Chapter 1192: The World of Malice
The world is shrouded in a gray cloud of "malice". She could always smell the stench as she walked through the crowd, and she could see countless black clouds emanating from people's bodies, and the words exhaustion could be seen on their faces.
And every time she came to the crowd, she could always feel the suffocating smoke and dust rippling in the crowd, when she was a child, she used to look curiously at those who were emitting black fog, and once said childishly: "Uncle, why is there smoke on your body." As a result, she was glared at fiercely, and she was so frightened that she cried on the spot.
And what made her completely afraid to contact the crowd was another thing, when she was about ten years old, she once saw a man standing at the entrance of the alley in front of the alley home, there was no one around, the sky was dark, and he stood in that place as if he was a demon.
He had the thickest black smoke she'd ever seen, and a rich, rotting stench that made her bend over and retch.
She saw that pair of creepy eyes, which suddenly passed through the sea of people and fixed on her body, making her cold sweat brush her entire spine, and she almost reflexively sensed the killing intention, making her turn around and flee without her life.
"Help, help!!"
Her heart was beating like a drum, her blood was flowing backwards, and the man's bloodthirsty eyes were like hunting beasts, which terrified her. Chasing the soul of the dead like a life, her soul did not possess her body, and she kept fleeing forward, not daring to pause for a moment.
Until he bumped into a man whose good-looking finger bones held her backward figure, and the narrow eyes peeking out from under her sunglasses looked behind her, and then pushed her to the man who followed him: "Blindfold her." ”
The white-gloved man blindfolded her.
She didn't remember what happened after that, all she could remember was the faint aroma of pine resin she had smelled when she crashed into the man's arms, with the fragrance of the forest, and she hadn't smelled such a faint fragrance for a long time.
And the next day, she saw a shocking thing on the news, just yesterday when the body of a girl who had been abused and unformed was found in an alley near her home.
The society was soliciting clues about this socially vile criminal case, and she immediately remembered the stench man who stood in front of the dark alley yesterday.
And the smell left by the man was too strong, and when she passed through that place, the smell reminded her of yesterday's terrifying moment, and she was also reminded of the figure and memory, and she thought of the person who chased him yesterday, and she should have died somewhere like the girl.
It was the man who appeared out of thin air who saved himself.
But where did the murderer go?
This egregious homicide case eventually became an unsolved case because the murderer could not be found, but only she knew that the matter had been solved in another way.
But this incident still became a shadow in her heart, and the more she grew up, the more people she could see emitting black smoke or light smoke, and she did not dare to see it, nor did she want to think about how many cruel beasts would hide in the world in human form.
She ran away and wrapped herself in a tube, hoping that she could protect herself in this way and that her conscience would no longer be tormented.
Not seeing was the only way she could do it.
Bai Yun sat silently in the night, she had caused so much trouble to her aunt, she couldn't go on like this, it was not a good practice to only escape when she was young, she was now a responsible adult, and she was determined to change herself.
The following month, the doctor was surprised to find that she was able to go out, and in another month, she was able to get out of the crowd for ten minutes without fainting. Three months later, she was able to look like a normal person.
But this one is just like that. If Bai Yun stays in one place for a long time, she will still have symptoms of paralysis and rapid heartbeat, but as long as the crowd flows, or the people around her have a fixed distance from her, she can still focus her energy on other places and will not be uncomfortable. You can't talk to her more than ten sentences, and that's the limit she has tried her best to reach.
The black smoke that came out of it always made her uncomfortable and couldn't breathe.
The doctor felt that she should return to her normal life, participate in the work like ordinary people, work from 9 to 5, and experience it firsthand, so that she could adapt to normal life as soon as possible.
In the past three months, she has been dizzy and can no longer faint, and she can't vomit anymore.
Now is the time to test the fruits of her efforts.
On the second day, Bai Yun received an offer from the Sood-German Group.
Sood Group is an information technology company specializing in software technology development. Even if it is Bai Yun's house, she also knows about this company, because Mingde almost monopolizes most of the technology market, and when she was studying with a computer in the rental room, she also had a comprehensive understanding of Mingde's main development, and they have now gone deep into the field of bioengineering and genetic research.
She joined the company as an intern.
Bai Yun stood on Guangming Road, which was known as every inch of land, and when she looked up at the towering skyscrapers, her palms were already full of sweat.
Early in the morning, she rejected her aunt's offer to drive her, and instead chose the subway that she forced herself to take countless times and finally stopped throwing up. She felt that she had even experienced such a cruel Shura field, and she was reborn from the ashes, would she still be afraid to go to work?
