Chapter 12: Ups and downs
Life is not salty or light, and after Zheng Zichong submitted resumes to various performing arts companies and fell into the sea, Zheng Zichong also gave up the idea of continuing to submit.
Instead, he uploaded a video of himself playing and singing on Weibo, Douyin and other platforms, which may be the reason for being restricted, and it has not caused any big splash.
Zheng Zichong once wondered if he was too naΓ―ve and even wanted to give up, but he was bored during the holiday and didn't know what to do, so he simply released a few more works on a whim when he was in a good mood.
Most of the time, I practice the piano by myself, and occasionally go out with friends for some drinks.
Monotonous and boring.
It seems that after the age of dreaming, it is indeed very unrealistic to think about these illusory things, and I have been excited about the dream countless times in my mind, but I have never been able to wait for it to start.
Today is Valentine's Day, tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, Xu Yi They said that they can get together tonight, Zheng Zichong thought that he was a single dog, it was not easy to make a scene, after learning that there were many singles, this was the answer.
When Zheng Zichong arrived, he found out that they were all high school classmates, and on the way here, he thought that if there were too many people he didn't know, he would leave after eating.
Zheng Zichong has always hated being strong, so when others persuaded him to drink halfway, Zheng Zichong directly said that he couldn't drink.
As for the ridicule of acquaintances, Zheng Zichong didn't care.
Because of a few words from others, and then forced himself to drink like a dog, he vomited upside down, Zheng Zichong felt that this was not enough, so no matter how others persuaded him, Zheng Zichong ignored it.
will not die if he is embarrassed by a few words, Zheng Zichong does not want this kind of face that will make it difficult for people to die afterwards.
After the group was full of wine and food, they originally planned to go back to their respective homes, but I don't know who suggested that it was still early and that they should not sing a song.
And then a bunch of people changed places again.
When he entered the KTV, Zheng Zichong felt that he was not good at grabbing the microphone with the girls, so he was playing games on the side.
Just after two calls, the phone ran out of battery.
Zheng Zichong was almost sleepy, and after greeting Xu Yi and them, he wanted to go back first.
As soon as he got up, he was pulled by Xu Yi: "Are you busy with a hammer?" If you go back, you won't lie on the bed and stand still. β
"My phone is almost out of battery, how can I go back when it is turned off in a while."
"Busy with what? Laiyu's girlfriend brought a charger and asked her to lend it to you."
"Dog, I thought you were going to say that you would help me pay the fare later" Zheng Zichong felt that he was overestimating him, how could he have expectations for this kind of garbage, and sure enough, he was simply young and ignorant.
"Pee and look in the mirror, or introduce me to a girlfriend, I can also consider it." After letting Zheng Zichong sit down, Xu Yi opened another bottle of beer and drank with Zheng Zichong.
"Why did you two start again?" When Cheng Xihai came back from the toilet, he saw Zheng Zichong and Xu Yi drinking again, and they also followed together.
"You drink with Yi first, and I'll go to Ah Yu and his daughter-in-law to borrow the charger." After speaking, Zheng Zichong stepped over the two of them and walked towards Lai Yu in the corner.
After taking the charger and finding an outlet to charge it, Zheng Zichong turned back again.
As soon as he sat down, Cheng Xihai leaned over and asked, "Did you break up with your girlfriend?" I remember you were in a relationship in college, right? β
"You got it for me? How did I not know? After giving him a blank look, Zheng Zichong took the wine on the table and raised his head to take a sip.
"This reaction, absolutely forced to be broken up." Although Cheng Xihai knew that it was not too moral to laugh out loud at this juncture, he really couldn't help it, "I thought that with such a face, you would not have the trouble of being dumped." β
Xu Yi listened to it on the side, and was dumped? Who was dumped? Zheng Zichong? No, I can't.
Pushing Zheng Zichong, Xu Yi asked curiously, "You were dumped?" β
"I'll go, how can you be like him." Zheng Zichong was really speechless, how did he offend these two goods, he had to be held on, and he wanted to get up and leave at the moment, but he was pushed back to his seat.
"Tell us both about your bumpy love history, it's that young lady who is so courageous." The two of them said one sentence to the left and one sentence to the right, and the quarrel made Zheng Zichong's ears almost explode, why didn't he find out that they were all fox friends and dog friends before.
Seeing that there were fewer people in the private room at the moment, Zheng Zichong went directly to order a few songs, and then sat directly in front of the microphone, too lazy to go back to the sofa to listen to their chatter.
ordered a song "Little Half" and the light chaser "Light Chaser", and when it was time to get to himself, before he could start singing, someone spoke out.
Zheng Zichong followed the sound and looked over, this girl came later, I don't know whose friend it is.
Zheng Zichong didn't like strangers to sing with him, so he simply didn't say anything at the moment, quietly holding the microphone and waiting for others to finish singing.
"Light Chaser" is Zheng Zichong's favorite song recently, whether it is the melody or lyrics, Zheng Zichong feels impeccable.
When listening to this song, Zheng Zichong often fantasizes: Will one day, he also have a masterpiece that is well-known to the public......
Will one day I be able to sing the songs I want on stage......
Will there be a day......
"I'm chasing your eyes, always looking at the night sky when I'm lonely."
The atmosphere in the private room is very good, Xu Yicheng and Xihai are very face-saving and gently follow the chorus, Zheng Zichong smiled and continued to hum along with the screen.
More than a month has passed, and Zheng Zichong finally felt a little relaxed at this moment.
The head can really be empty, and having friends with you is really better than staying alone. You don't have to face the ceiling alone, your mind is confused, and you can't sleep if you want to......
"Some love is like the sun falling, having and losing"
Maybe life is like the lyrics, not only love, but also others, everything that each of us has is constantly possessed and lost with the experience of time......
There is no other way but to accept it.
Cherishing it when we have it is the best we can do.
"Some love is like a heavy rain, but they still believe in the rainbow"
Maybe we will always enter one predicament after another, experience loss after loss, but the night will always pass, and people will always usher in light.
We may miss many people and many things, and we may even go against our favorites for the rest of our lives, but life is wonderful because of regrets.
It may be a gift that was not given, it may be an umbrella that was not handed out when it rained, it may be the person who did not hug when he graduated, or it may be a parting party because of different volunteers......
Regrets have always been, and so will the future.
We may run aground on some regrets, but we must continue to sail, and no matter how bumpy the moment is, we will always cross it.
Even if Zheng Zichong has submitted so many resumes in the past month or so, although they have all been lost, he always feels that the future is still promising.
It seems that as long as you persevere, all the twists and turns can be passed.
Even if the future doesn't have you.