Chapter 588: She Doesn't Regret It
"Also, how can you be calm?" Shu Zifan asked rhetorically, "Whether it is now or in the future, your state will not be good." ”
"What I thought about the most during this time was what we knew." Chu Xiaoxiao continued his words leisurely, "I think it's pretty good, at least I haven't experienced too much trouble." However, I misread you. ”
Speaking of this, Chu Xiaoxiao bit her lip.
"Whether it's calm or choppy, it's all in the past." Shu Zifan looked back, hooked his lips and smiled, "Did you say?" ”
"yes." For this, Chu Xiaoxiao has no way to refute this, her heart is always uncomfortable.
"I didn't think the two of us would get to where we are now." Shu Zifan continued, "Maybe in your eyes, I am not good, or even sorry for you, but there is no need for you to go too far." ”
This is what he hates the most.
Originally, he wouldn't treat her like this, but then all kinds of things happened, and only by treating her like this could his heart be calm.
"But after all, you hurt me." hurt two words, Chu Xiaoxiao said very seriously, "I originally wanted to give you decency, but you don't want it." ”
Shu Zifan sneered: "I don't want you to give me decency?" Who do you think you are, when the two of us were together, you did give me a lot, and it did make me feel at ease and happy, but do you think these are enough? Do you think that alone can make me happy from the bottom of my heart? ”
Because there is a gap between the two people, I have to work hard, and if I don't work hard, I will be looked down upon by many people. That feeling, you will never understand, you will only keep making me improve, keep making me change, let me meet your requirements.
Once upon a time, I was on top, but now that everything has changed, you don't want me to fall into the dust.
Chu Xiaoxiao, why are you so ruthless, and why are you doing so much!
"Perhaps, you're really unhappy." Chu Xiaoxiao smiled gloomily, but unfortunately, I can't understand your mood.
Because she also had difficulties, she understood as much as she could.
Things really didn't go as planned.
"I'm really unhappy, I want to go back to the previous height, but it's very difficult, I really worked hard, but if I can't do it, I can't do it."
No matter how much you persecute you, you can't do it.
"So, you mean, I was wrong?" Chu Xiaoxiao looked at Shu Zifan very calmly, and now they are all very calm, and they don't seem to have any feelings for what they used to be.
Shu Zifan shook his head and laughed at himself: "Are you wrong? How could you be wrong, the wrong person is me, and it is me from beginning to end. ”
This is the saddest and most helpless point.
Chu Xiaoxiao knew what Shu Zifan meant, her face changed faintly, and she didn't care.
"Hey." Shu Zifan raised his eyes and looked at the top of his head, "We are here, how peaceful life is, but I don't know how long this tranquility can be maintained, whether Chu Xiaoyang has changed when he comes." ”
"What the hell are you going to do to me?" Chu Xiaoxiao asked this question again.
This is already here, and she doesn't know how many times she has asked the question.
Shu Zifan looked at her with a slight smile and did not answer.
Chu Xiaoxiao's fist clenched hard little by little.
Why bother?
"I really won't treat you well, and even, as long as you die, I'll be happy and relieved."
"Then you are not liberated, you are throwing yourself into the abyss." Chu Xiaoxiao corrected him, "Revenge is sinful, you won't be happy, and even you will always be on the run." That kind of life is even worse than it is now. ”
You already have nothing left, there is no need to make things worse for yourself, and the situation is too much.
Speaking of this, Chu Xiaoxiao slowly closed her eyes, adjusted her emotions, and her voice became much softer: "Zifan, give up." Let's go back to the two parallel lines. ”
In this way, it is the best for you and for me.
Now I don't have any extra thoughts, and I don't want to continue to dwell on certain issues.
I'm tired, I just want a peaceful and stable life.
"You didn't say that before." Shu Zifan thought of the scene where Chu Xiaoxiao was desperate to chase himself, "You were single-minded to me at the beginning, and you were willing to give up everything in order to chase me." ”
"Now I'm also giving up everything, just to chase you." Chu Xiaoxiao was extremely solemn, and when she said this, she didn't hesitate at all.
Because during this time, I have thought about this question countless times.
If she returns to the beginning and meets him again, she will definitely still have the same personality and the same play. The journey of life is not something that can be changed from scratch.
Everything, there is a definite number in character.
Hearing this, Shu Zifan smiled, and his smile was very exaggerated.
This is really special and ridiculous, when has it been that Chu Xiaoxiao can still say such funny things.
"Don't think I'm joking." Chu Xiaoxiao was very serious, "I never joke, you know mine." I said yes, I will, but, are you worth it? ”
This question is the most critical.
He? Shu Zifan stretched out his hands: "Of course, I'm worth it." ”
"No, you're not worth it." Chu Xiaoxiao denied it, "Whether it was before or now, you are the same, it's not worth it." ”
Hearing this, Shu Zifan smiled: "You before were desperate to pursue me, and what you just said was that you would do whatever it took to fight for me." How long has it been since you changed your mind? Chu Xiaoxiao, you are really a changeable person. ”
"I'm not changeable." Chu Xiaoxiao continued to deny, "The reason why I say that you are not worth it is because I think you are not worth it, and it has nothing to do with everything else. In addition, what I just said that I would do everything for you is also true, because at that time, my vision was not so bright, and it was normal to admit my mistakes. ”
"You ......" The words deeply hurt Shu Zifan, and Shu Zifan's eyes suddenly became a lot sharper.
Chu Xiaoxiao hooked his lips arrogantly: "Is there no way to accept this fact?" Don't you think my words hurt you? Seriously, I wasn't going to do this, it was you who made me even pierce this last layer of paper. ”
In this way, I don't have to show mercy anymore.
Speaking of this, Chu Xiaoxiao slowly closed his eyes, and the whole person revealed a sense of depression, an indescribable feeling.
Shu Zifan's fists clenched tightly, glaring at Chu Xiaoxiao viciously, and he didn't look away for a long time.