The celebration banquet was of a very high standard, not only the SVP officials at home were present, but also several officials from the Chinese Embassy in the Netherlands were invited. At the banquet, Ross gave a speech and used a lot of praise for Zhang Ming.

Zhang Ming had something in his heart, and simply said a few modest words to deal with the scene, and the banquet was not delicious, so he left in a hurry when he was about to leave.

He returned to the hotel and put a pool of hot water in the bath. I haven't taken a good bath for more than half a month, but I took a shower during the day and changed into the clothes He Qin bought, but it was just a hurry to wash my body, and I didn't take a bath to enjoy. I don't know if there is something in his heart or he needs to relax, he wants to lie quietly in the pool now.

In the past few months, he has taken the extermination of the seaman spies as his own business, which is not only due to his own safety, but also to the unwillingness to run around and pay so much. No matter how hard and dangerous it was, he always had a clear idea of what to do and how to do it, but now there was a kind of anxiety that he couldn't put it on.

Yes, hundreds of sea spies are hiding in the dark to make big moves, but he is like a person in the dark, feeling that the "bang" around him is shocking but he doesn't know who is knocking and how to deal with it, this kind of helplessness of not being able to make him anxious.

He wondered if he was suffering from anxiety?

Typical symptoms of anxiety disorders are a tendency to have intense feelings of worry and fear, which are recurring.

You can't go on like this, you have to pull yourself together...... But the course of action? Ross trusts himself so much that he pins the hidden dangers of the Purging Sea People on himself, what about himself? Bewildered!

Zhang Ming seemed to be lying calmly in the pool, but his mood fluctuated and he couldn't calm down.

I don't know how long it took, he heard the laughter of the women outside the door, and knew that He Qin and the others had returned.

Sure enough, after a while, there was a knock on the door: "Zhang Ming, Zhang Ming!" It's so delicious, why are you fools running away? He Qin's voice.

didn't hear the answer, He Qin slapped the door loudly: "Open the door, I'll bring you something delicious." ”

Zhang Ming didn't say anything anymore, but the bathroom door was closed, a little far away from the door, and he might not be able to hear it outside the door. His ear skills are good, but the three people outside the door don't have any ear skills. He had to send a message to He Qin: "I'm too tired, I want to stay alone." ”

A few girls outside the door "chattered" for a while, and the footsteps were far away.

Zhang Ming continued to lie in the bathtub and indulge in cranky thoughts.

He reviewed his words and deeds these days and dismissed the anxiety concerns.

Anxiety does occur from time to time, but it happens when you can't make up your mind in the moment, and it is something that does make people anxious, not groundless.

After figuring out that he did not suffer from a terrible mental illness, Zhang Ming's mood was much better.

Don't you just don't know where those seaman spies are hiding, and what moths they will make?

This is normal. Sea people spies are not a bunch of stupid people, to be precise, not only are they not stupid, but smart people who are a hundred times smarter than stupid people, if it is too easy to deal with them, do you still need him Zhang Ming?

Thinking of this, Zhang Ming was like being beaten with chicken blood, and became inexplicably excited. Even he doesn't understand this process of psychological change, maybe the more challenging things are, the easier it is to excite people, right?

It's not despair and helplessness at the moment, but I haven't come up with a solution for the time being, and often the emergence of a solution needs an opportunity, to use a simple analogy, a person is chased and fled to the edge of the cliff in a panic, seeing that the killer is coming and the front is a dead end. It's too early to despair, because there's still the possibility of accidents. For example, when you look at the bottom of the cliff, you find that there is a hanging ladder on the edge of the cliff, which leads to the bottom of the cliff; Or, two rescuers lurk in the woods on the edge of the cliff and rush out to the killer......

What was the opportunity? It means a key, pivotal or decisive link in the development of things.

Why do people get anxious when they don't know what to do? I just don't know if there is a possibility for things to change, and if so, where is the opportunity for change hidden?

If you want to know if there is a possibility of change and where the opportunity is hidden, in short, it is information. The more information you have, the more you know. Take the above analogy. If this person had information about "hanging ladders" or "ambushes" in advance, he would naturally not have the "despair" that followed.

Isn't the despair and helplessness of the present just a lack of information about the whereabouts of the Sea Man spies? There are many means of obtaining information on land, and there is no hurry!

Thinking about things clearly, Zhang Ming was relaxed.

He crawled out of the bath, dried himself off, and went to bed.

How many days have you not slept in a fluffy and comfortable bed? He doesn't remember very clearly, and he doesn't want to count, anyway, life is like this, there are pleasant times, and there are unsatisfactory times, just like before the free travel without a lottery, immersed in the ocean of knowledge every day, it is comfortable; After a trip to Europe and the United States, he was "washed" by the seafarers and returned to land, and suddenly his life changed significantly, which was unsatisfactory compared to the life he liked. Who knows if one day he will return to his former comfortable life when the sea people are cleared of spies?

When eating breakfast the next day, He Qin said worriedly: "I knocked you last night and brought you something delicious, by the way, I want to talk about Rose's plan, who knows if you want to stay alone, are you quietly thinking about the plan?" Did you come up with a plan? ”

Zhang Ming smiled: "I'll report to Ross verbally when we have a meeting later." ”

He Qin and the others thought that Zhang Ming was confident and had a specific plan, but they didn't expect that Zhang Ming's first sentence at the meeting was: "My plan is that there is no plan." ”

One sentence made He Qin and the others stupid, and looked at Rose cautiously with their eyes, for fear that the old man would be angry, but Rose seemed to understand very well, and said with a smile: "I want to hear what your plan is without a plan?" ”