But the vigor of fighting before going out, when she went out, she used one percent, and when she took the subway, she used one percent, and it declined again and again, and finally arrived in front of the building, her previous ambitions were all turned into ashes, and the whole building was twisted and blurred in front of her, Bai Yun held her hands, trying her best to restrain her legs from trembling.
The appointment with the supervisor was approaching, and she could never be late on the first day.
How could she live up to her aunt's hardship, and how could she let her more than three months of hard work come to naught.
But the more she wanted to open her legs, the more paralyzed her nerves became, and she was shaking so much that she couldn't even stand steadily, and the white-collar workers around her passed past her, and the footsteps on the floor in her ears were infinitely amplified, making a sharp roar. Her forehead jumped suddenly, and when she leaned over, she was about to collapse.
Su's waist was held up.
Everything was torn to pieces, and the scene suddenly surged back into her body, and Bai Yun heard a deep voice that was constantly amplified from afar: "Are you okay?" ”
She suddenly came to her senses.
In front of her was a man with deep eyes and sharp edges, she was extremely tall, wearing a well-cut black suit, looking elegant and handsome.
Her hand was on Bai Yun's waist, and it was the first time she could get so close to a stranger, and she seemed to be able to smell the faint scent of sandalwood on that person. The smell has the power to make people feel calming and comfortable. Miraculously, Bai Yun actually felt that she had calmed down.
She hurriedly stood up, blushing in the face of the man, and whispered out two words: "Thank you." ”
The person who helped her looked at Bai Yun and seemed to have a better face, so he nodded at her and turned to leave.
Bai Yun hammered her thighs fiercely, and when she opened her eyes again, her paralyzed limbs seemed to have regained a little warmth, and she felt that the people around her fell on her with strange eyes, and suddenly a spirit of excitement just wanted to leave here quickly, no matter where she was, she couldn't stand here anymore, if she couldn't take this step today, then she would probably never be able to take a step out again in her life.
Bai Yun took a breath and rushed inside, the glass door couldn't block her, and the elevator that several people poured in couldn't trap her, and when she reached the eighth floor, she came to the door of the manager of the personnel department, she had almost lost half of her soul, and even her steps were vain.
She took three deep breaths and cleaned up her embarrassment.
The supervisor is a man over forty years old, with greasy bangs and a big belly, Bai Yun is under her responsibility, she looked at the resume and registration card in her hand again and again, rolled her eyes from behind the thick glasses at the bottom of the bottle, looked at the boy in front of him who looked cowering in a stupid mess, and helped her glasses with disdain: "You should know that with your kind of education, it is impossible to enter Mingde, right...... I don't know how much you relied on to squeeze in, but when you get here, it's not bullshit! She slapped the newspaper in her hand and scolded: "There is no one else to help you in the future!" Mingde doesn't raise waste, you can cheer me up! ”
Bai Yun was so frightened by her fierce words that her whole body stiffened, but she was also relieved, this person didn't give others a chance to speak at all, as long as she nodded obediently and desperately, she could be regarded as sparing her life.
The director watched with satisfaction that his shock had worked, and he snorted leisurely through his nostrils: "Come with me." ”
Bai Yun followed obediently behind her.
The man took her into the office area, which was quite small, with about thirty people in one place, and the man glanced at it casually, pointed to the place where the clutter had accumulated in the corner and said, "You clean up the table over there, sit there first, someone will teach you how to do your work later, and give me a wide eye to study!" As he spoke, he slapped the newspaper on her head again: "My name is Jiang Xin, I am the director of the marketing department, if you dare not say hello like today, don't blame you for not being able to stay for a few days and have to roll up and leave!" ”
"Yes...... Jiang, Director Jiang! ”
Jiang Xin saw the intern who couldn't even speak, shook his head and sighed to Yi Lian's side, full of disdain, and his face was full of fat and squeezed: "Yi Lian, how is the recent project progress?" What do you need in life, just mention it to me! ”
Ilian didn't even raise his head, and snorted through his nostrils.
Bai Yun touched her head, until Director Jiang walked out of the office, she slowly began to clean up the clutter on the table, these clutter are things that can't fit on the desks of other people in the office, especially Yilian, who was sitting next to her, because she had made a lot of contributions to software development, and had a lot of benefits on Director Jiang's side, all of them were piled up on the empty table, now that this intern is sitting down, where should she put her things?