Chapter 276: The Broken String (II)
"Yes," Su Nuo saw Ning Tianyu's face solemn, as if he had something important to say to himself, "If you have anything, just say it,"
Ning Tianyu pulled a chair and sat beside Su Nuo, staring at Su Nuo with deep eyes, and after a few seconds, he finally said the words that he had been hiding in his heart for a long time, "Su Nuo, I like you,"
Su Nuo frowned slightly, she began to understand what Ning Tianyu was going to say to herself.
Ning Tianyu continued, "I've liked you since I helped you review your homework in high school, originally I didn't want to say it, I wanted to wait until you felt this way about me, but I can't wait, because I found that your mind has not been on me all along,"
"Actually, I know that I am not the best, and there are many aspects that I must not be the best, but please believe that I have always been sincere to you, and I will make you happy,"
Su Nuo stared at Ning Tianyu and saw that his deep eyes seemed to be expecting something.
"Tianyu," Su Nuo was silent for a long time and didn't know how to respond, she didn't expect Ning Tianyu to confess directly to herself, "I know your feelings for me, I know that you like me, Xing Yang has hinted at me more than once, but I don't know how to respond to you, because my feelings for you have always been a friend, and I have never had the feeling of a boyfriend and girlfriend,"
"Why? Am I not good enough for you? Ning Tianyu heard the last thing he wanted to hear, but he still had a glimmer of hope, "Or am I not doing enough?" ”
Su Nuo clearly knows her current situation, she doesn't want to let herself, let alone the friends around her, because of her unclear emotional problems and have conflicts, "Tianyu, it's not a question of whether it's good or not, it's a matter of whether it's enough, feelings are a feeling, I can feel that you are good to me, and I once wanted to change myself to be good to you, but I just can't do it, I can't change myself, I just don't have that kind of heartbeat for you, do you understand?" ”
"How do you feel excited?" Ning Tianyu asked rhetorically.
"Yes, I get nervous when Xiao Yue looks at me, I get nervous when he talks to me, I feel sad when he rejects me, I blush and heartbeat when he gets close to me, but I don't have these feelings at all with you, I talk to you the same as when I talk to Xing Yang, can you understand what I mean?" Su Nuo felt that he had made it clear enough.
"I know," Ning Tianyu still didn't give up, he knew who Su Nuo liked in his heart, but as long as Su Nuo didn't say it for a day, Ning Tianyu felt that he still had hope, "Su Nuo, according to what you said, what you like is Xiao Yue, right?" ”
"Well," Su Nuo felt that this matter should be made clear to Ning Tianyu, otherwise it might hurt the feelings of Ning Tianyu and Xiao Yue's friends, "I have always liked him, since the day of the birthday party, I think I have liked Xiao Yue, although he has always been cold and indifferent to me, but I just can't help but like him,"
"He is cold and indifferent to you, and he has never responded to your feelings for him, right," Ning Tianyu knew Xiao Yue's character, so he was very sure of this, "He has never shown a good impression of you, right?" ”
"Yes," Su Nuo has always been sad about Xiao Yue's cold attitude towards him, "He told me that he couldn't respond to me, and Xing Yang also told me that he had a problem in his heart, and he might not be able to respond to me like a normal man, but I don't care, I just want to obey my own heart now, just like you know that my mind is not on you, but you still like me,"
"Su Nuo, there are some things that you don't know, just like Xing Yang said, it is impossible for him to respond to the girl," Ning Tianyu decided to tell her Xiao Yue's unknown side in order to get Su Nuo, "Do you want to know why?" "Let's have a book
"This should be Xiao Yue's privacy," Su Nuo sensitively felt that what Ning Tianyu was going to tell him was something that Xiao Yue didn't want others to know, "If Xiao Yue doesn't want others to know, then I think it's better for me not to know, unless he himself is willing to tell me,"
"Su Nuo, you will suffer in this way," Ning Tianyu realized that Su Nuo's feelings for Xiao Yue were so deep.
"I don't want to know things I shouldn't know, and you shouldn't tell me his privacy behind Xiao Yue's back, it feels like we're plotting something,"
"I don't want Xiao Yue to think that I am a person who likes to snoop on other people's privacy, and I don't want the friendship between Xiao Yue and you to be ruined because of me, don't say anything to hurt Xiao Yue and try to change my mind, is it," Su Nuo said it thoroughly, so that Ning Tianyu could stop and stop thinking about her.
"How can you be so tolerant of Xiao Yue as this? He didn't do anything, so why do you like him? Ning Tianyu didn't understand, why Xiao Yue, who didn't do anything, was able to win Su Nuo's affection, he really couldn't understand, "Is it because he is more talented in music than me?" ”
"At first, Xiao Yue's musical talent attracted me a little," Su Nuo sighed, she decided to tell everything so that everyone would not be entangled anymore, "But what really made me fall in love with him was his true temperament,"
"You say that he didn't do anything, in fact, it's not right, he is silently helping me, never saying it, he always keeps a certain distance from me, gives me the care I need moderately, and makes me feel very comfortable,"
"I don't know why he always keeps a certain distance from me, but I can feel that he cares about me, maybe one day he will tell me why he doesn't want to come near me, but even if he doesn't say it, I won't care,"
"And you, although you also care about me, but your concern puts a lot of pressure on me, you tell me all the time, how much you care about me, which makes me feel a sense of oppression,"
"Tianyu, you are also very talented in music, your musical talent is definitely not lost to Xiao Yue, but your music always has a sense of oppression, full of restlessness and impetuousness, but Xiao Yue's music always gives me a sense of tranquility and peace, music is the best reflection of a person's character, you know? Tianyu, I say this, can you understand what I mean? ”
Ning Tianyu was silent.
He finally understood why he had failed to capture Suno's heart, and the confidence he had always prided himself on made his music full of flamboyance. Ning Tianyu always thought that this was his strength, but today he finally understood that this was a real weakness of his.
Everything he was proud of in the past had become a shortcoming in Su Nuo's eyes, and Ning Tianyu suddenly felt that he was a useless person, and the string in his heart was still broken.
"Su Nuo, I understand what you mean," Ning Tianyu's conceited personality made him unwilling to accept such a failure, "I know that I have a lot of shortcomings, but I won't give up, I believe that one day you will choose me, I am willing to wait for the day when you change your mind,"
Su Nuo silently watched Ning Tianyu leave the room, she knew that she had just said a lot of hurtful things to him, but she understood that some words had to be said by her, which was better than letting Xing Yang or even Xiao Yue say it, because in this way Ning Tianyu would not hate Xing Yang or Xiao Yue.
Su Nuo knew that she wouldn't live long, so she just wanted to try not to hurt Xiao Yue as much as possible, as long as it was good for Xiao Yue, she was willing to do it, she didn't want Xiao Yue to be a little uncomfortable or unhappy because of herself.