For Gu Shaoqing, the past five years can be said to be calm, or it can be said to be bloody.

It is life that is calm, and what is bloody is in the heart.

Five years ago, when he learned about the changes in the Yu family and the disappearance of Yu Youyou, that is, Liang Yu, he frantically searched for her for a period of time.

Many people, including his family, knew that he seemed to be looking for someone, but no one knew who he was looking for.

The old man once thought that his tendency to be autistic was more serious, and he wanted to take him to see a psychiatrist.

But Gu Shaoqing refused, Gu Shaoqing said: "Grandpa, I'm fine, I'm just ...... I just felt like I had lost something...... A very important thing. ”

The old man sighed lightly and said, "Don't worry, even if you lose it now, if there is a fate between you, one day, you will still meet it, and you will definitely meet it." ”

Since then, Gu Shaoqing has begun to believe in the kind of thing that is very ethereal to say, called fate.

That year, Gu Shaoqing did a lot of things, but now that he thinks about it carefully, he can't remember what he did.

But there is one scene that he still remembers vividly.

It was the first Chinese New Year's Eve that Liang Yu had always had.

That year, he graduated with honors from the S University School of Architecture.

That year, he decided to give up the opportunity to study abroad, stay in China, and take over his father's Gu Group.

It was also that year that he suddenly felt that all his past dreams, persistence, and beliefs were not inferior to Liang Yu.

On Chinese New Year's Eve that year, the Gu family was very lively, and the family was there, and many relatives and friends were also there.

After dinner, even Shen Yanshu followed the old housekeeper to Gu's house to pay New Year's greetings to the old man, and the surrounding atmosphere was really very good.

But when he looked at the room full of people, he felt so out of place.

He went upstairs alone and looked out on the upstairs balcony at the sky outside painted with fireworks.

He wondered, if she was still in S City, would she be able to see these beautiful and dazzling fireworks as well?

It's just that if she's really in S City, why can't he find her? No news at all?

Where did she go and who was around her? How are you doing? Will it be cold, will it be afraid? Will you cry if you are afraid? Will someone wipe her tears when she cries?

When he thought of this, he was irritable, and suddenly felt that he couldn't even stay on the balcony.

He wants to go out, he wants to find Chen Yi to drink, or drink alone, anything.

He didn't want to stay at home any longer.

It was at that time that Shen Yanshu came up.

When he saw Shen Yanshu, he frowned slightly, didn't say anything, and went straight downstairs.

Shen Yanshu grabbed him and said, "Where are you going?" ”

He didn't answer, just shook her off to keep walking.

Shen Yanshu looked at him a little sadly and said, "Is it because of Yu Youyou?" Are you so depressed in the past few months because of Yu Youyou? But Shaoqing, Yu Youyou is Wen Shiyue's girlfriend, she has nothing to do with you and me, now Wen Shiyue's sister is married to her father, she left, she deserves it, she sees the wrong person, it has nothing to do with us, why do you blame yourself so much, it's not your fault......"

"Shut up!" He really didn't like to hear anyone say anything about her, not a word.

Shen Yanshu's eyes were red, but he didn't feel any heartache when he looked at it.

On the contrary, because of Shen Yanshu, I thought that the girl named Yu Youyou might also have this expression now.

He felt more irritable in his heart. Shake off Shen Yanshu and go again.

Shen Yanshu still wanted to pull him, but he didn't pull him.

That day, he ignored the curiosity and retention of others and drove away alone.

It was really cold that day, but it didn't snow.

There was no snow, but he felt as if he was frozen, cold to the bone.

There were very few vehicles on the road, and he was unimpeded all the way.

He called Chen Yi, Chen Yi answered, and asked Chen Yi to come out for a drink, Chen Yi thought he was joking.

"Big brother, it's Chinese New Year's Eve night, brother, I just arrived at home from abroad yesterday......"

Gu Shaoqing didn't say anything, and immediately hung up the phone.

Chen Yi's phone called.

He said: "I'm really convinced of you, wait at the door of Yi Station, I'll go over immediately!" ”

That night, he was drunk at Yi Station, and later Chen Yi said: "Brother, do you know that you cried? Mom, you hugged me and cried like a dog, I was almost scared to death by you! ”

Then he said, "Who is Yu Youyou?" Your girlfriend? It's not like that...... Let me guess, it's the girl you like, right? ”

He didn't answer.

Because at that time, he felt that he didn't even deserve to like her.

If you like it, how can you ignore her after she and Wen Shiyue are together, and even completely block all news about her.

So much so that when she happened later, he didn't know anything.

His liking is too selfish and too naïve, and it can't be called a liking at all.

After he left, he would often go to S University to find Mr. Ye Fenglin, because he remembered that Mr. Ye Fenglin had a pair of calligraphy and paintings that Liang Yu personally gave him.

It was probably because he had been there too many times, and he had to look at that painting every time, which made Mr. Ye Fenglin a little curious.

"What? Loved it? ”

Gu Shaoqing's thin lips moved slightly, and said, "I think the words are ...... Very well written. ”

Teacher Ye Fenglin nodded: "It's very good, but this child is also pitiful, a really romantic child for a good day, why did he encounter those?" Now that she's dropped out of school, I heard that she's going abroad, and I really don't know when I'll be able to see her again. ”

At that time, Yu Fangyi married a little wife who was nineteen years younger than himself shortly after the death of the old man of the Yu family, which caused a lot of turmoil in the outside world.

Of course, the rumors of that turmoil were not very good.

probably because of his bad reputation, so that he didn't dare to let the outside world speculate too much on his daughter's issue, so he lied that he was studying abroad.

Gu Shaoqing nodded: "Yes...... I don't know when I'll be able to see her again. ”

Teacher Ye Fenglin sighed, and said: "I see that you like this character very much, although I also like it very much, but I know that calligraphy and painting are such things, or you need to look at fate, you and Youyou are my proud protégés, and now you choose to go into business, and Youyou go abroad again, this is probably the will of God...... I will give this painting to you, as my hope for you, I hope that no matter what career you engage in in the future, do not forget that you used to be an excellent architectural designer! ”

Gu Shaoqing accepted the painting, and in the following years, that painting became the only thought in his heart.

Five years of thinking, five years of waiting, five years of searching, those days are naturally bitter and tiring, but if the final outcome is good, what can those be?