[872] Self-defeating
Nozomi Miyagi's body stiffened for a moment, she sighed, and said to Maggie, "Tomorrow, try the last day." ”
……
Hospital.
Tang Cuiyun has been hospitalized for some time. This period of time, for Tang Xiaonian, was simply the longest period of time she had ever spent.
It was so long that she had borrowed money from everyone she knew, so long that she felt she had endured the sarcasm of her whole life, so long that she said to the doctor again and again, "Please give me a few more days." ”
She even thought to herself, so she really sold herself, so what? As long as his mother can survive......
As for dignity......
On the night when the doctor began threatening her with cutting off the supply of medicines, she wrote in her diary: "Sometimes, dignity is so fragile. Fragile to the point that a casual word of charity from others can make you save the dignity that you have preserved for decades, and the proud dignity is instantly shattered, broken into fine gravel, waiting to be ground into a warmer and more moist sand by the waves of time, which is completely impossible to hurt. ”
The night after writing this paragraph, she dressed herself up and "sent" herself to Ji'ancheng's home.
"Long time no see."
When Ji Ancheng opened the door, he told her very calmly.
He had expected her to come.
"Do you think the deal counts?"
Tang Xiaonian tried her best to make herself look smiling like a flower—she still wanted to try to preserve her last dignity.
"Count."
His voice was very deep, and her heart sank little by little.
She hurriedly told herself silently: "This is a good thing, this is a good thing, my mother is saved......"
However, she still couldn't be happy.
"Come in."
He could see her silence, but he didn't break her, just opened the door and let her in.
She nodded and went inside.
"Are you sure, today?"
She changed her shoes, and when she walked inside, Ji Ancheng asked her again from behind.
"Well, I'm sure. Ji Ancheng, you have to remember to keep your word! ”
Tang Xiaonian turned his head and said to him with a forced smile. Just as she spoke, there were tears in her eyes.
Tears fell slowly down her face like a diamond in the light.
Ji Ancheng couldn't tell what it was like, he walked over slowly and kissed the tears that were slowly falling.
She stiffened for a moment, then fell silent.
"Follow me, I won't wronged you."
He stared into her eyes, promised, and then kissed her on the lips.
Won't you be wronged?
Tang Xiaonian's heart was sour.
However, staying by his side in such an identity is a grievance......
Her hands trembled and hugged his back, tears falling wantonly on his face.
He felt the wetness on his face, and a nameless fire suddenly broke out in his heart.
With him, so wronged?
He shoved her away and scolded: "Don't cry!" ”
“……”
Tang Xiaonian nodded, but the tears fell even more fiercely.
She choked up and stammered: "Ji Ancheng, I'm sorry, wait for me for a while, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"
She hugged her legs and crouched down, her face buried deep in the crook of her arm.
“……”
Ji Ancheng sighed, and he was terribly irritated for a moment.
After all, he was born in the military, where has he ever seen such a ......
But after waiting for a while, I saw Tang Xiaonian still crying. Ji Ancheng was really helpless, helped her up, took a step back and said, "You go take a bath first." ”
Tang Xiaonian let out a faint "um" in his cry, but there was no movement.
Ji Ancheng had no choice but to simply pull her up, and a princess hugged her into his room.
Tang Xiaonian nestled in his arms, rubbing his tears on him one by one, regardless of it.
No matter how angry Ji Ancheng was, she was gone, but she was so messy......
Another kind of anger came back to him.
He cleared his throat and said in a deep voice, "Don't move. ”
Tang Xiaonian let out a faint "um", and then he really nestled in his arms honestly until ...... She was carried into the room by him and placed on his bed.
Ji Ancheng put his hands on her shoulders and looked at her fixedly.
It was probably because his sense of oppression was so strong that she forgot to even cry, and just looked fixedly at her own reflection in his eyes.
He lightly touched her forehead, propped up his arms again, met her eyes, and repeated: "Follow me, I will not wronged you." ”
She chuckled, rather self-deprecatingly, "I believe it." ”
His eyebrows sank, and he secretly said in his heart: "Is this a sign of faith?" ”
“……”
Tang Xiaonian didn't say anything.
Although Ji Ancheng was too comfortable in his heart, he no longer scared her, just attached his lips to her lips, and then bit them heavily and catharsis.
Tang Xiaonian: "......"
Soon, Ji Ancheng's exhaled breath suddenly became urgent.
Tang Xiaonian looked at him with big innocent eyes, as if asking him what was going on. He chuckled twice and began to move his hands......
One is to plunder to the fullest, and the other is to passively accept.
One night of rain and clouds, whose tears, with the color of blood, bloomed a little flower, countless miserable and miserable.
……
Unlike Tang Xiaonian's entanglement and despair, Qian Duoduo spent this period of time in absolute tranquility.
After Nozomi Miyagi "fell in love", her life was simply not too leisurely!
If you want to say that the only unsatisfactory point is probably that Nozomi Miyagi always appeared in front of her with Maggie.
