Chapter Eighty-Eight: Mutual Dependence
Shen Qianshan couldn't accept these things for a while, he didn't know how to explain to the queen, the child didn't need to be removed, he found that the queen didn't understand what was going on at this time, but he also felt that there was no need to protect the queen.
"What do you think?" Shen Qianshan's eyes were cold, completely different from the previous appearance, and seemed to be more serious.
The queen didn't speak, these two people have been arguing since they woke up in a bed, it was the kind of quarrel that had no result, just to vent the unhappiness in their hearts, and no one could accuse them of the things that happened in front of them, and in the end they could only hurt each other.
"That's a life, no matter who it is, since you are already pregnant, there is no reason to give up, if you dare to give up without permission, you will be damned." Shen Qianshan said, he was more serious than every quarrel before, his voice was calm, but there was firmness in the calm, undoubted firmness, he looked at the queen, and for the first time felt that she was a little excessive, even when she tried to kill herself with Shen Zhongbai before, he didn't feel that she was too much.
"Damned? Well said! The queen took two steps in front of Shen Qianshan, the smile on her face froze, and her expression was as calm as Shen Qianshan, and then said: "The person who makes this palace pregnant has nothing to do, but the pregnant person can't give up the life in the womb, but has anyone asked the opinion of the palace, does he want this child very much, but when the palace is a thing to give birth to a child and not a person?" ”
Her tone was no different from his, indifferently frightening, but this sentence was like a knife stabbing Shen Qianshan's heart.
yes, what's wrong with these two people? What's wrong? Are sixteen-year-old Gu Yan and Shen Qianshan wrong? The queen knew that it was not the fault of these two people.
It's just that there's a feeling that the two kids have to wipe their butts no matter what they do.
Shen Qianshan stretched out his hand, wanting to hold the queen in his arms, he didn't like her, but he knew that these two people were the last remaining interdependent partners in this strange world, they didn't have to quarrel with each other, nor did they have to argue about who was right and who was wrong, they just wanted to find a space to vent, if they vented with others, others didn't understand at all, and they were very innocent, so they could only make a lot of noise about this person who was in the same situation as themselves.
But the queen didn't want this, she turned around and hid, the expression on her face was calm and terrifying, as if she had finished venting, and then all she could do was silently accept it.
She walked past Shen Qianshan's side, and when she turned her head, she said lightly: "Since the two of us are tormenting each other together, why do we have to come to this point?" Why don't you get together and disperse, what do you think? ”
She reached out and touched her belly, which seemed to be alive, but it was not obvious, and she thought of her former child, the child who had not yet had time to look at the world.
The identity and status of the queen doomed her children to be implicated, but what did the child do wrong? She admits that she is not an innocent person, whoever does it has to bear it, and there is no need for a child to bear this.
Shen Qianshan looked at the queen's eyes, and now that it has reached this point, he knows what the queen means, he quarreled with her before, and the words he said were just angry words, of course he was angry that he had an extra wife for some reason, and even that woman was not a good thing, but he never thought about how to change these things, after all, he knew that some things could not be changed.
Now that he saw despair in the queen's eyes, what did it feel like? It's as if he already knows that his life has not changed in any way, and the only thing he can do in the end is to give up obediently and not do any struggle.
"Calm down, it's not there yet." Shen Qianshan grabbed the queen's hand, his eyes were cold and serious, no different from him before, but this time it seemed to be something different.
The queen looked into his eyes, and the irritability and restlessness in her heart seemed to have changed somewhat, and she could finally appreciate the ability of a person to calm himself with just his eyes.
She didn't say anything, she turned around obediently, and went back to the room, everything seemed to have not changed, but it had changed, she felt that she was superfluous, things were constantly developing, she seemed to be playing a role, and it was not to her liking.
Shen Qianshan looked at her back, the woman was wearing clean and delicate clothes, and her posture was curling, but the back was unspeakably desolate.
He knew she was pitiful, but he wasn't much better, was he? Now these two people are full of thorns, what they can do is not to warm each other, after all, they are both face-saving people.
That night, after the queen drank a cup of warm tea, she reclined on the soft couch and closed her eyes to recuperate.
The door was gently pushed open, but she didn't open her eyes, but said coldly, "Get out!" ”
No matter who the person who came, she was not in the mood to receive it, and now that everything was pressed on her head, she didn't have such a big heart.
