Chapter 433: Have I ever felt ashamed in my heart

"And what are you still standing here for?"

The thirteenth elder brother glared at the little eunuch, quite angry, "Hurry up and take a look, urge it!" ”

"Slaves don't dare to ......"

The little eunuch listened to the words of the thirteenth elder brother and knelt on the ground at that time. He is a slave who waits for his master, where does he have the courage to urge him to be the master? What's more, it was Four Baylor, who was notoriously unsmiling.

"Waste, what do you want?"

The thirteenth elder brother looked at the little eunuch, he really didn't beat or scold.

"That's it, I don't care!"

The thirteenth elder brother did not delay any longer, and soon walked to the side of the ninth elder brother from behind.

"Brother Jiu!"

The thirteenth elder brother came to the front of the ninth elder brother and whispered hello.

The ninth elder brother glanced at the thirteenth elder brother, but just nodded and did not say anything. Today's Ninth Elder Brother is in a very bad mood. The good brother who grew up is leaving Beijing, not because of the scenery, but because he is a little driven out of the capital, which makes Brother Jiu's mood just like the day of this cold winter wax moon, very cold.

Even, even on this day, it is much warmer than Brother Jiu's heart.

There are so many brothers, and they can be regarded as having contacts on weekdays. But when it's really time for trouble, it's unreliable, it's unreliable!

At this moment, Brother Jiu is really emotional.

……

The tenth elder brother rode his horse and walked beside the carriage that Dulan was riding, and his mood was not good, nor was it bad.

Leaving Beijing is what he wants.

But leaving Beijing under such circumstances is not what he wants.

Although he was ignored by Kangxi again and again, disappointed again and again, and even despaired, in the deepest part of his heart, he always retained a trace of fantasy, imagining that his emperor Ama actually cared about him in his heart.

But this time, Brother Shi's heart is really dead!

The love between father and son is broken!

It's not painful, that's false.

The north wind was cold and blew on the face like a knife.

The carriage and horse walked very slowly, and the corners of Brother Shi's mouth twitched a little, and he wanted to cry, and he wanted to cry. He really wanted to ask his Emperor Ama why? Is he not his son?

However, Brother Ten understood that even if he asked, he would not get an answer.

Father and son, king and minister, private or public, he is in a weak position.

His emperor Ama is eloquent and strategic, and his governance is unparalleled.

He admired it from the bottom of his heart.

In his heart, his emperor Ama is supreme and unattainable.

He tried to get closer, he wanted to catch up......

But now, Brother Ten understands that he can't catch up and can't get close. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't get close to his own emperor, not before, and even more so in the future.

Riding on the horse, the tenth elder brother looked back sideways, looking in the direction of the Forbidden City.

It's a long way to go, and when will we see you again?

Dulan couldn't sense the mood of the tenth elder brother, even if she could feel the grievances in the tenth elder brother's heart, she would not take it seriously. She is not the tenth elder brother, and she doesn't care so much about Kangxi.

Leaving the capital, even if it was a way to leave the capital in a way that was kicked out of the capital, she was also happy.

To her, the capital is just a cage.

Now jumping out of the cage, the world is free to roam.

Of course, this does not mean that Dulan does not have resentment in his heart.

On the contrary, she has resentment and hatred in her heart.

Not for anything else, just for the child who has no mother-son relationship with her, one day, she will have to come back, ask Kangxi, ask the Queen Mother, they have ever felt ashamed in their hearts!