Chapter 3 Arrival
Ju Ange woke up and looked at his phone, and found that it was only past 6:40.
After cleaning up and going out, I found that Dali's night had not officially come.
Looking at the sky dyed red by the remnant sun, the clouds looked so lonely after being soaked in light, the flocks of white doves on the eaves didn't know what they were happily shouting, the trees in the distance were as green as spring, and they couldn't see the change of seasons at all.
For Ju Ange, the most fatal attraction of unfamiliar places is that they can bring a sense of security.
The familiar environment will make Ju Ange feel uneasy, staying in a familiar place, Ju Ange feels as if he has lost the ability to deal with things alone!
When he was alone, except for going downstairs to buy something or eating a bowl of noodles on the street, Ju Ange never wanted to go out again.
Occasionally, when I go out alone, I am afraid of meeting people I don't know too well; After encountering it, I will go back and forth in my heart, not knowing whether to open my mouth or just pass by......
It's never difficult to say where you're going, what are you going to do, but in the eyes of someone like Ju Ange, it's contrived, and it's not about politeness.
It's just that I simply feel that everyone comes and goes in a hurry, and the relationship is not enough, so why waste time on vanity and grievances.
Of course, these are all strange thoughts hidden in the bottom of my heart when I am so sad that I can't do it!
In the previous ten years, they rarely had the opportunity to emerge; However, after going to college, too much negative energy followed, giving them the opportunity to show their teeth and claws.
After finding the city god temple mentioned by the boss, I crossed a flat arch bridge, and walked straight up for a few minutes, and what caught my eye was the ancient city of Dali.
At the beginning of the lanterns, the carved fence is built with jade, bustling and bustling, so lively.
The long-term depression, in the face of this moment of joy, is not so difficult, and even the dust on the road has become a beautiful memory.
For example, seeing Ju Ange standing tormented, under the pretext of going to the toilet and smoking, he walked through the narrow and crowded aisle several times, just to let Ju Ange sit down and rest; The car was too crowded, the dining car couldn't pass, and it was logical that he couldn't buy anything to eat, Ju Ange didn't prepare dry food for himself before getting on the car, it may be that hunger caused a sensitive sense of smell, when a grandmother peeled oranges, Ju Ange couldn't help but look down, maybe her eyes were too hot, after Grandma felt it, she looked up and smiled with Ju Ange, and then repeatedly picked a few big ones from the bag behind her and stuffed them into her arms; When he got off the bus halfway, he gave up his place to Ju Ange's sister; Seeing that Ju Ange was not used to sitting upside down, the aunt who proposed to exchange places......
During the trip, I felt the inadvertent beauty of so many strangers, and I always felt that the ridicule of acquaintances didn't seem to be so important.
After waking up, Zheng Zichong still looked a little depressed, found a pair of pants and went into the bathroom, looked at himself in the mirror, was really unfamiliar, smiled self-deprecatingly, and then turned on the sprinkler on the side.
After washing, Zheng Zichong thought that Dali was hot and stuffy when he came, and there was no need to blow his hair, and it would dry naturally when he went out anyway.
With a sweatshirt on his upper body and his mobile phone in his pocket, Zheng Zichong went out directly.
After wandering around the street for a while, Zheng Zichong didn't know where he should go, and there were groups of pedestrians on the street, as if he was the only one.
Passing through the city gate, it is completely different from the bleakness outside the wall, and all kinds of shouting and selling in the city are endless, and the voices of people are boiling, and the excitement makes people feel more lonely.
One wall, but two worlds.
I have been disturbed in the city and have no peace, and you have been well outside the city......
Zheng Zichong probably still likes tranquility, and the sound of tambourine in the city, the sound of people's discussions, and the noise of other shops make Zheng Zichong have a headache.
didn't stop, Zheng Zichong decided to find a slightly cleaner place to stay.
After walking around, Zheng Zichong didn't find anything quieter, and happened to walk to Foreigner Street, and he was tired, Zheng Zichong looked around, and found that he was diagonally opposite the Tang Dynasty that Su Xing had mentioned.
Stunned for a moment at the light sign, Zheng Zichong turned around and casually entered the home bar.
After ordering a glass of vodka, I chose a place next to the floor-to-ceiling window where no one was there and started to be in a daze.
The atmosphere in the store is very good, and the songs sung are all lyrical, which is very suitable for emptying the fugue, but Zheng Zichong was still pulled back to reality by the vibration in his pocket.
When I took it out, it was Zheng Lin's call to myself.