The person who came took the tray in his hand, his eyes swept over the queen, this woman's temperament has changed greatly in the past two days, she always likes to lose her temper, and the whole palace is panicked, Sun Linhuan's eyes flashed, she has been out of the water prison for five years, she has been careful in the palace for the past five years, trying not to appear in the queen's side, but the hatred in her heart that cannot be hidden at all finally let her take action.
The child in the queen's womb, it was Shen Qianshan's child, God knows how long it took her to accept that the man she liked slept with another woman, and finally conceived a child.
Why can that woman have Shen Qianshan's child? and became his princess, a position that can be obtained by working hard.
She pursed her lips and said softly: "Princess Niangniang, this is a fetal pill, you have to take it no matter what." ”
The voice was familiar, but after thinking about it, the queen realized that she had never heard it in her life.
The reason why I feel that I have heard it is because the queen has clearly seen this woman in Gu Yan's memories.
This is a woman named Sun Linhuan, she looks sweet and dignified, and she looks like some ladies, but the queen knows that she is not a good person.
"Tocosthetics? Who asks for it? The corners of the queen's mouth twitched, her smile was cold, she seemed to have clearly known Sun Linhuan's thoughts, in the palace, she was above 10,000 people under one person, such a good position, it is normal for someone to covet it, she can understand.
Since she can remember, she knows what kind of person she is, no matter what she has, there are always people who want to snatch it, it seems that her own things are good, men or status, and even the eldest lady of the Gu family are very unstable.
Sun Linhuan's back had begun to sweat, she was afraid that the queen would recognize her, and the thing in her hand was naturally not a good thing, but she had countless ways to let this thing enter the queen's mouth.
Is there anything in the world that can't be done? Sun Linhuan has decided to suppress everything and kill the child in the queen's womb.
"The doctor told me to eat it." Sun Linhuan said slowly.
The queen sneered, waved her hand, and said, "Put that thing down, when to eat this palace has the final say." ”
Sun Linhuan reluctantly put this thing on the table, and then advised: "Niangniang, you must remember to eat, the fetus in your womb is very unstable, if you don't take medicine seriously, then ......"
The kid should die quickly! Sun Linhuan really couldn't help but want to scold out loud, but she didn't know who the woman opposite was, and she wanted to talk back to others, she just wanted to be beautiful.
The queen raised her eyes coldly, Sun Linhuan swallowed her words into her stomach, didn't say more, just withdrew and closed the door.
In the blink of an eye, the queen swept the soup on the table directly to the ground, the bowl containing the soup was very expensive, but the queen did not hesitate, and her eyes did not blink.
How did she not know that the child in her womb was innocent, but did she deserve it? Isn't she innocent?
Hearing this huge shattering sound, Gu Suliang rushed in and said with some blame: "Niangniang, how can you do this? ”
Gu Su Liang has been by the queen's side for many years, and she has seen all kinds of Gu Su Liang, but now she is such an indifferent and resolute princess, she has seen it for the first time.
The queen didn't speak, and Gu Suliang continued: "In Niangniang's opinion, is this child so unbearable? ”
Her eyes looked straight at the queen, as if she wanted to see through her heart in an instant, but how could this heart be seen through like this?
"You go down first, this palace is tired." After a long silence, the queen finally said slowly, Gu Suliang shook her head firmly, now is not the time to leave, no matter what difficulties the queen has, she must be by her side, nothing else can be done, at least it can make her heart comfortable.
She completely sees the difference between the queen these days, although the queen is not smiling before, she will not pay attention to those useless things, and she will work hard to double the things she cares about, but now, she is irritable as if she can do something bad at any time, it seems that she seems to have changed a person, and her liking for the prince is not as firm as before.
The queen turned her head, she wondered why Gu Suliang didn't leave, so she said coldly: "Are you not going to be obedient?" ”
Gu Su Liang bit her lip, and finally said, "Girl, if you wake up later, will you regret not treating the child in your belly well?" ”
The queen was stunned for a moment, and she remembered the child before her again, it was her and Shen Zhongbai's child, the innocent child who had not yet formed. She reached out and touched her belly, in her huge memory now, the child did not come to life, not even a shadow, she didn't know why, it was as if it was just her and the child's dream, no one else remembered.