After eating, Zheng Zichong stayed at home to watch the Spring Festival Gala with his grandparents, and looked at his mobile phone without a match.

Seeing Ju Ange replying to himself, "You too", so concise that Zheng Zichong didn't know how to reply.

After putting down the phone, I watched the Spring Festival Gala with my grandparents for a while, until the two old people fell asleep, Zheng Zichong took out his mobile phone and looked at the circle of friends.

Seeing that Ju Ange posted a set of pictures, which were taken when he was setting off fireworks with his friends, he clicked on the dialog box and replied: "Are your feet better?" ”

After waiting for a few minutes, without waiting for a reply, Ju Ange exited the dialog box, it was just when he was having fun, and he shouldn't have time to look at his phone.

After reading all the messages one by one, Zheng Zichong put down the phone after confirming that there was no red dot on the phone.

It's nothing more than some group blessing text messages, and Zheng Zichong is too lazy to reply.

A bunch of people at home were playing mahjong, and Zheng Zichong kept waiting for someone to call and ask him to go out to play, but after waiting for a long time, the phone never rang.

Wouldn't it, be that miserable? Didn't these people have any activities during the Chinese New Year?

Usually they form games every day, and they drop the chain at a critical moment.

During the Chinese New Year, I can only stay at home?

Listening to the loud mahjong sound on the side, and Zheng Lin who was playing with a bunch of children on the side, Zheng Zichong suddenly felt that his Chinese New Year's Eve this year was particularly miserable and miserable.

Because his room is in the innermost, it is relatively quiet, and it is not easy to be disturbed by the sound of mahjong, so he let his grandparents rest in Zheng Zichong's room, Zheng Zichong felt that he was particularly bored tonight, so he went to Zheng Lin's room.

After charging the phone, Zheng Zichong opened the Glory of Kings, which he hadn't played for a long time, and after playing it, he saw that Su Xing was online, showing that he was in a team.

Due to the mismatch of ranks, Zheng Zichong changed the competition mode to matching and invited Su Xing, but he never waited for a response.

After changing the mode to ranking, Zheng Zichong opened himself.

There are always some people, no matter how much you wait, you will never be able to wait for a response......

I can handle things together without you, even better than when I had you, such as Honor of Kings.

After playing a few games, he kept winning and always being MVP, Zheng Zichong suddenly felt that it was not interesting.

Turned off the mobile phone and covered the quilt, Zheng Zichong thought that it was better to sleep.

There will be no event today, but there will always be one tomorrow!

But after covering the quilt, Zheng Zichong still couldn't sleep after turning over and over.

After turning on the phone, Zheng Zichong sent her a message of "Happy New Year" with the mentality that he might just be blocked in Su Xingfa's circle of friends.

The result was disappointing, with only a red exclamation mark and a string of icy prompts.

Throwing his mobile phone to the other side of the bedside as if venting, Zheng Zichong felt that his bottom line seemed to be swallowed up by emotion little by little.

After uncovering the quilt and getting up to pick up the phone, after changing to a more comfortable position and lying down, Zheng Zichong clicked on QQ, which he hadn't been in for a long time.

The one who just played the king used a QQ number, and there is Su Xing among the game friends, which shows that at least his QQ number has not been deleted.

Zheng Zichong felt that he was very much like a dog now, hesitating and wandering among the, not knowing whether to start or stay away.

Although it was very inexplicable, Zheng Zichong didn't know why such a metaphor suddenly appeared in his mind.

However, animals only act on instinct and have no worries.

And Su Xing is a living person, with his own mind and soul, what can he do to stop a person from staying where he is?

Finally, the night and the sensibility and the bottom line were swallowed, and Zheng Zichong still chose to send.

"Happy New Year, Su Xing."

The message sent out is like a stone sinking into the sea, looking forward to it, but still not waiting for a response.

entered Su Xing's space, but found that on February 14, that is, yesterday, Su Xing posted a message: "It's not too late, it's not too late, you just happen to be there." ”

The picture is a back photo of Su Xing and a boy walking on the street holding hands.

Zheng Zichong is very sure that this is Su Xing.

There is no possibility of admitting mistakes.

Putting down the phone, Zheng Zichong didn't know what he should do or what he could do.

Call and question?

Is there anything wrong with talking about it after a breakup? What kind of identity do you use to question?

A month and a half, is this considered seamless?

Even if it's seamless, what should I say? "Why are you doing this to me?"

It's not an idol drama, how can you say such earthy lines?

How much time do you have to spend to pay tribute, so that she is not a scumbag in the eyes of her best friend?

If you can get out of a relationship so quickly, can I?

If I can't get out, do I deserve to be let down?

"I wish you happiness", after sending this message, Zheng Zichong put the phone on the table and did not turn it off.

After retracting into the quilt, Zheng Zichong wondered if he could make a few more resumes and continue to submit them after the year.

Frustrated in love, what if the career goes well?

But why did Su Xing suddenly mention breaking up, and what was wrong with him not being good enough?

It's like I'm really bad.

Can the relationship of more than a year really be said to be let go of it?

Or call her now and ask her why the hell they broke up?

Why don't you buy a ticket tomorrow and go to Hangzhou to ask her clearly? After all, there are some things that can't be said clearly over the phone......

Zheng Zichong felt that there were countless thoughts in his mind for a moment, huddled together as if he wanted to devour the whole himself.

Su Xing, Su Xing, or Su Xing.

Zheng Zichong despises his current self very much, but he can't do anything about it.

Why am I still trapped in it without peace and pain, but you can talk and laugh and have your back in pairs?

If, Zheng Zichong said that if time, time can be turned back, he should not choose to repeat the mistakes of the past.

However, there is no if.

You can't turn back the clock.

Like I still love you now, I can't fool myself.

During the day, I can still be the original self who talked and laughed, but at night I can't escape you from every thought.

The beginning of the story is "Classmate, can I add you to WeChat?" ”

The end of the story is that we are not suitable.

What is appropriate?

Is it that I can change for you into what you want? Or is it the one you like to look at at yourself?

Someone who never thought of falling in love is deeply involved, is this fate?

Isn't it too naïve to fantasize about many of the futures, each of which has you planned?

If love is the hand to let go, how to let go?

Without your future, should I be counted as worthy of it......

You say dreams are luxury, but you are.

You've become a passerby, and I'm yours for what?

Can we continue to torture each other?

Just like you never left.