Chapter 202: The heart is like a tree turning to ashes

"This is the only thing...... I would definitely not agree. She said firmly: "I am a doctor, I can heal myself." So you can help me find these herbs. ”

Qing'er was skeptical, but after seeing Iris's unyielding eyes, she resigned herself to her request, and did not go to the doctor, but to find the medicinal materials she wanted, and after she puffed herself with a few flavors of medicine, she fell asleep, and finally entered the dream.

Huang Mo was sad to watch from the sidelines, Iris's current situation was really a little bleak, but Xiao Yi was really ruthless, and he didn't come to see her once.

Xiao Yat was waiting for her to bow her head.

But how could Iris bow her head?

She has always chosen the path she has taken, for her, no matter how Xiao Yi persecuted her, she just wanted to give birth to this child, she was tormented in the long night, and occasionally stroked her lower abdomen to herself: "As long as I can give birth to you, what is all this now?" ”

And Xiao Yi's side, he does often look at the moon, his eyes always fall in the distance, he often carries the pen, but he can't fall for a long time, staring at the candlelight blankly, Huang Mo doesn't know what he is thinking now, the only thing that is certain is that he is playing with himself and with Iris.

He hugged the woman in his arms, and the soft wattle wrapped around his neck, while he looked at the bleak wind and snow outside the window and felt that his hands and feet were as cold as stiffness, the fire was burning, and his dormitory was as warm as spring. But he felt cold, in the face of lingering charm, he could always think of the eyes that were colder than the wind and snow penetrated his heart, the shame of that night always lingered for him, he felt annoyed, he already knew that he didn't love her anymore, he always hated that woman when he thought of it, but he still remembered the first time he met her, that sudden glance.

He fell in love with her at first sight like a flame under the plum blossoms burning in the snow, and this irreredeemable affection came so violently that he could not resist it at all, and under the countless pains in his heart, he felt satisfied to stay by her side, and gradually sank, and his whole heart was captured.

And the only time he dared to show his heart was shattered, it was swift and ruthless.

It was a battle that wore them down to the point of physical and mental exhaustion.

Huang Mo sighed and shook her head, their day-to-day confrontation seemed to her now as little as a half-moment, but in fact, they had been facing each other like this for about eight years.

In the past eight years, Xiao Yi has added three princes and two princesses, and Concubine Hua has been asking for the abolition of the queen who has not been born for eight years in Shangjian, since the concubine has been born now, she will be established as the prince to inherit the throne in the future, so it should be the time for Concubine Hua to become the queen.

The prime minister even went to the palace with other ministers, and even took Concubine Hua to cry beside him, saying that although she gave birth to a son-in-law, she still did not have any status in the palace, and the pressure came one after another, but in the past eight years, the White Emperor Xiao Yi has taken half a step

didn't let it, he has been rejecting these requests stacked like a mountain, and even did not hesitate to demote the crying Sima to make an example, so that this increasingly fierce posture can be regarded as suppressing.

Rumors gradually began to spread in the palace that the queen used witchcraft to charm the emperor, in order to preserve her position, otherwise she was old and yellow, and she had no children under her knees, and the emperor had no reason to continue to let a country occupy the supreme position after the death, these rumors gradually became loud and noisy, and even the white emperor heard the whispers between the palace maids by chance when he was reading the chapter in the study, Xiao Yi realized that he had not been to Gongqing Mansion for a long time, and since the first routine sacrifice ceremony, he had not seen the iris again.

What reason did he have to go to her?

Iris will only appear on occasions when she is the mother of a country, she does not like this kind of lively occasions, nor does she like strong colors, he is very clear about her preferences, but he ordered the dragon and phoenix beads and jade crowns and woven phoenix xia veils sent by the Ministry of Internal Affairs, forcing her to attend the palace banquet, he wanted to see her worried or disgusted look, but she accepted it completely without complaint.

But the last time he saw her, she had lost a lot of weight, he thought that she was not doing well, why was she so bad, but she was still the same indifferent look when he was waiting for him to come to him in the fire, she would not be like other women to him tenderly and sweetly caring, always remained quiet and estranged from him, and refused to stretch out her hand to him when she stepped on the memorial stairs in a nine-layer heavy suit, leaving him alone and angry.

What will they leave behind but hatred for each other?

Xiao Yat finally stepped into Gongqing Mansion.

Huang Mo saw her leaning on the edge of the pavilion, she stared at the swimming fish on the water, heard the footsteps, but did not look back, just smiled: "Qing'er, you said that this fish is trapped in this pond, is it considered free?" ”

"Will the fish in the pond still want to swim into the sea?"

His Mu Ran's words made Iris stunned for a moment, and then turned her head to see Xiao Yi standing not far from her, the smile on the corner of her mouth faded, and she got up and said, "It turns out that the king is here." The concubine is far away. ”

"You're wishing I wasn't coming, are you?" Seeing that her face changed as soon as she saw that it was him, Xiao Yi suddenly became angry.

"How could it be ......" she dodged his forced gaze: "It's just that after the king sent me to this Gongqing Mansion, it was the first time to come to see the concubine, and the concubine was surprised." ”

"Do you want to be free?" Xiao Yi took a step forward, she didn't dodge, he still remembered that when she was in Yunbo, she was on the roof under the moonlight, she told him that everything was for freedom, and the freedom she wanted was built on his pain, he didn't want to understand her now, she still wanted to run away from him, how could he tolerate letting her escape?

She had always thought about such things, so no matter how he snubbed her, it didn't hurt for her? It is because of her

didn't care about him, so he cut off his feelings for her and let him draft a concubine, so what was the point of all this he did?

She just watched him suffer with a cold eye, why did she still treat him like this?!

"Do you know that you are now just a vain queen, as long as I say a word, you will be as wiped out as your descendants of Yunbo!"

The words were almost taboo that she didn't dare to touch, and he watched her face turn pale in an instant, and the figure staggered and staggered backwards. She witnessed the scene of the ghost royal family being burned that day, but she brought it all on herself. He was forced to bow down to her, but she gave him a death order, and when he made up his mind to let the demon devour him, the feelings of love for her at that time also vanished.

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