Chapter 68: I Don't Hate You
In the taxi, Ruan Jie wept silently, she didn't want to be embarrassed.
Before returning to the dorm, she tried to look normal as much as she could, trying to pull a smile.
Enter the dormitory.
Xing Xian was surprised, "Why are you back?" ”
"......" Ruan Jie didn't know what to say, she wanted to cry when she opened her mouth now.
"Come back, come back," Xing Xian got out of bed, took out a photo frame from her closet, handed it to Ruan Jie, and smiled, "I should have given it to you a long time ago, I forgot about it before, I originally wanted to give it to you tomorrow, but aren't you coming back now." ”
Ruan Jie took the photo frame, and when he saw the photo inside, his tears were like beads with broken threads, which kept falling down, and the glass was instantly covered with water droplets.
She crouched down with the frame and cried.
"What's wrong, what's wrong, why are you still crying?" Xing Xian didn't know why, "Not really, right?" ”
Wu Xue glanced at Xing Xian, raised her right index finger and made a "shhhhh
Xing Xian understood, squatted down and hugged Ruan Jie from the side, "It's okay, it's okay, man, there is no good thing, it's not worth crying for them." ”
Sisters are like that, although they don't know what the reason is, they will definitely diss the man first.
"I still love him," Ruan Jie cried, "but I can't love anymore." ”
"Why?" Xing Xian asked, "Did he cheat?" ”
Ruan Jie shook his head and nodded.
Xing Xian looked at Wu Xue and asked in confusion: "Is this cheating or not cheating?" ”
Ruan Jie just squatted on the ground and cried, crying until she couldn't breathe, and she didn't say anything when others asked.
All day on Sunday, Ruan Jie was lying on the bed with a photo frame, his mobile phone ringing.
Xing Xian couldn't stand it anymore, so she took the phone and took it.
"Ruan Jie, I was wrong-"
"I'm not Ruan Jie." Xing Xian said.
Li Ping sighed, "Xing Xian?" ”
"Hmm. Big brother, what's wrong with you and Ruan Jie? "Xing Xian sold Ruan Jie," she cried all night yesterday, it was heartbreaking, and she didn't eat for a day today, so she was lying in bed. ”
"We have a misunderstanding, can you help me get her out?" Li Ping said, "I'm outside the dormitory. ”
"Okay, I'll ask."
Xing Xian cautiously called her, "Ruan Jie, the eldest brother is waiting for you downstairs, can you see me?" ”
"Nope." Ruan Jie refused simply.
"Uh-oh."
"That, big brother, Ruan Jie-"
"Xing Xian, accompany me to a place." Ruan Jie interrupted her with a loud voice.
"Huh?"
……
Barbecue restaurant outside the school.
Ruan Jie dismantled a box of wine and said to Li Ping: "We met because of drinking, so let's end it with drinking." ”
"You don't have to refuse," Ruan Jie didn't give Li Ping a chance to speak, "It's impossible for us." ”
Li Ping asked, "Do you hate me?" ”
"I don't hate," Ruan Jie smiled, "I may have a problem with my three views, and it stands to reason that I should hate you, but I lie down for a day, and I can't hate it, I'm just angry, I don't hate."
Maybe it's not enough love, doesn't it mean that love is deep and hateful? ”
Li Ping looked at Ruan Jie with his eyes and said, "What if I get divorced?" ”
Ruan Jie was slightly stunned, and then smiled, "Don't be like this, then I will really become a junior, you save me some face." ”
Ruan Jie didn't let Xing Xian sit with them, she was afraid that Xing Xian would scold Li Ping if she knew the truth of the matter.
Yes, by this time, Ruan Jie still wanted to defend Li Ping.
So much so that she felt that she didn't have three views.
The reason why Xing Xian was asked to come over to accompany him was because Ruan Jie was afraid that he would drink too much and not be able to go back to school.
Ruan Jie still couldn't drink too much in the end, because Li Ping didn't let him.
"Ruan Jie, I wish you all the best in the future," Li Ping got up and said, "Don't run into people like me." ”
Ruan Jie raised his little face and smiled like a flower, "Thank you." "Thank you for teaching me to love, thank you for making me love.
After Li Ping left, Xing Xian sat down, "What's the matter?" ”
Ruan Jie smiled at her, "It's okay, it's just that I'm single again, and from now on, my life is only to study without a man." ”
"Why did you divide it?"
"I've changed my mind."
“?”
"I fell in love with learning."
“……”
Except for Xing Xian, Ruan Jie never told anyone that he had broken up.
She didn't want to say it, as if she didn't say it, she and Li Ping were still like nothing had happened.
She still loves him, but she can't be above board.
Li Ping disappeared from her life completely, as if she had never been here.
And Ruan Jiu, the evidence that can prove that Li Ping once existed, is only-
Necklaces, framed photos, and a film that she won't have anymore.
After the breakup, Ruan Jie had more of the charm of a mature woman, and because there were very few men around him.
Suitors are also successors.
But Ruan Jie is more difficult to chase than before.
She remembered what she had said to Li Ping before - "I may still fall in love with someone else." ”
She didn't say to Li Ping in the second half of the sentence - "But I won't love it so much." ”
It's just that she didn't expect that she couldn't even do the first half of the sentence.
In the summer vacation of her junior year, Ruan Jie did not go home, and she stayed in school to prepare for research.
She spends all her time studying, just like proving the sentence "I changed my mind and fell in love with learning".
Lu Danming took his girlfriend to Q City for a tour, and Lu Ting also came to Q City with Ao Li.
