(a)

Because Mr. Dai entered the pharmaceutical industry earlier, he was born as a poor child, but his net worth was much higher than his peers. He really didn't need to know literature.

At the beginning, it was precisely because she was riding the boat of literature that she was often smashed by the waves of existence, and she was thrown to the crest of the waves, just like a strong wind sweeping a pile of dry chaff, and the sections of her boat were smashed by the crest of the waves and drifted around.

That's her, a person who just resigned from the hospital and carried a dream, without a fixed income, pension insurance, the only work experience as a nurse, peace and stability, etc., only one mouth remains.

Be a secretary, less than 1.65 meters tall, and she found that any small company recruiting a secretary is also full of national colors and swan-like necks. Go to the newspaper, there is no way.

She can't sell these things, which means she has a stomach full of sky. The cicadas in the trees can sip on the free morning dew.

Nor is it a god who can eat spells. The whole city is hideous, because it can squash her at any moment. She can't sell what she has. Every time she came back from failure, she sat hopelessly in the bus, and the bus seemed to be bumped in the wilderness.

If it weren't for Lao Dai's appreciation, she didn't know how many throws she would have to suffer, and she squatted on the road, not knowing how many times she would cry. Maybe all that's left is a bunch of self-defeating submissions.

However, she is more such a person. She was even more reluctant to live up to her own life.

Chang Xia, who was wearing a red windbreaker, changed the topic: "Mr. Dai, if I leave, won't the company be able to operate?" Mr. Dai was stunned, and obviously turned a corner, "Yes, if anyone leaves, the company is still running as usual." "Although I am reluctant to let go of the girl Chang Xia, why force it anymore?

Before leaving, Lao Dai gave her a warm word: "If you can't pass the exam, welcome to come back, the company's door is open to you at any time." “

Hum! I won't pass the exam, I'm going to break the cauldron and sink the boat, the strong man will break his wrist, and Loulan will never return if he doesn't break it.

(b)

In the name of the graduate school entrance examination, she moved to the city where Bai Xian was sent by the company. In the name of the postgraduate entrance examination, she reads books at home, and Bai Xian goes out to meet customers during the day. The two hugged each other night and night, and in these years of wandering life, the days were warm and calm that they had never had before.

Chang Xia's appearance recovered little by little, first of all, the tanning of the skin slowly faded, and slowly there was the natural delicate whiteness of southern girls.

The black hair, like a waterfall, began to grow again, draped over the shoulders like seaweed without any decoration. What's more, her temperament has slowly returned, and the sharp and harsh look she has cultivated on the sales battlefield is gone, and a poetic and dreamy look has returned to her eyes.

After the two finished eating, Chang Xia sat on his lap, his hands around his neck, dangling like a child.

Bai Xian said, "I have to catch you to buy socks today." No matter how you wash the socks, you can't find them. One possibility is that someone else took it wrongly, and the other possibility is that it was eaten by you, and I think the latter is more likely. ”

"you." Chang Xia laughed and made a gesture to pinch Bai Xian's earlobe, but Bai Xian avoided it. While continuing to "count" Chang Xia's crimes, "Also, wash my clothes, it's a mess." ”

"Where?" Chang Xia didn't admit it, "For example! ”

"Yes, you see, what color is this dress of mine?" This dress was originally a white shirt worn underneath, but now, it has become a faint pink.

talked about the friends who came last night, Bai Xian invited others to dinner, sang, and paid for the opening of the house.

"How can we be so rich!" After all, it's a girl, be careful, and when she says it, Chang Xia still pouts and gets angry.

Bai Xian scratched her lips with his hand and coaxed her, "Okay, look at Du Fu, a friend is here, and he entertains guests with two eggs that have been hidden for a few years." As a result, the eggs are rotten and cannot be eaten. So, Du Fu left two eggshells and wrote a poem, two yellow orioles singing green willows, and a line of egrets in the blue sky. Why don't you learn from others? ”

Chang Xia burst into tears and smiled, reaching out to grab his thick belly. The two often quarrel like this, but Bai Xian's words suddenly turned the two of them into laughter.