"I heard that your handsome guy Zheng was dumped?" Before he could speak, Zheng Lin's ridicule came from his ears.
"That's it?" Zheng Zichong frowned, he really didn't want to waste words with him, and then asked, "Is there something wrong?" ”
"Or else? Need something else? As soon as Zheng Lin finished gloating, he heard a "beep" sound on the phone.
Zheng Zichong hung up the phone directly!
Seeing that my mother asked me on WeChat when I was going home, and after replying to her, I turned off the phone directly, closed my eyes and continued to meditate.
Ju Ange wanted to eat something before going to hang out, but he was afraid that he would go back early in the middle of the night and be hungry, so he decided to go shopping and eat again.
Thinking about it for a long time, I will definitely not be able to sleep after shopping, after all, it has only been a long time since I got up, this is the first time I have been alone for the New Year's Eve, and there is no one to accompany me when I go back, it must be lying in bed to watch the New Year's Eve party, it is better to find a place to sit for a while, pass the time and go back.
After wandering around for a while, Ju Ange didn't know where he went, and saw that there were small bars on both sides of the laneway, and Ju Ange felt that it was also very good to find a quiet place to go in and sit.
The first time he entered the bar, Ju Ange was inevitably a little nervous, and after checking the characteristics of several nearby bars on his mobile phone, he saw that which one was very pleasing to the eye, and he was dazzled and didn't pick out a famous one.
As soon as I put down the phone and turned sideways, I saw the boy in the window pressing the phone to black with an expressionless face, wearing a black sweatshirt, looking depressed and indifferent in the neon blur.
After the man threw the phone on the table, he tilted his head and closed his eyes in contemplation, and the hand on the table knocked on the table one after another, and the hand became more and more white and jointed in the dim light.
Seeing that the people inside were so comfortable, Ju Ange didn't bother to leave anymore, and immediately pushed the door into the store.
I hadn't been to a bar before, and Ju Ange didn't know what to order, but fortunately, the bartender saw Ju Ange's confusion and recommended a few low-strength fruit wines to her.
"I don't know which one to choose, or you can just make me a drink, it's not too expensive." As soon as the phobia of choice came up, Ju Ange felt that it was better to let someone who understood help him choose, and he would save himself from entanglement.
After hearing Ju Ange's words, the woman who was bartending at the counter was also successfully amused, "Recently, I adjusted my own money, do you want to try it?" ”
"Okay, can I watch you tune here? I've only seen other people bartending on TV. Ju Ange looked up at the person opposite seriously, and found that it was a young lady who was not a few years older than herself, she was cool when she didn't laugh, and she suddenly felt close when she laughed.
"Yes, but are you coming alone?" Adjusting the wine in her hand, probably because she was afraid that Ju Ange would find it boring, she asked casually.
"Well, no one is available to come with me"
"It's good to be alone, it's not easy to meet like-minded people."
"I think too," after smiling at her, Ju Ange found that she was busy alone in the store except for the band, and couldn't help but ask curiously, "Is this bar yours?" ”
After handing the wine to Ju Ange, the boss pointed to the person who was playing and singing on the stage, and his eyes were shining with a smile, "Oh, ours." ”
Looking in the direction pointed by the boss, the light was a little blurry, and Ju Ange was a little short-sighted, he didn't see it very really, he was generally a clean and refreshing person, and the appearance of singing while playing the guitar made people feel at ease, and he turned his head and said with a smile, "It turned out to be the boss lady, it's so good!" ”
After paying, Ju Ange took the wine and walked straight to the last position of the column by the floor-to-ceiling window and sat down.
After taking a sip, Ju Ange felt that the entrance was slightly sweet, accompanied by a hint of astringency, a bit similar to the taste of wine, and he would not feel spicy when he ate it.
After propping his hand on the chair, Ju Ange began to look at the store, the lights were blurry but not dim, and there were few people who didn't feel deserted, music was the type that Ju Ange liked, and so was the decoration, so did the decoration, and at the moment he didn't have to care about the ideal reality or anything, everything was beautiful.
Even the back of the head of the person in front of him seems to appear just right.
Ju Ange doesn't like pink, and after looking down at the wine on the table, he found that it was not so difficult to accept, and it was even a little bit of sink.
The bubbles floating in the cup are like one fantasy after another, bursting one after another after being lifted and shaken, and the cold feeling makes people return to a clear perception of things, at this second, Ju Ange feels that he loves this indulgence in shuttling between reality and fantasy.