"Xiao Yue, if you don't eat, your body will be unbearable, if something happens to you again, what will you do?" Du Ye knew that Xiao Yue was definitely not in the mood to eat now, but the deceased was gone, and the living still had to live well.

"If something really happens, it might be a relief for me," Xiao Yue finally said the first sentence.

"Do you want to die too!" Du Ye didn't expect Xiao Yue to be such a fragile person, and he actually wanted to die.

"I can't choose the way I live, can't I choose to die?" Xiao Yue turned his head and stared straight at Du Ye.

"Do you think you have the right to die?" Du Ye understood Xiao Yue's feelings very well now, but he couldn't let anything happen to the person in front of him again, Su Nuo was already dead, he couldn't let Xiao Yue die again.

"Don't I even have the right to die?" Xiao Yue knew that Du Ye didn't want to die by himself, but he had completely lost confidence in his current life, and he didn't know how to face his future life at all.

"Yes, you didn't," Du Ye felt that he had to convince Xiao Yue to give up the idea of dying, no matter what method he used, "you must know that your life was bought by Su Nuo with his own life, in other words, your life is no longer your own." You are living for Su Nuo now, and in order to live up to her wishes, you have to give me life no matter what,"

As soon as Xiao Yue heard Du Ye mention Su Nuo, an unspeakable pain welled up in his heart, and his two hands were clenched tightly into fists.

Gritted his teeth and was silent for a long time before he spoke slowly in a hoarse voice, "I know that I owe her, I am deeply guilty, I killed her, if it wasn't for saving me, Su Nuo would not have been forced to die by my mother, what should I use to pay for this crime?" ”

"Do you think you can pay for your sins by dying?" Du Ye knew how to convince Xiao Yue, but this method was a little cruel, "I'll tell you, it's not that easy!" ”

"Death is a relief for you now, and it is not punishment at all. To live is the harshest punishment for you right now, so you must live, live in this world you hate,"

"Every extra day you live can lighten a little of the sins you owe to Suo, and if you feel that you owe Suno a lot, then you have to live a long and long time until the end of your life,"

"Is there no other way? Do I have to live in this world without Suno? Xiao Yue looked at the ceiling with his eyes, as if he was talking to himself.

"There is no other way, what you owe Su Nuo, what you owe her, you have been sentenced to repay it with this life, that is, life imprisonment, you understand! You are a person who has no right to commit suicide! Du Ye felt that these words were enough, as long as Xiao Yue held this idea for a day, he would not die for a day.

"I'm a person who doesn't even have the right to commit suicide," Xiao Yue muttered softly, a tear falling from the corner of his eye.

"Yes, from today onwards, you will give me a good life, do whatever you have to do, stay in the co-operation team, or go back to Xiao's house, in short, you just can't lie like this and do nothing!" Du Ye finally showed sadness in Xiao Yue's unfocused eyes, "If you are sad, you can vent it alone, after venting, you still have to take the road you should go,"

"Du Ye, can I still go back to the Co-Forces?" Xiao Yue sat up and looked at Du Ye.

"You want to go back to the Co-Attack?" Du Ye knew that Xiao Yue would definitely choose the Cooperative Team, but Du Ye felt that Xiao Yue's intention to return to the Cooperative Team was wrong, "Why do you want to return to the Cooperative Team?" You're already a dead man to the Co-Operation, and the Commander won't let you go back easily,"

"I, where else can I go if I don't go back to the Co-Forces?" Xiao Yue turned his head to look out the window again, "I'm also a homeless person now, just like her before, alone, just an orphan,"

"I know, Xiao Yue, you remember, Su Nuo didn't let you live like this, if you want to kill yourself while the co-steam is on a mission, then I advise you not to think about it," Du Ye felt that at this time, he simply made his words clear, which would save Xiao Yue's brain from getting into a dead end. 80

"I won't, don't worry about this, I will be alive, I will always be alive, until one day she comes to tell me that I can leave, I will leave," Xiao Yue pulled out a bitter smile at Du Ye.

"Okay, since you said so, I'll help you ask the commander, you have a good rest, I'll come back to see you later," Du Ye turned around and left Xiao Yue's hospital room.

Xiao Yue lay back on the bed quietly, his mind echoed Du Ye's words just now, he felt that Du Ye was reasonable, if he died now, he would not have the face to see Su Nuo. Only when he has atoned for his sins can he be qualified to see Su Nuo again.

Xiao Yue sat up slowly, brought the breakfast on the bedside table to himself, and then slowly raised his right hand, slowly picked up the spoon in front of him, scooped up a little soup, and put it in his mouth.

"Xiao Yue, this is what you deserve, you must continue to live in this world," Xiao Yue frowned and muttered to himself while drinking the soup, "It's such a bad soup, why is there nothing but bitterness, but I still have to drink it, if you want to live, you have to drink them, Xiao Yue, this is your future life, live for the sake of living,"

For the next two months, Xiao Yue was in the hospital receiving detoxification treatment. Xiao Yue has always refused to use antidotes, and every time he has poisoned his hair, he relies on his own perseverance to stand up.

Every time Xiao Yue came to this time, he forced himself to keep thinking about Su Nuo's appearance, what Su Nuo said, what he had done, and everything he thought about carefully. I didn't stop thinking about it until my pain dissipated.

Xiao Yue felt that the feeling of heartache could cover up the pain in his body, so the more his body hurt, the more Xiao Yue forced himself to think about Su Nuo's tears in front of his pain, and kept thinking that his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe, Xiao Yue felt that only in this way would he not have the idea of giving up because of the pain in his body.

When Du Ye returned from his mission, Xiao Yue had been in the hospital for more than two months, and the toxins in his body had been reduced a lot.

"Xiao Yue, how are you doing? Are you okay? "Du Ye couldn't go to the hospital because of the cooperation team, so he could only take the time to use the communicator to call Xiao Yue an audio and ask Xiao Yue about his situation.

"That's it, the doctor said that most of the poison in my body has been resolved," Xiao Yue didn't want Du Ye to worry about himself, so he changed the topic, "I want to go back to the Co-Operation, have you asked the commander for me?" ”

"I asked, the commander said that as long as you want to go back, the door of the Coordination Team will always be open for you, but there is one thing, that is, you are not allowed to use the work of the Coordination Team as a place to vent your emotions, otherwise you will be fired immediately," Du Ye naturally supported the commander's intentions, and now everyone is worried that Xiao Yue will be drilled because of Su Nuo's death.

"I understand, I won't, I will definitely continue to do it well," Xiao Yue nodded slightly.

"Xiao Yue, your mother she," Du Ye wanted to ask Xiao Yue's mother if she had come to look for him.

"You mean Mrs. Xiao, she, she has been here a few times, trying to find a way to change me back into the Xiao family, coercion and temptation have come again," Xiao Yue's eyes flashed with hatred as soon as he said that his mother.

"You just didn't give in?" Du Ye listened to Xiao Yue's words full of hatred.

"Yield? If I go back, I might as well die directly, if I am willing to go back, Su Nuo will not ......" Xiao Yue couldn't go on, lowered his head and gritted his teeth fiercely, and one hand was clenched into a fist.

"I understand, so you're really just going to stay in the Co-Operators from now on?" Du Ye asked uncertainly.

Xiao Yue replied in a very firm tone, "Yes, if I can, I want to stay there for the rest of my life, because it is the place where we met and fell in love, and it is the happiest place in my life, and I never want to leave,"