The two were going out for a walk, and Bai Xian had a lot of things in his hand, so he said to Chang Xia, "Take the kitchen garbage down"

。 Chang Xia pouted, unwilling: "It's really uncomfortable to take the bag out of the basket, put it away, tie it, and carry it down." ”

"Oh, a simple garbage throwout is broken down into so many actions."

"No, it's boring for me to think that the things I carry in my hands are all nasty, disgusting scraps, and if I'm carrying a flower in my hand, then I'll carry it every day."

Bai Xian shook his head helplessly: "Okay, I owe you in my last life." ”

Hand the things in his hand to Chang Xia, and bend down to tie the garbage basket by himself. Chang Xia pursed his lips and smiled. Anyway, in front of him, she always plays, and he also lets her bully.

Ask friends to go out to play, Chang Xia is wearing high heels, and he can't walk anymore when he walks, so he starts to play tricks and asks him to carry it.

The honest Bai Xian carried her all the way like Zhu Bajie's daughter-in-law.

After getting on the bus, the back seat of the bus was empty, he put Chang Xia's feet on his knees, ignored the eyes of others, took off her high-heeled sandals, and gently rubbed her feet.

At that time, thinking of Chang Xia's "Mandarin Duck Tile Cold Frost and Heavy Flowers, Jade and Cold", he was willing to give her all his love for the two of them who were finally together. Take out all of his possession without hesitation, leave nothing behind, and give it all to her.

(c)

When Bai Xian went out, Chang Xia locked himself in the room alone.

The scenery of Hangzhou is always very beautiful. The season when the willow warbler flies is a temptation. The wooden floors on the floor of the rented house have a lazy atmosphere, and the living room with floor-to-ceiling glass is often filled with sunlight all day long.

Chang Xia plans on paper. I found a large piece of paper and wrote a detailed and dense preparation schedule for nearly a year with a red colored pen, and the basic idea was to specialize in English from May to September. New Concepts, Four Volumes of College English, Reading Comprehension, and Trying to Write English Notes; From September to December, all four courses will be taken at the same time.

To be precise, a person who has only the starting point of English proficiency in a rural junior high school has to acquire English in a limited time at the age of 16 by a nursing school English teacher who has little hope in his life. It is necessary to span three years of high school and several years of college English proficiency. She was pressed for time. That kind of hardship and excellence must be fully mentally prepared.

When she was done, she dropped her pen and stood by the window. A window facing the vegetable market and seeing the crowd of people buying vegetables, this is the daily life of ordinary people, this is part of the life of the two people.

Every day he goes out to run errands, she reads books at home and goes to the vegetable market to buy vegetables. In the evening, wash and cut the vegetables, and wait for him to come back and stir-fry.

"Love has bound you". She said to herself.

Cook together in the kitchen every day. One of her feet was like to stick out in her sock, step on his instep, and rub his instep. His feet kept moving dishonestly, and his hands kept sending food to his mouth.

After eating, the two of them went for a walk together, holding hands. On Sundays, when I come to a party with friends, I sit on the floor and drink beer and listen to Daolang's songs." The last snow of 2002".

As a result, I barely read much before May.

"It's a warmth that makes you fascinated. But your life shouldn't just stop there. ”

Indulge yourself in the name of love. Fall asleep with your neck around her every night, like a person who is afraid of separation. During the day, he works at sunrise and rests at sunset, because there is a woman in the house. When he comes back, cook cigarettes for him, give birth to children for him, and stay together for the rest of their lives.

No, that's not the case in her life. She still has dreams. Her life is not to leave the town, just to marry someone.

The desire to walk up in the depths of her heart, she listened to the rough call of her heart, and walking was hopelessly grasping her soul. The life she pursues seems to be vast and boundless.