Chapter 1118: A Dark Night
The dark color in his heart gradually rose, and he lowered his head against her full forehead, and whispered, "It's too noisy." ”
It's true...... He didn't want to hear it anymore.
Before Qiong Shanyin's words were finished, his lips were tightly blocked by a strong softness, and a burst of brilliance crackled in Qiong Shanyin's mind, and his ears rang out, and finally turned into a blank.
Lao Wanfeng...... This guy is crazy!!
"Woo!"
He wanted to struggle, but his two hands were tightly clasped on top of his head by one of his hands, Lao Wanfeng's other hand pinched her chin, so that she couldn't stop going, his kiss was as domineering and tough as him, driving straight in, not giving her the slightest room left.
Qiong Shanyin has never kissed anyone else in her life, and the dragonfly kiss on the execution ground before was her first kiss, although it was not a good memory, but it was also a place that she had always cherished in her heart and was unwilling to be touched.
But this kiss is completely different from hers.
As if she was going to devour her alive, and in the moment of chaos in her mind, she couldn't even struggle to get out of this predicament, she could only passively accept the other party's lip sealing, and crush all her sharp words in her stomach.
"Enough!"
In the moment of the exchange of breaths, words overflowed between her lips and teeth. But she was soon overtaken by the burning lips, and she was not allowed to run away anymore, and to find any excuses.
Qiong Shanyin struggled desperately, she felt that her hands were rubbed on the rough stone wall, and her flesh and blood were blurred, but this kind of pain was still not as good as the pain in her heart, she had to peel off her heart and fly away?
She's killed so many people!
There is no better ending than where she died, she bore her sins, avoided conflict, and all was happy and returned to normal.
Patience is not parting with life and death, but understanding and fulfillment after seeing everything clearly. It may not be easy to let go, but how easy is it to let go?
"You let go of me!"
felt Lao Wanfeng's body clinging to herself, I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional rubbing her body, as the kiss deepened, she felt a strange and shuddering touch climbing up from her bone marrow, making people's hearts tremble, and her hands and feet were weak.
"Lao Wanfeng! You! ”
Suddenly, she felt her clothes fall to her shoulders in the struggle, and Shuangfeng, who had been clinging to his chest, also felt the temperature of his hot body, Lao Wanfeng chuckled in her ear: "As early as when I rescued you underwater, I felt that something was panicking, and when I saw your real appearance in your room, I actually thought it was a milk melon...... Hah, I feel like I'm really stupid. ”
Lao Wanfeng's snort was hot in her ears, and her neck was burned red, Qiong Shanyin knew what he wanted to do without any trouble, and a voice and pain suddenly appeared in her heart that made her tremble.
"You are my son! Always! ”
"What are you hiding? Well?! ”
"Tell me, who you are and what you are! The next time I see that disgusting thing, I'll cut it off! ”
A voice that had been forcefully poured into her mind and thoughts from before, and at the moment when she was teased and transformed into a woman, she still followed the shadow like a ghost, this was her calamity, and it was an irreversible violation forever...... Father's decisions and commands.
When Lao Wanfeng held her pearl-like ear, he suddenly felt the heat falling on his shoulder, he was stunned for a moment, turned his head to look, and saw her eyes closed, tears falling like beads.
"I'm a man...... Not you...... playthings. Lao Wanfeng! ”
She cried so much that she couldn't breathe, Lao Wanfeng put her hand down, held her thin back and comforted her, because her ears and temples grinded, their sweat was mixed together, she seemed to be aggrieved, and bit his shoulder, venting her anger.
"I'm a man!"
She repeated it again, trembling all over.
Lao Wan Feng Yun. Breathing in the cold sweat that she had sunk in the nightmare, she closed her eyes, never willing to admit herself, and hypnotized again and again, as if accepting her true self, would collapse the faith she had always held.
This feeling is like when Lao Wanfeng saw her countless times, her tough posture and the shouts that burst out of her body: "Help me, help me!" ”
The pain that has been engraved for many years is how deeply rooted, and how twisted and tormented she is that made her change from Qiong Shanyin to Qiong Shanyin.
"You don't have to go on like this." Lao Wanfeng felt as if his heart was being overshadowed by her: "You have always been you, you just want to be yourself, Qiong Shanyin...... What do you think before you die, I ask you! Do you really want to continue torturing yourself?! ”
Qiong Shanyin opened her teary eyes, she tried to recall her moment before she died, when she saw him full of joy, but regretted that she couldn't let him see her true appearance, if it was ......
"If you don't want to accept yourself, why did you tell me that last?"
"My real name is Qiong Shanyin, a grassy Yin, if there is an afterlife...... Don't mistake me......"
"Do you remember my answer?"
