Chapter 191
1.
The symptoms of forgetfulness are getting worse and worse, and I can't even remember what I did yesterday when I wake up from my dream.
She lay on the bed, staring at the flower board for a long time, and then slowly lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
2.
is still an ordinary one, Limeng pulled the zipper of the school uniform, put on his shoes and picked up his school bag, and went out without even eating breakfast.
Vehicles on the road came and went, and Limeng slowly carried her schoolbag to her shoulder, and suddenly a person rushed behind her and patted her on the shoulder.
3.
Her friend smiled at her, "Let's go, let's go to school together." ”
Limeng's expression was a little dazed, and when he saw his friend, he seemed to remember what he had done yesterday, and he also laughed, and said, "Have you finished reading the book I lent you?" ”
My friend was stunned for a moment, then frowned: "What? When did you lend me the book. ”
Limeng was stunned for a moment, rubbed his temples, and said with a faint smile: "Maybe I'm wrong, you also know that I've been a little forgetful lately." ”
Friend: "Your forgetfulness is getting worse, go to the hospital." ”
It's okay to dream of yourself, and the two have arrived at school between chatting.
4.
Lu Yan was already standing at the door, and as soon as his friend saw him, he pushed Limeng in his direction, and then said, "You talk, I'm leaving." ”
Then he slipped away with a smile.
Lu Yan walked over and handed her the bag in his hand: "Breakfast." ”
Limeng took it and said thank you with a red face.
Lu Yan smiled: "This is the sugar bun you liked yesterday, eat it quickly." ”
Limeng's expression froze for a moment.
5.
She doesn't eat sugar packets, she never eats.
She clearly remembered that she was washing sand.
Lu Yan noticed that she was wrong: "What's wrong?" ”
Limeng: "It's okay, it's almost class, let's go to class." ”
Lu Yan didn't think much about it, so he went.
6.
After school, Lu Yan took Limeng to eat dessert, but he was blocked by a group of people halfway through, the group carried knives, Lu Yan was beaten half of his body was bloody, and Limeng was also slashed a few times in his hand.
Before losing consciousness, she saw Lu Yan fall.
7.
She woke up from the dream at home, she was in a trance, remembering yesterday's events, and thought she was dreaming.
Until she saw the scabbed scar on her hand.
After waking up more than half of her dream, Lu Yan appeared in her mind that there was blood everywhere, so she got dressed and walked to Lu Yan's house.
It's the weekend.
8.
When Lu Yan opened the door, he saw Limeng standing at the door, because she came out in a hurry, she didn't bring a coat, and the obvious scar on her hand was seen by Lu Yan at a glance.
Lu Yan grabbed her hand and asked, "What's going on?" ”
Limeng: "Isn't this the same one I met when I went to eat dessert with you yesterday, have you forgotten?" ”
However, Lu Yan's next sentence made Limeng break out in a cold sweat.
9.
Lu Yan, they didn't go out together at all last afternoon.
10.
Lu Yan pulled her into the door, Lu Yan's sister was a doctor, and Lu Yan asked her sister to help take a look at Limeng's injury.
My sister pushed down her eyes on the bridge of her nose, frowned, and said after a while, "Lu Yan, you come with me." ”
Lu Yan followed, and sat on the sofa with a cup of hot water in his hand, looking in a trance.
11.
"The mouth in her hand is inward."
"Sister, you're straight."
"She made it herself with a knife."
12.
Lu Yan returned to Limeng's side with a not very good face, looking at Limeng's pale face, he didn't really want to ask about her self-scratching.
He and Limeng chatted together for an afternoon, and Lu Yan's brows became tighter and tighter when he remembered the interesting things before Limeng.
Limeng noticed that something was wrong with him and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Lu Yan: "It's okay, I don't remember these things very well." ”
It's not that he doesn't remember, it's that he remembers it too clearly, these things didn't happen at all.
13.
Lu Yan set out to find out what happened to Limeng recently, and he was quite calm, until a certain time, Limeng came to him and asked him if anything she had done before had happened.
Lu Yan pondered for a while, and finally answered honestly.
There was a faint redness in Limeng's eyes, and then he ran away from his house.
Lu Yan chased after him, but found that the person was gone.
I couldn't get through the phone, and I couldn't find her address when I went to her.
14.
Seeing that Limeng was already the third queen again, Lu Yan rushed up and hugged her worriedly, and Limeng also hugged him back.
Lu Yan: "I'm worried about you. ”
Limeng replied with a smile, Ah, aren't I okay now?
Lu Yan is fine.
Limeng never had the same forgetfulness and non-existent things as before, which made Lu Yan feel very happy.
15.
Lu Yan followed Limeng to her house, Limeng didn't come up when he wanted to make desserts for him downstairs, he sat in Limeng's room, his eyes swept casually, and he saw the corner of a notebook exposed at the bottom of the bed.
Lu Yan took out the notebook from under the bed, patted the ash on it, and the two big words "diary" came into view.
Why was Limeng's diary thrown under the bed by her?
The ghost sent the gods, Lu Yan opened the diary.
16.
The diary was quite normal at first, but at the end, the main Rao's mood seemed to be very unstable, and there was a kind of madness faintly revealed between the lines.
"Today I lent a book to my friend, but when I asked her to return it, I didn't lend her a book at all."
"I went to eat dessert with Lu Yan this afternoon, I was beaten on the way, I was slashed a few times, Lu Yan was covered in blood, I woke up to find him, but we didn't go out together."
"More and more cases like this are happening, and I start to think uncontrollably."
"Who is it, the other me in my heart? I was so confused, I felt like I was in a huge whirlpool, sinking and sinking. ”
"I felt like I was starting to get groggy and I couldn't remember more and more things."
"I remember something, but when I talk to people, they deny it."
"What's wrong with the world? Or what's wrong with me? ”
"Even began to doubt the reality of the existence of this world, until that one."
"I had an incident with a friend, and my friend said that it didn't happen, but he, you shouldn't be dreaming."
"I feel like I'm going crazy, and if I'm crazy, it must be because of this damn world."
"In the end, I didn't go crazy, and under the double torture of mental and physical torture, I chose to commit suicide."
"I saw it, I saw it, and the scene around me was shattered. I saw darkness, another me standing in the darkness and smiling twisted at me. ”
17.
The last few words were a little vague, and Lu Yan carefully recognized them for a while.
18.
"My dreams are eating away at my consciousness and it has taken the place of my existence, so please ...... Heart......"
19.
Lu Yan fell into an unprecedented panic, because behind him, someone was carrying him up.
Stand against the light at the door.
Lai Rao's voice was soft.
20.
"Ah, you've found out."