"So, Queen Yu, let's separate."

After Gu Ling said this, the air was a little colder, and Empress Yu still leaned on the sofa and did not move, frowning slightly, her lips pursed tightly. She didn't know what he was thinking, but she knew that they weren't fit to continue, and she wasn't so generous to let the other women go wild in their marital room.

The bell on the wall struck three times coldly, but Queen Yu remained silent. She can't stand such a confrontation, she is full of grievances, she is full of disappointment, and the inferiority complex and pathos that grow on the weak self-confidence, which will sooner or later tear through her pretense of calmness.

The sound of a heartbeat is unusually clear in the air. She turned and entered the room, closed the door, and sat down on the floor along the door, her embarrassment was clearly visible in the makeup mirror opposite, a mediocre face, a pair of unsightly makeup, and a rare extravagant dress.

She closed her eyes, her mind full of the conversation she had been from years ago. He asked: Gu Ling, are you interesting to me? She said: I don't know, and I'm not sure myself. He said, "You're too sincere......

In this world, how difficult it is to love someone who doesn't love herself, Gu Ling, who was pampered and protected by Empress Yu many years ago, didn't know it, she stumbled on this road for six years but still didn't hesitate, and now I finally understand that the real heartbreak is that you no longer dare to imagine the white wedding dress, dare not look directly at the sparkling engagement ring.

But true love is stalker and self-deception.

The furnishings in the room have changed a lot, but the location of the suitcase has not changed, it is still the same one, she stole the household registration book from a narrow but clean room in Hua Hai's dilapidated bungalow, and went to Huaning to look for his only suitcase.

"Empress Yu, I hate you, I hate you for ignoring me for the sake of your career, but I think clearly, I love you more than I hate you, I want you to fulfill your promises, forever and ever."

When I woke up, the moon had set, the sun had risen, and it was halfway out of the misty distant mountain, and the brilliance was a little dazzling, after all, the night of four o'clock in the morning was still night, and after all, the eyes that had not shed a single tear were full of soreness.

The luggage was actually packed quickly, as long as the things that did not belong to her were removed, and in the end only a long skirt remained, which she wore to Huaning City in the summer of six years ago, but she didn't know when it was winter.

She stood in the cloakroom, staring blankly at herself in the mirror, the wedding dress was heavy, heavier than any dress she had ever worn, more pure and flawless than any she had ever worn, and more lonely and helpless than anything she had ever worn.

She took off the tea tube and put on the earrings she had prepared for the wedding, there was no light around her, a gray and cold color, and the metal passed through the piercing ear that had just been made, and it was cold and painful.

The sound of closing the door sounded behind him, and Empress Yu finally slowly opened her tired eyes, and saw the cool and cool scene around her, and the pain in her heart became worse.

Yesterday, the Lin family and the Duan family's second child had an accident on the Huancheng Mountain Road, and he knew that the Lin family and the Duan family must have a fierce battle, and Mu Xin, as the head of the Duan family, would inevitably be pulled into such a dispute, peeling and cramping.

Last night, she came here to look for him quietly, saying, "Queen Yu, I'm going to marry Lin Xu." ”

At that moment, he was shocked. Many years ago, on a weekend morning, the wind was beautiful, and she rarely got up early and told him: "After Yu, I want to pick up someone at the airport." As if to show off the identity of the person who came to him, she added: "Lin Qian, my doll kiss." ”

At that time, he was shocked, but he clearly had a premonition of the development of the situation, he did not have the slightest sense of crisis, and it turned out that his premonition was completely correct - Lin Qian and Mu Xin, who had crossed the ocean, were intersecting lines, and they could only stay away from each other after intersecting.

Last night she said: "Empress Yu, I signed the agreement, and I will get the certificate soon, do you have anything to say?" ”

Empress Yu was uneasy, and then the whole heart became empty, this empty uneasiness showed that their love had gone deep into the bone marrow, and the future that they could not be tied together, which was the best proof of his sense of crisis, a sign of the complete loss of his lover.

He didn't say anything, and finally she nestled in his arms and slept very peacefully, if it weren't for the sound of Gu Ling putting the key, she would probably have to sleep steadily for the rest of her life.

All along, he had a stubborn idea, he would not fail Gu Ling, if he failed Gu Ling, the only possible way to express it was to combine with his most cherished Mu Xin, but he would not do that, that was the greatest destruction of his personality, and he had to keep his promise.

However, last night, he thought about this question from the opposite side of personality and reason, and even brazenly asked himself over and over again, is it a responsible behavior to establish a marriage relationship with a person without loving someone?

His cognition, more than thirty years of life did not give him this answer. What he knows is that the basic background on this issue is: Gu Ling loves himself with nothing, almost gives everything, youth and body and mind, Mu Xin is radiant, he is the most admired and envious appearance, they are in love with each other, and their feelings are hot.

As far as "not selfish" is concerned, he should stand by Gu Ling's side and hold up a piece of heaven for her. As far as the "pursuit of authenticity" is concerned, he should give Mu Xin all he has, and do not hesitate to wander with her in their warm poetic world.

He was so weak that he couldn't lift his legs, he couldn't open his mouth to say the last word, his mind was in a mess, let alone stop Gu Ling from leaving, explain such a heart-rending thing to him, and beg her for forgiveness.

He let her pull the suitcase out of the house, without opening his mouth to say a word of relief, sadness and silence and being torn apart in this room after Mu Xin left, like opening the floodgates, mercilessly, wantonly noisy.