Although Ruan Jie didn't say anything to them, after all, after so many years of relationship, good friends must have been stimulated by the sudden change of people.
Coupled with never mentioning a boyfriend, it must be a love injury.
When Ruan Jie stayed with the four of them, he would still laugh heartily, just laughing and laughing, and then he was silent.
Ruan Jie didn't tell them the reason, so they didn't ask.
Since it's a sad thing, don't mention it.
Ruan Jie didn't think she was embarrassed to say it, and she wasn't afraid that others would know that she had been a junior, even if she didn't know it.
She just doesn't want others to accuse Li Ping, just think she's selfish, just like Bai Lili said at the beginning, even if they break up, they still think he's good.
Li Ping is wrong, and he is right.
Who can say for sure.
It's not without benefit to fall out of love, and it is impossible to return to H City with Ruan Jie's original level.
But now, she not only went back, but also took the postgraduate examination at the best university in H City.
I thought that if I left Q City, I would be able to forget about Li Ping.
However, in the year of research.
I don't know out of what kind of mentality, Li Ping sent her a text message.
When they broke up before, Ruan Jie deleted all his contact information.
But, in the same way, I don't know what kind of mentality Ruan Jie has, after returning to H City, she still hasn't canceled her mobile phone number in Q City.
It is precisely because of this that Li Ping was able to contact her.
The text message reads -
[He was admitted to Q University and studied computer science. 】
Ruan Jie looked at this text message and smiled.
It's good that she didn't ruin that home.
He is the son of Li Ping.
Li Ping has been alone in Q City for so many years, and finally someone has someone to accompany him.
Ruan Jie secretly returned to Q Da.
At the time of the school basketball game.
When she went back, there were still younger students who recognized her.
It is not surprising that Ruan Jie has been in the student union for three years, and he has appeared in large and small activities.
In addition, Q has the habit of posting the names and photos of graduate students on the bulletin board, and she is good-looking, which naturally attracts attention, and it is also remembered.
She came back to Q Da to see Li Ping's son.
Nothing else, just a look.
She used her previous connections to know the schedule of the basketball game.
Soon found - Li Zao.
Early - early love, early childbearing, early marriage.
The basketball game was held in the gymnasium and it was evening.
The referee knew Ruan Jie, and Ruan Jie stood beside him and watched the teenagers playing on the field.
She didn't know what Li Zao looked like, but fortunately, her name was written on the team uniform.
Ruan Jie found him.
Li Zao was very similar to Li Ping when he laughed, and when he shot the basketball, he looked more provocative, the same hanging, ruffian.
Ruan Jie didn't think to say hello to Li Zao, but Li Zao came over by himself.
He walked up to Ruan Jie in a hurry, picked up his clothes and wiped his face, and said informally: "You have been looking at me just now?" ”
Ruan Jie smiled, "You are wrong. ”
"Uh, it's okay," Li Zao tugged at the corners of his mouth, and said, "Senior sister, I seem to have seen you somewhere." ”
"Maybe it's a bulletin board." Ruan Jie ignored his accosting.
"......" Li Zao smiled, "This can be connected." ”
"Brother, study hard, don't be foolish, my sister is a graduate student." Ruan Jie patted him on the shoulder and said jokingly.
After speaking, Ruan Jie left.
"How?" A boy ran over and hooked Li Zao's neck and asked, "Are you looking at you?" ”
Li Zao said shamelessly: "That's not it." ”
The referee snorted twice.
Li Zao cleared his throat and said, "Senior, do you know that senior sister?" ”
"Don't you look at the bulletin board?" The referee said, "The best-looking one is her." ”
"You say that," said the one who hooked Li Zao's neck, "I have an impression." ”
"Didn't she get into H University?" He asked, "Why did you come back?" ”
"I don't know about this, maybe it's Li Zao." The referee said deliberately.
Li Zao twisted his neck in embarrassment, "Oops, it seems to have hurt my waist just now." ”
"......," the referee senior said, "What are you doing with a waist injury?" ”
Can "......" still have a good time?
Time passed quickly, and when Ruan was studying for the second year, Lu Danming sent her an invitation.
That day, Ruan Jie came out of the teaching building.
Lu Danming dialed a phone call.
Ruan Jie teased him, "No video this time?" ”
"No, will you come when I get married?" He asked.
Ruan Jie laughed, "It's not nonsense, I'm definitely going." ”
Lu Danming said: "It's good to come." ”
"What's wrong with you?"
"There's a sentence that I haven't told you, and the video may not be able to say it."
"Don't say it." Ruan Jie chuckled.
Don't say it, it's still a friend.
"......" Lu Danming paused, laughed and scolded, "Damn, don't say it, I wish you to get off the list as soon as possible." ”
"Haha, I also wish you and Yuanqiu a long old age," Ruan Jie said with a smile, "I also wish my unborn nephew or niece good health and peace." ”
"Thank you," Lu Danming said, "Also, you're in your second year of study, and you haven't found a boyfriend yet?" ”
"It's not like no one is chasing you."
There is really no one to chase, thanks to the blessing of Ruan Jie's graduate student roommate, almost every suitor who is ready to move knows that there is a photo frame on Ruan Jie's desk, and there is a photo of Ruan Jie and a man's back in the photo frame - under sunrise, side by side.
Rumors in the rivers and lakes - either life or death, against the unknown, the odds are not great.
The warbler flies and the grass grows, and people come and go.
Those who are willing to stop will look at each other for the rest of their lives.
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