The night was dark, Wang Bing's heart was blank, his father left, he left so suddenly, he was still so young, he didn't give him a chance to fulfill his filial piety.

He didn't think it before, but now he can deeply understand the meaning of the sentence that the son wants to raise but does not wait.

In the past, I always felt that there were still a lot of opportunities, such as the idea of going to a restaurant with my father to have a meal flashed through my mind, and I made an excuse for myself.

"Forget it, next time."

Opportunity is just flowing away between n more than one next time.

The door was sealed by the police, this house is not very auspicious.

The seal was just an ornament, and when I opened the door and entered, the pool of blood on the sofa was still there.

He sat on the bay window, and his father said that the house was a little smaller, but the windowsill was big enough to lie on it and bask in the sun.

This dream came unexpectedly, and the father did not appear in the dream, but the mother, the mother he had never seen, she came.

In the vast mist, the mother's figure loomed in the mist.

She smiled and stretched out her hand towards Wang Bing, and her voice was particularly kind.

"Bingbing, come here, come here, mom will bring you candy to eat."

Mom, Wang Bing has been in awe and unfamiliar with these two words since he can remember.

Because he never shouted those two words, Mom, he only heard the little friends in the village shout.

And he is a motherless child.

When he was a child, his father didn't like to tell him about his mother's situation, first saying that his mother died in childbirth when he gave birth to Wang Bing, and later said that his mother ran away with someone.

When I was three or four years old, my mother was in her own world, and she only got bits and pieces of information from the small talk of the villagers.

Most of this information was heard by Wang Bing when the neighbor's chubby grandmother and the neighbor Xiaoguang's mother were chatting.

When my father was young, he was said to be a traveling doctor who was good at treating bruises.

In 1992, after nearly three years of traveling, his father returned to the village, and when he returned, he was accompanied by a little boy, Wang Bing, who was more than two years old.

The villagers said that his father's family was surrounded by four walls and he was away from home all the year round, and no girl in his hometown was willing to marry him.

Suddenly, bringing back a son is a personal curiosity.

I don't know if what my father said is true or false, but when he was traveling outside, he met a girl who looked good and good-looking.

The girl's parents didn't ask for a penny of the bride price, so they let her father take it away.

Later, the girl fell ill, and her father learned the truth, the girl suffered from intermittent psychosis, and the girl's parents found a successor for this hot potato!

Although the girl is mentally ill, her father is a responsible man, and since everyone has followed him, he must not be responsible for others to the end.

Besides, as long as he is a man with four walls, he can please his wife, even if he burns high incense, he can manage whether he is sick or not.

What's more, this girl is no different from a normal person when she is not sick.

A year later, the girl gave birth to Wang Bing.

After having a child, the father felt that it would be too much to travel outside, and planned to take his wife and children back to his hometown to live a peaceful life.

Who knows, when buying a train ticket at the train station, my mother ran away and disappeared.

For the next two years, my father was on his way to find his wife.

Two years later, my father gave up the search and returned to the village with Wang Bing.

Of course, these fathers never told Wang Bing about it. When Wang Bing was young, he was bullied by the children in the village and said that he was a child without a mother, so Wang Bing cried and went home to care for his father and mother.

Lao Wang sighed and said, "Child, you are a child with a mother, but your mother was lost by me, sooner or later, we will find her." Now, you just have to remember that your mom is a beautiful woman. ”

Wang Bing was particularly curious about how beautiful his mother was, so he asked his father.

"Is there a chubby mother pretty?"

In his cognition, Chubby's mother is the most beautiful mother in the world.

The father said, "Many times more beautiful than the chubby mother." ”

When Wang Bing was a child, he listened to his father's words and was very happy, he had a mother, and he was more beautiful than his chubby mother.

But Chubby's mother is real, and Wang Bing's mother is just a pie that his father drew in his mind. You can't see it, you can't touch it, it's all imagination.

When he was four years old, Wang Bing was obsessed, dreamed frequently, and in the middle of the night, he trembled all over, crying and calling his mother.

Superstitious people say that this is afraid that after the child's mother dies, they will give the child a dream.

People with a little knowledge say that this is because the child misses his mother too much, thinking about it day and dreaming at night.

The father entrusted Wang Bing to his neighbor Grandma Wang, saying that he was going out to find Wang Bing's mother.

Half a year later, my father came back and told the villagers that he had found Wang Bing's mother.

Not only Wang Bing was happy, but the people in the village were also happy, and asked his father, why didn't he bring people back?

The father's face darkened, and he said that his mother already had a new home, and he couldn't bring it back.

However, his father took Wang Bing to see his mother once.

In the eyes of the young Wang Bing, his mother was indeed as beautiful as he imagined, with white skin, big eyes, and a particularly warm smile.

That year's mother was just like the scene in the dream, she stood in front of the house with a sweet smile and beckoned to Wang Bing.

"Bingbing, come, come to Mom, Mom will bring you candy to eat."

On that day, Wang Bing, who was more than four years old, moved, but soon he stopped.

Mom, why is it so strange?

Because she didn't open her arms to herself, she turned around and hugged a child behind her.

The kid called her mom, too.

Young Wang Bing thought to himself, she is not my mother alone.

That day, although his mother flattered him very much and bought him new clothes, clothes and shoes, he still resisted from the bottom of his heart.

After that, he never saw his mother again.

The father said that his mother had a new home, and for the sake of his mother's happiness, he could not disturb her.

Later, when he grew up, he finally understood why he was so resistant.

Gentian Village, in those years, the image of the mother became more and more blurred, but the memory of this place name is still fresh in my mind.

When I was in high school, I had a classmate from that village.

When I learned that the superhero in the same dormitory was Gentian Village, the idea of seeing my mother again came spontaneously.

That weekend, he went to Da Chao's house to play.

My mother's home is not far from the entrance of the village, and my memory came back all of a sudden, that year, it was this blue brick house, and my mother was standing on the dam in front of the house and calling him over.

When I knocked on the door, a white and chubby middle-aged woman appeared in front of me.

Although the woman has gained a lot of weight, her big eyes have not changed.

He got straight to the point: "I am Wang Bing." ”

The middle-aged woman was confused for a while, "Wang Bing? ”

He felt sad in his heart, she couldn't remember herself, he reminded her, "Wang Chaoyang's son of Wangjia Village!" Do you remember me? ”

The woman was stunned for a long time, but finally came back to her senses and smiled kindly.

"Oh, that old king in the rivers and lakes!"

The woman is not mentally ill and is not her own mother.

The father had good intentions, and when his child missed his mother, he spent money to hire a mother to come but his son's heart was sick.

After that, this mother is the secret of the father and son's hearts, and she doesn't tell it or break it.

But such a good father, why did he leave?

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