At first, she thought it was a coincidence, and she didn't care much, but then she felt more and more ...... Nozomi Miyagi simply did it on purpose.
Deliberately!
Every time Qian Duoduo thought of this, he couldn't help but feel that Maggie was not worth it.
She really couldn't figure out what Nozomi Miyagi meant.
Could it be that he deliberately showed affection in front of her?
She saw it!
He wouldn't have sprinkled the dog food on her face again or four.
Come on, she's not uncommon!
She is irritated that Nozomi Miyagi and Maggie are always dangling in front of her eyes, and she comes to the design department almost three times a day......
She felt like her life was being interfered with!
She felt that it was necessary for her to talk to Nozomi Miyagi, who was hanging out again!
It's a routine show of affection again!
After Nozomi Miyagi took Maggie to show affection in the design department, and the two walked out of the design department hand in hand, she hurriedly walked out while her colleagues were speculating about the various reasons why Nozomi Miyagi had recently come to the design department to inspect the work.
"Brother Lele!"
She opened her mouth to stop Nozomi Miyagi, who was walking with Maggi.
Hearing the voice behind him, Miyagi Nozomi's eyes lit up, he instinctively pulled his arm out of Maggie's hand, slowly turned around, and looked at Qian Duoduo behind him: "Huh?"
Qian Duoduo came to the design department to conceal her identity, and now, she didn't want to disclose her identity, so she pointed to the pantry not far away: "That, can we find a place to talk?"
Before Maggie could do anything, Nozomi Miyagi let out an "um".
Qian Duoduo smiled at Maggie soothingly, and walked towards the pantry first.
Nozomi Miyagi hurriedly followed behind her.
Originally, he was a little suspicious that this method of wanting to capture and indulge was useless to her, but in the past few days, instead of showing her liking for him or being jealous of Maggie, she always happily watched him and Maggie appear on the same screen.
This time, Qian Duoduo called her, and it was really ......
It's very rare!
But what he didn't expect was that Qian Duoduo entered the pantry, and after locking the door, the first thing he said to him was......
"Brother Lele, I think I need to remind you, if you plan to show affection, you can choose to be on TV, don't always come to the design department! The people in the department have been terrified recently, and the manager wonders if there is a problem with the work of our department, and we are always arranged to work overtime these days! ”
She pouted, unhappy.
“……”
Nozomi Miyagi's eyes were deep, looking at the money in front of him, and he didn't know how to speak for a while.
Qian Duoduo was a little uncomfortable to look at him like this.
thought that what he said might be too straightforward, and it was likely to hurt her invisibly, so he hurriedly added: "I'm just telling the truth, if you don't like to listen, you can choose not to listen." ”
She shrugged: "I'm fine, go back first." ”
She said that she was about to leave, but was pulled by Nozomi Miyagi.
"Duoduo, I'm not in a relationship with that woman of hers!"
“……”
Qian Duoduo's eyes widened, she looked at him suspiciously, and frowned: "Brother Lele, have you ever thought that saying this will make Maggie sad?" ”
This is completely the performance of a scumbag!
I don't admit it after eating.
Nozomi Miyagi smiled bitterly: "Duoduo, what I said is true, she is really not my girlfriend...... She is an employee of the company and my relationship consultant......"
Qian Duoduo: "......"
It's simply ......
"You ......"
She wanted to say something, but she didn't know what to say.
She really saw such a person for the first time in her life! It made her laugh alive!
"Brother Lele, you ......," she repeated, but she still didn't know what to say. So she shut up, turned and walked away.
Miyagi Nozomi wanted to hold her, but his hand was already raised, but he still put it down again.
He watched her leave, and his heart was empty.
The result of confessing the truth is ......
In the next few days, Qian Duoduo was about to treat him as a transparent person, and he was also ignorant of his words, and he was really a little depressed-
This time, it was completely self-defeating.
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Apartments in Ji'an City.
When Tang Xiaonian woke up, he was already on the sun.
She had never felt so tired, her back hurt, and her body didn't seem to be her own.
"Awake?"
Ji Ancheng was on the side, already dressed, and was sending some files to the computer.
Tang Xiaonian couldn't help blushing when she thought of what happened last night, she answered in a low voice, and hurriedly said, "Then my mother's medical expenses ......"
Ji Ancheng frowned: "You don't believe me like that?"
"No, it's not ......"
Tang Xiaonian shook his head and stopped thinking nonsense.
After being silent for a while, Ji Ancheng seemed to be busy with things on the computer, he got up and threw her an ointment: "Wipe it, it should feel better." ”
With that, he walked out.
Seeing him walk out with his feet raised, Tang Xiaonian breathed a sigh of relief.
She took the ointment, tears welling up in her eyes.
Now, she verified the words of her mother and Song Ze, and she was completely depraved......
However, it would be good to exchange it for her mother's medical expenses.
Millions!
She's really worth it.
She smiled bitterly, got up to apply the medicine herself, put on her clothes again, got up and walked out slowly.
There was no way, her body was so heavy that walking became a kind of torture for her.