee.
"Little plums. Yesterday you said you were going to introduce me to my sister paper? Do you still talk and count? Youan said, dialing the phone.
"Are you here or not, Jingjing has already gone grocery shopping. There's your favorite stir-fried beef with crab and kale! On the other end of the phone, Ang Lee's voice was busy and impatient in the kitchen.
"Good, good! I'll go over when I get off work. Youan clenched his fists to indicate victory, and I have to say that he still has some expectations in his heart. After all, he has been single for a long time. Even if there is someone living in a corner of my heart.
From past experience, since that incident, every time there is a group gathering, there is an attendance, he must be the one who is far away from the crowd and drinks alone in a place.
To tell the truth, You'an is still not confident in himself, some external manifestations are often self-disguise, in recent years, You'an has learned to hide himself more and more, when you get older and older, find that women are still good in social reality, before he would comfort the girls around him to find a one he likes, good for himself, slowly, with the growth of experience, his thinking has changed, can not blame those so-called snobbish women, on the contrary, Youan also appreciates those women with strong desires.
You'an stepped on the point to clock out of work, and he looked down at his phone. Walk to the bus stop with slippers. The bus in Lucheng is not difficult to wait, and you will get on the bus after a while.
Saturday's bus is like a wild horse off the leash, Sahuan'er is on the road, you have to hold on to the handrail of the car tightly, in order to make yourself stable, You'an saw a girl standing diagonally opposite him, a white dress in the light outside the car staggered and shining, very beautiful.
When the gaze rested on her again, it turned out to be her. At this time, there seemed to be some mysterious power in his heart, and he kept telling him that he had missed her last time. This encounter must be fate. Youan hurriedly withdrew his gaze, he was afraid that he would not be able to control himself.
"I don't want it." The more he wanted to get to know her, there was always a voice echoing in his head.
Want?
As long as she walks out the door this time, maybe she will never see each other again?
If she is someone he knows, how nice it would be, or a colleague at work, even if there is a little intersection, Youan will be satisfied.
There is no connection between them, they can't find any intersections, maybe the next stop is never to see each other, Youan still can't take that step, he really wants to say to the other party: "Can you add a number?" ”
Maybe when you really face her, you won't be able to say a word.
"Daning Station, it's time to get ready, please move the passengers who want to get off the train to the back compartment and get ready to get off." The aunt who sells bus tickets, her voice sounded at the right time. She began to walk backwards.
Is she going to get out of the car? Youan's heart seemed to be twisted.
Why don't you get out of the car with her? When the door opened, she didn't get out of the car. There is an hanging heart, and it has finally fallen.
"If I take the initiative, will the story begin? I don't know if she has a boyfriend, such a beautiful girl, there must be many people who like it. You'an looked at the white dress and the shadow.
Sure enough, the inner monologue cry from the fat house!
Didn't get off? Until I saw that the white dress was still in sight, why don't I go and ask for a number? Youan shook his head, so many people were watching, so it was still a little difficult for him to come up with the courage to go up and talk.
She stood at the door of the car, Gao Jiu stood up, You'an's heart was pounding, afraid that she would disappear into the crowd.
It's okay, it's okay. She hasn't moved yet.
You'an really wanted to go up and talk, the most in so many years, but the thought of doing this kind of thing in front of so many people made You'an cringe, and the feeling of fear of loss made You'an worse than dead.
"If, she gets off at the next stop, forget it, and she gets off at the next stop." There is peace of mind silently comforting himself. "If she gets off at the same stop as me, then I must go and ask her for the number. Certain! ”
Well! That's it. You'an gave herself enough courage! Yuan feels like a fool and a madman!
"The window station has arrived, please get off the bus passengers hurry up." The voice of the ticket selling aunt sounded again, this station is a station where you want to get off, if, if, she also goes down at this stop, then she must go to get the number. Youan told herself.
Li Ang and Jing Jing also stayed in Lucheng for a few years, from the window station to walk 20 minutes to their home, the two used the first half of their life savings to buy a two-room small property right house in this neighborhood, the first three years, need to bear high loan pressure every month, life is not very good, fortunately Li An is very motivated, continuous promotion at work, to achieve the position of manager, life is slightly better.
Jingjing is also You'an's college classmate, she is an art major, in school, the Academy of Fine Arts generally gathers a lot of beautiful beauties, and Ang Lee and Jingjing's acquaintance is also introduced by Youan. At that time, the self-discipline committee of the school's student union was generally responsible for maintaining some daily discipline in the school, helping teachers manage the rest and hygiene of classes and dormitories.
It's also more interesting to know Jingjing, as the self-discipline committee of the student union, he will be arranged to be on duty every night, and he will be on duty to inspect the health of each dormitory, and one day there will be an inspection of the girl's dormitory, and there are two days a week to check, and many students are very envious of him. Many people may not be able to enter a girls' dormitory once in their lives, and they don't know what the situation is. As a more experienced You'an, some girls' dormitories are more messy than boys, don't think that every girl is very beautiful in front of you, but you don't know that maybe they live in a messy place.