Qiong Shanyin was stunned.
"My eyes are not good, and my memory is also poor, but as long as I keep holding you like this, I will never recognize the wrong person."
Qiong Shanyin's tears rolled down again, and she was kissed by Lao Wanfeng.
"So trust me, I beg you...... Rely on me a little bit and I'll get stronger. What I promised you, I will definitely do. So, you don't have to be stubborn, just be yourself. ”
Qiong Shanyin hugged his neck.
Why is he so gentle at this moment? That stinky fart guy actually woke up the part of her that had long since died, the part that she had never dared to bury in her heart and never dared to admit.
"If it's you...... I'm willing, a little bit more convinced. ”
She said softly, feeling the person in her arms tremble a little, and then quickly turned to the side, she saw the red under his eyes, and raised her hand to lick the tears from the corners of his eyes with the tip of her tongue.
"What a fool."
Lao Wanfeng smiled: "I'm just a fool." ”
She untied the layers of restraint that bound her, and her clothes fell to the ground.
Skin on top of each other, hot as a furnace, Lao Wanfeng is also leading by example, little by little to tell her what is a man and a woman, in this side she is like a child who does not know the world, ignorant like a child, tense her body, strongly endure the disgust in her heart, and do not let herself kick down for the guy who does what she wants, which is already enough to give face.
But Lao Wanfeng was still inch in, seeing that the corners of her eyes were red, her pupils were misty, and she chuckled: "When you were a man, didn't you ever have a love for a woman?" ”
"You're ...... Skilled...... I've thought about doing this countless times. Qiong Shanyin bit her lip, suppressed her sobbing, and glared at him with anger, but this anger was less of the threat of the past and a little more resentful on her moist black pupils.
"Heh, it seems that you still have the strength to quibble with me, but I haven't done enough." Lao Wanfeng held her earlobe, felt the person under him tremble, and he said, "It doesn't matter if you believe it or not...... It's usually the first time I've been with you. ”
Qiong Shanyin was stunned: "Do you think I really believe your words?" ”
Lao Wanfeng put her hand on his heart: "Don't believe it, you can feel how nervous I am." ”
The violent beating from between his fingers, as if he was about to leap out, his heartbeat seemed to be linked to his heart, and it was also beating sharply, bang, bang, bang, can't hide it.
She felt panicked, as if she would link her heart to him, if so, could she still be herself?
He couldn't sink anymore, but it was like being entangled in spider silk and couldn't break free, he seemed to crush her little by little, and then put her back together.
The self that I had always believed in collapsed.
……
When Qiong Shanyin woke up, Lao Wanfeng was holding her and looking at the full moon outside, the gentle wind at night relieved the heat in her body, she wanted to stand up, but her limbs were weak and weak, she opened her mouth and wanted to speak, but her voice was a little hoarse: "What time is it?" ”
Lao Wanfeng pecked her lips and said, "It's the right time, you have a good rest, I will always guard you." ”
Qiong Shanyin snorted sullenly and buried her head in his chest.
Lao Wanfeng spread her wings and enveloped her whole person, as if it was an extremely reassuring nest.
I didn't pay much attention to it before, I just thought that this guy was tall and big, and his limbs were well-developed, but he had become her only support now.
Lao Wanfeng felt some dampness and heat in his chest, and couldn't help but laugh: "Don't sleep too soundly, and put saliva on my clothes." ”
Lao Wanfeng knew that she was crying, but her crying was not fragile, and she didn't need him to say anything more comforting.
People have different joys and sorrows, and he can't empathize with the abuse and mental breakdown she has suffered over the years, and all he can do is ensure that she will not be affected by any wind and rain in the future.
Suddenly, he felt a pain in his chest, and gritted his teeth at Qiong Shanyin, who was restless and touching him: "You are really ...... Don't pick on me anymore, or I'll be overwhelmed. ”
Qiong Shanyin emerged from his arms and said to him, "What is this?" ”
Her expression and tone were extremely serious, and Lao Wanfeng retracted his wings and saw her pointing to her abdomen, where there was a flame-like pattern.
"Uh...... I've always had this. ”
There was a pause in Lao Wanfeng's tone, and Qiong Shanyin said, "Have you never lied all along?" ”
Lao Wanfeng, who was seen through at a glance, stroked his head and laughed to hide his embarrassment: "Is it so easy to be recognized?" ”
"Even a three-year-old is better than you." Qiong Shan Yin Dao, and touched this place again, and the touch of this flame felt a burning pain, and Lao Wanfeng would also frown and endure it, as if this mark made him also miserable.
"What is this?" Qiong Shanyin's eyes burned and asked, "Is this something related to the fact that you were no longer under the control of the Suyue Patriarch at that time?" ”